youtu.be/1p_ebSseEq8   (play the song while reading) ___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________   Chanyeol looks at you and blinks twice  "ch-chanyeol...i...i have to go for completing my studies there" you say softly and carefully not wanting to hurt him "i came here when i was having a semestral break...i....i didnt know so much would happen here and just.." you sigh and look down, while chanyeol remain frozen, you lift your head and looked at chanyeol you can see his hurt in his eyes and you feel more than guilty, after a long silence he spoke up "for how long?" he says without making any eye contact you hesitate before answering in a low voice "for 2.....years" you see chanyeol widening his eyes and a hurt expression on his face, he looks like he's gonna cry, and he never makes eye contact    why...why me? This is wrong everything is wrong!!    chanyeol mentally cries in his head and after collecting himself he stoods up, startling you, you also stood up and look at him who's avoiding your gaze  "i'll get going now" he says in a really low voice-almost a whisper "chan_" before you can protest he leaves immediately and heads to God-knows-where, you sigh deeply and fall on your knees, you let the tears flow as you burry your face in your hands Chanyeol drives off to nowhere specific and let his mind erase whatever you said, he doesn't know where he's going but he finally stops near Han River and hopes off the car. He goes wherever his feets take him and keep walking to the empty sidewalk, he actually finally stops in midway and sighs deeply, he feels sad, hurt and angry at the same time and he wants to get all these emotions out of him. His minds keep repeating the words you said and he uncounciously kicks the tree hard, he doesnt care about the pain at all and he screams out all his frustration at once. He breaths heavily and tears are b in his eyes   NO you are NOT gonna cry Chanyeol!!! You are not gonna cry anymore. (stop the song)   he squeezes his eyes shut and breaths out heavily once then briskly walks towards the car and drives off to the dorm. Meanwhile the members were still very very happy the dorm was noiser than usuall even though the prince park chanyeol who is known to be the loudest on-crack member along with baekhyun wasnt present there. Kyungsoo was making a really delicious meal while suho, xiumin, and yixing was helping him. Kris and jongin were lazily sitting on the couch watching t.v and keep complaining that they are hungry. Tao, sehun, luhan and chen were throwing their random imaginations on what you and chanyeol would be doing right now. "Noona would be beyond happy to know the news" sehun beamed "yep everything's going perfect now" luhan said only if he knew that it's not the end of problems "Ohhh~ and now she can visit our dorm too" tao said happily  "I can't wait to see the goofball chanyeol again" chen said and they all nodded Hmm~ wait you guys must be thinking where is baekhyun..he should've been in the what-EunYeol-be-doing team and possibly throwing something like "i can't wait to make chanyeol jealous"  yea like you can baek  But the naughty baekhyun was actually messing everything in his room. he groaned "ughhh~where is that bracelet?" he shouts a whisper to himself ...Oh~so he's finding that bracelet remember (check chap 4 if you forgot) he looks through the cupboard messing up all Chanyeol's neatly folded clothes thinking i'll clean this later.  "ahan!" he stood up in victory with a bracelet in his hands "finally found it! why i didnt look through his drawer in first place" he says to himslef and shrugs with a smile, he reaches his pocket to place the bracelet but then he realizes he's actually wearing his pajamas and decides to put the pracelet in his drawer instead. Just when he was about to exit the room, someone pushes the gate harshly and then baekhyun realizes that it' actually chanyeol who is not really in a good mood  "what's wrong?" baekhyun asks chanyeol as he walks behind him  "nothing" chanyeol shortly replies and get's inside the covers completely covering himself up, being