Chanyeol was now standing out of the room, he cleared everything with sangil and the three friends were waiting for your surgery to finish. Chanyeol was still really worried about you "ahh eottoeke (what should i to do), how long will it take?" chanyeol says with worry on his face. "calm down chanyeol she's gonna be fine" hyomin said and gave a small smile  sangil scoffs and says "atleast it's better than when she almost suicide" hyomin looks at sangil with wide eyes and shooks her her signaling sangil not to say another word. Chanyeol's eyes almost bulged out and his mouth hangs open "what do you mean?" sangil starighten himself up  "....i didnt think i would be telling you this but i think you should know" chanyeol gave him a suspicious look and sangil starts "eunji tried to suicide when you left her" sangil says simply but chanyeol's reaction is so not simple, his eyes are now double size than before and he bit his lip. "you know chanyeol when you left her, how hurt she was? how miserable her life became? she locked herself for a week, crying and sobbing inside her room, she didnt ate anything and fell badly sick." sangil sighed "then she tried to suicide, she didnt came home for 2 days, nobody knew where was she, we didnt even know was she alive or not, we all were so worried about her" a tear rolled down from sangil's cheek while chanyeol stood there still "we found her near han river, when the police told us that she was going to suicide, she didnt talked to anybody, her smile was lost somewhere, like she has forgotten how to smile, for first 3 months after you left her, her parents' took her to a pshycatrist chanyeol, do you even know how much our heart broke down seeing her condition, she was forcefully send to France so that she could forget those memories she had with you" sangil let his tears flow and chanyeol started the waterworks too, he fell on the bench unconciously and pressed his lips tight to control the anger that was building up in him for himself. He ruffled his hair in anger and frustration and let his tears fall freely, he sniffed , looking down on his lap, he bit his lower lip harshly that it starts to bleed and digged his finger nails in his hair then slid down his hands roughly to his cheek, eyes already turning red and now he is sobbing. "chanyeol..._" hyomin approaches him softly but stops when chanyeol frantically shook his head "Don't!" he says coldly "i deserve to cry...i deserve being hurt...i deserve hate...what have i done to her...the person i love the most..this is what i gave her?" chanyeol says in between the sobs and sniffs.  "chanyeol...dont say that..do you know how much eunji will be hurt if she finds out what you said?" hyomin says and rubs chanyeol's shoulder to comfort him, chanyeol harshly wipes his tears and stood up from the seat, he heads towards the bathroom and nobody tries to stop him.   Chanyeol entered the bathroom and starts spalshing water on his face, he took a deep breath and looks himself in the mirror, water dripping down his high cheek bones down to his long neck making it's way to his chest.  You are not gonna hurt her anymore Park Chanyeol he says to himself i'm gonna be with her even if i have to give up on what i'm doing. he quietly thinks to himself. he straightens up and wipes his face and puts on a smile on his face then heads out to the hallways. He was lucky enough because the doctor came out of the surgery room just now and he rushes over to him.  "Is she fine? Is she Okay? can i see her" chanyeol bombarded the doctor with question and he smiles at him, hyomin could only chuckle at his cuteness and turns to the doctor to answer "Dont worry she is totally fine, but she needs to rest and you can see her after half an hour, but if she is asleef dont wake her up" the three sigh with relief and nodded the doctor was about to go away but stopped and turns back "but can i ask you who are you to her?" the question was directed to chanyeol, he gulps "cousin" hyomin says and smiles at chanyeol "you heard her" chanyeol says and smiles the doctor nods and steps forward to chanyeol "i know it's not really a good thing to ask you this but my daughter is a big fan of you so...can you gave an autograph?" the doctor hesistantly asks, chanyeol gives a small smile and nods.  After giving the autograph chanyeol is sitting there impatiently, tapping his foot and chewing on his lower lip from inside, waiting for half an hour to finish.  His eyes lit up when a nurse walked out from your room and tells that chanyeol and the other two can go inside, but she informs them that you are sleeping so they have to be quiet. The three goes inside the room and sees you laying on the bed peacefully but one of your hand in injected with drip which lies on your stomach, and the other is placed on the side. Chanyeol walks closer to you and smiles seeing your sleeping self. he sits on the seat beside your bed and bit his lip before taking your hand in his, then smoothly rubs it and m