Delimna
by lilies_009

[a/n i am starting to post everything i've got... from one/ two shots to short stories... soooooooooo enjoy]

“I AM WHAT?”
she was in the middle of examining the off white ceiling of the ultrasound room expecting the doctor to say that her “delayed” monthly periods was just normal for a busy and stressed korean pop idol like her.

The doctor looked at her really puzzled. She was somehow expecting her to react that way. Who wouldn't? Everybody know that this soon to be mother is at the peak of her career and she's pretty sure that getting pregnant was one of the least thing she expected. 

“Umm you're eight weeks pregnant Ms. Park” She again said. This time saying one word at a time, making sure that each word that passes through her tongue was clearer. 

She stared at the white uniformed lady, her black rimmed spectacles hangs loosely on her nose bridge.. she was eying her out in between the lens and the rim itself 

“Are you kidding me?” the girl who somehow have the looks that could pass a highschool kid asked again. A deep frown etched along her porcelain forehead, her hands tremble as she clutched tightly on the side of the bed. 

The doctor cleared “Ms. Park, I am doctor we take these matters seriously.. and do I looked like I am joking?Have you been vomiting?”

She shook her head

“Having weird cravings?”

She shook her head again

“Mood swings?”

She frowned... 
Have she? Maybe she did
maybe she did suffered so much mood swings that for the last two weeks, her and her famous boyfriend have been arguing about little things.... 

“no, none that I remembered of” she lied, still hoping that the doctors revelation was some miscalculated delays... 

but the ultrasound confirmed it right? 

“Well that's pretty understandable.. you're just in the early stage of pregnancy... those symptoms will probably start this month.... I'll give you some prescribed vitamins... and be sure to eat well....”

dropped as it formed a big letter O... her eyes moistened with tears as the reality finally hit her.... 
“I am in deep trouble!” she mumbled softly but was able to hear by the doctor

“I suggest you take rest as soon as you got time too.. No stressing over stuffs... and no overworking, alright?”
the lady in white glided towards her desk humming the music she really doesn't want to hear as off the moment

“call me when you have problems”

She just nodded absentmindedly, 
Pushing herself up on the bed she walked out of the room with her hands on her forehead... 

if not for the current situation, she would have jump for joy... scream at the top of her lungs! And just tell everyone that she's carrying an angel... 

but no! She can't, 
not when she knew it meant trouble..
not when she knew it will worsen her already distant relationship with him..
how will her boss react to this?
And her members?
Her family?
Her parents?
The fans?
And Him?

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“YOU ARE WHAT?” her friend's almost non existent cat eyes grew wider revealing its white an