I'm Walking Away ...
What IfTaeyeon P.O.V
"Are you ready Tae ? Did you bring all your things ?" Donghae oppa asked me which I nodded in return.
"Are you sure notning's left noona ?" Suho asked me for the nth time today .
"I'm sure nothing's left Suho-ah .. Don't worry eo ?" I said with a convincing smile.
"Just ignore him , noona. He's always like that ! " Chanyeol said while Sehun nodded his head repeatedly. The two then laugh that earned them a smack on the head each from the older.
I chukled at their childish action . Their childish act that have been brigten my mood despite all my problems.
I'm lucky to have them by my side.
As Donghae oppa starts the car engines , something flashed in my mind.
" Uh hmm , oppa , before that , can you take me to a place ?"
After a few minutes ..
I walked slowly on the grassy field . It's barely no one here as it is near midnight. I brethe in the fresh night air ..
Ahhh .. it's so peace here ..
It's been a while since I felt this kind of situation . I feel so free . My mind feel empty from the burdening problems that had been haunted me lately.
I walked slowly to the lake .
Our lake ...
That thought brings a sad smile , creeping to my face .
Our lake ?
I let out a chuckle . It was a lie ..
All is lies ...
Slowly , all his sweet words began to play in my mind , echoed in my ears.
His proposal ..
" Will you accept my heart ?"
His sweet words ..
" I know that our marriage is against your will actually . Mine also . I once swear to myself that I'll never fall in love again after she left me but I can't help it anymore when I slowly fall for you. Now , its everything bout YOU that important in my World "
Tears began to roll to my cheecks .
I wipe it with the back of my hands.
Its hurts , omma ...
Its hurts so much that I think I could die ...
" I love you .."
A words that I tresures so much from him ..
That I believed .
But now its all memories . That I shared with him .That I will left here and walks away from it without turning back. Forever . Yeah , I'm walking away .
I startled when a hand touch my shoulders. I looked back . Donghae oppa smiled at .
" Let's go . Its almost time for your flight " He said .
I stand up .
"Kaja !"
And walk with him .
Goodbye , Choi Siwon ... My heart whispered .
I'm walking away from you and your love that full of lies ...
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