(AN: Annyeong! I created a oneshot hah! Its about Heechul's thoughts... I sometimes notice that Heenim became less talkative and distant when they have Interviews lately... (He is always wearing glasses or something) Im not sure but i think Hankyung's departure affected him... Its just my opinion so dont hate me if you dont agree with the story... i just think that he feels like this... Comments are welcome as long as they are respectful)

ATTENTION: (Read this so you'll know that...)

THIS IS NOT A LOVE STORY! I REPEAT! NOT A LOVE STORY! OK?

(HEECHUL's POV- Point of View- till the very end)

I glanced at the crowd, It still amazes me to see a lot of people loudly cheering us on and supporting us. I still remember the first ever time i performed in front of them, just thinking about that moment puts a smile to my face. The time when all 13 of us are still together.

I remember my friend, Hankyung. Although he was a foreigner i never once thought about how different he is from any of us. It pisses me off whenever i hear someone insulting him just because he is Chinese. Having a different Nationality doesnt make you any less special than others, it just mean that your special in your own way, no matter what country you come from. I really miss him a lot. He had made his decision and didnt come back with us but i respect that, no matter what happens ill still be his friend. Even though Super Junior will never be complete without him.

I once used to think differently about his departure from the group, it came as a shock to me and it greatly affected how i look upon my road, being an idol... Was it all that i couldve hoped for? Will i end up the same as him?

I remember the time months ago like it was yesterday...