After like 15 minutes you finaly arrive at the place, where the fanmeeting was.

There were a lot of girls and you could see some boys too.

There was a long line.

They all waited to get a sign from B1A4.

Finaly you saw Jinyoung sitting there on a table and signing CDs of the fans.

The other B1A4 members were there too.

You just waited in the line like everyone else.

Why do I even have to wait here? He is my boyfriend.

After one hour you still stayed there.

It was like the line wasn't moving at all.

But finaly it was you turn.

First you got a sign from Baro.

Jinyoung was the last to give you a sign.

Every member was very kind to you.

But they couldn't show, that they knew you.

So they kind of ignored you.

Finaly you was staying by Jinyoung.

,,Jinyoung-Oppa! I really missed you." You whispered the last part, so no one could hear you.

Jinyoung just smiled and signed a sheet of paper for you.

Then he immediately looked to the girl next to you.

,,It's my turn now!" She said while pushing you aside.

You didn't even realized what just happened.

Why was Jinyoung like that?

Even if no one is allowed to know about us ... that's really to much.

I mean, he just ignored me! He didn't even talk!

You was really mad.

But by the thought of seeing him again you just calmed down.

You take a deep breath and sit on a chair in front of the stage, where they are going to perform.

After some time they were over with the signing and prepared for their performance.

As they entered the stage all girls screamed like there is no tomorrow.

They opened the show with their debut song "OK!".

After that they searched a girl to come to the stage.

I'm sure they will take me. Aaaah ! I'm so excited !

But they didn't take you.

It was another random fangirl.

Ok ... right ... it would be too obvious if they would take me right away.

They started to sing "Beautiful target" and danced around the girl.

Sandeul even kneeled down in front of her.

They let it seem like they were fighting for her.

Suddenly Jinyoung kneeled down too and hold her hands.

He put her hands right on his heart.

Your heart stoped for a moment.

You take a deep breath again and try to calm down.

It's ok _________. That's just fanservice.

After the song they searched for 5 other girls to play with them.

Jinyoung looked at you.

He didn't even smile. His face was just blank.

In the end they didn't take you again.

They played with other 5 random fans.

Jinyoung-Oppa ... why are you like this? Right now, you are closer to this girls than to me. Why?

You just tried not to think about it and looked at their playing.

Suddenly you saw how Jinyoung kissed a girl on her cheek.

....... It's ok _______. That is just FANSERVICE. IT'S OK!

You was getting really furious.

You just watched further and tried not to scream.

Then Jinyoung hugged that girl.

You stand up and just looked at him with mad and teary eyes.

Is this why he don't have time for me?

You immediately run away.

You just ran to the dorm and in your room.

You looked the door and jumped under your blanket.

Why am I like this? It is just Fanservice ! But .... why can't he hug me or kiss me on my cheek?

Why didn't he chose me? Why did he ignore me? WHY !?