A Secret

a Suffocating Bliss
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Xiumin

I prefer that name instead your true one

Because that name makes you ours

Makes you a part of EXO-M

Makes you couldn’t stay away from me

Makes us stay together for years to come

But instead of being filled Joy, the more time we spent the more it becomes suffocating

This heart becomes too much filled with feelings for you

For wanting you for myself

At first I want to tell the world that you’re my Baozi

On each interview I never missed once to tell that you’re nickname is Baozi

And I’m the ones that give it to you

That you’re mine

But in this world that we jumps in, we need people to love us

To adore us

It’s painful for me to know that it’s less people accepting you

Less people loving you

It’s painful to read comments saying you’re fat, not as handsome as the other, even ugly

And it’s my fault too

Calling you Baozi, and makes people takes the wrong impression for thinking that you’re fat

But you’re not!

Even you’re the smallest amongst us

For me you’re the cutest

The strongest

And much more of you that I knew

When I saw you sighed, looking at the amount of gift from the fans for each of us

Only a few for you

Although I knew that you won’t asked much

Being too nice, too kind, too humble

Although truthfully I don’t want people to know your value, but I couldn’t be selfish

They need to know

And so I change my plan

On continues to introduce you as Baozi

Even Tao told me that I’m being mean

But at least people see you

And then when I knew we will have our first fan sign

I asked you to tell me what I shall do for the fans

Asking about what’s fan service

Although truthfully I already knew about it, especially with people already makes an OTP of

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lucky_s
#1
Chapter 1: Baozi is all yours Lulu :)
LeeRaeni #2
Chapter 1: I honestly feel like I'm stalking you right now. Ever since I read "Prey," I started going onto your profile and checking out your other fanfics. So far, I subscribed to a lot of them. I like your style of writing and the storyline composed into them. :)
xiuhan89 #3
Chapter 1: Cutie Xiuhan!!! Stay close together !! Fighting!!!
chii11029
#4
Chapter 1: Luhan you worry too much.. but it because you love umin so much. :'D
eudaimonia #5
Chapter 1: call me weird but I feel kinda sad reading this ;__;
whooooo thinks that minseok is fat aldkjadkla
I'm so sad that minseok is most under-rated member <///3
rikikun
#6
Chapter 1: ____ing ashdfriqoxbchrylslqvrufoapr WHY IS THIS LIKEㅡ SO REAL?! LIKE, ITS REAL IN REAL LIFE. GOD I WANT THE LEGIT TRUTH TO BE LIKE THIS ㅠㅠ you sure y're not luhan? y'know, using fake name/nicknames or whatnot. and that this is the real story which luhan (or you) trying to tell to the world ? >.>
turtlejusz #7
Chapter 1: SwEet~ >.< gosh~ luhan! Baozi is yours~
dohana
#8
Chapter 1: overload of sweetness
bambino
#9
;_;
luhan,no need to worry, baozi is fully yours, you can take him and steam him up anywhere, i'll be gladly try to find those secretive fan-taken pictures/videos >:3
baboracoon
#10
;~~~~;
Why I feel so sad reading this? Luhan, you're so kind to our Jin Baozi.. Touched of this chapter!
Good job again, author-nim..