A Secret
a Suffocating BlissXiumin
I prefer that name instead your true one
Because that name makes you ours
Makes you a part of EXO-M
Makes you couldn’t stay away from me
Makes us stay together for years to come
But instead of being filled Joy, the more time we spent the more it becomes suffocating
This heart becomes too much filled with feelings for you
For wanting you for myself
At first I want to tell the world that you’re my Baozi
On each interview I never missed once to tell that you’re nickname is Baozi
And I’m the ones that give it to you
That you’re mine
But in this world that we jumps in, we need people to love us
To adore us
It’s painful for me to know that it’s less people accepting you
Less people loving you
It’s painful to read comments saying you’re fat, not as handsome as the other, even ugly
And it’s my fault too
Calling you Baozi, and makes people takes the wrong impression for thinking that you’re fat
But you’re not!
Even you’re the smallest amongst us
For me you’re the cutest
The strongest
And much more of you that I knew
When I saw you sighed, looking at the amount of gift from the fans for each of us
Only a few for you
Although I knew that you won’t asked much
Being too nice, too kind, too humble
Although truthfully I don’t want people to know your value, but I couldn’t be selfish
They need to know
And so I change my plan
On continues to introduce you as Baozi
Even Tao told me that I’m being mean
But at least people see you
And then when I knew we will have our first fan sign
I asked you to tell me what I shall do for the fans
Asking about what’s fan service
Although truthfully I already knew about it, especially with people already makes an OTP of
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