*kibum POV*

ah today i will tell him about how i feel to him , but i'm afraid he'll reject me , also kyu didn't call me , text me or aything for a few days , i need his support , but there's no way i'm going to tell him about this , because he probably will do the same thing like me in this near time . should i ask mr.bossy?

"hyung , what are you doing?"

"me? i'm baking hangeng's favorite cake now , next week will be his birthday , i probably will go to china next week , so i'm training myself how to make his favorite cake , sweet isn't it?" my hyung seems to be in a good mood

"yes i know both of you always that sweet ugh i want to puke , by the way i need some advice , hyung"

"advice? about that handsome guy that you and your bestfriend likes?"

"hyung... yes , that one , i'm going to tell him how i feel about him today , what do you think?"

"from what i think , its good , because you won't stay like this with him forever right? only being a friend , ouch it hurts , plus if he reject you , you will feel pain at the first time , but on the other hand its good too because you will know how he feels about you right?"

"yes you're right , i shouldn't care about what is his answer now right? the important thing now is i'm already this brave to tell how i feel about him"

"yep, thats my dongsaeng who sometimes being smart , now quickly feed wonki , you havn't feed him today you know"

"ah arraseo smart hyung , thanks for the advice , don't forget to give me some cake later okay?"

"*watching wonki eating while talking with it* wonki-ah today i will tell siwon about how i feel, what do you think? what clothes should i wear today?"

ah i'm really nervous..

*few hour later*

"hyung , i'm going , byee"

"good luck , kid"

ah i'm really afraid , i wonder what will he say , maybe he will hate me? who knows? oh what he already arrived here , did i make him wait? what should i say?

"siwon, did i make you wait? how long have you been here?"

"ah no , i've just arrived here"

i can see his expression isnt good.. what to do..

"so , what do you want to talk about?"

"ngg.. actually i want to tell you about how i feel.. please don't get mad but i really like you, ever since the first time i saw you"

siwon didn't answer me , all i could hear is silence..

"sorry kibum.."