I pulled my black hair, ruining my perfectly styled mohawk. I sat there not knowing what to think, or feel. I felt numb, mentally.

While everybody was busy running around, getting ready for their next concert , and I just sat there, watching them carefully.

The stress of everything was starting to get to me, and though I had been doing the same thing for about six years now, I didn’t know what to do.

 Pretty unprofessional of me, huh?

I mean, the leader of one of the biggest pop bands in Asia not knowing what the to do with himself.

I have to put up a front though.

I have to be strong for my band-mates.

If I make a mistake, it’ll affect everybody.

I must be perfect, everyone’s eyes are on me.

So when one of the producer’s come up to me if I was okay.

I quickly answer, “I’m fine.”

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Hello~ Adiran here with a GTop :)

I decided to take a break from my other story, Wishing You Were Mine, but I pormise I will get it done sometime soon! I just have a lot on my plate now that people are starting to request stories from me, so I wanted to put everything I had on hiatus so I can write this little GTop~

This is going to be angsty, if you haven't already noticed, but please look forward to the first chapter, which I try to upload soon!

Thank you!

(and yes, GD did get a mohawk  :)