Thoughts & Feelings

Turmoil feelings

"Tae, come on talk to me, whats wrong?"

"Key im okay really I was just shocked you know, I first meet her as his best friend and then the next day their kissing" Taemin said as he walked around his room trying to find whatever excuse to not look Key in the eye

"Tae, I've known you for so long I can tell when you're hiding something from me. Don't you trust me Tae?" 

"Key don't even go there because it's not even like that, I tell you everything. There's no reason for me to hide anything from you"

"Alright Tae, I'll let it go for now because I gotta go see Jong. We haven't talked since we were suppose to meet up. I'll see you later alright Tae" Key said as he hugged Taemin and walked out his room to leave

"UFF" Taemin said as he slid to the floor 

How am I suppose to tell you Key that I'm in Love with Minho & that I was heart broken seeing him kiss someone else. That I feel shattered just at the thought of seeing him with someone else, that I thought I knew him more then anyone else to find out that he is just a normal guy, interested in a beautiful girl & won't ever see me how I see him Taemin thought as warm tears slid down his eyes and sobbed

*At the cafe*

"JENNN!!!!"

"Did someone just yell your name?" Siwon asked

"Ah I'm not sure I don't think im the only Jen here. Am I?" Jen said as she looked at Minho

"I don't"

"OH...GOOOD...I'M...GLAD...YOU....DIDN'T....GO...TO...FAR"

"Um okay why are you breathless?" Jen said as she stood up and gave up her seat

"I'm okay and it's"

"Jonghyun, you know Jen?" Minho asked

"You guys know each other?" Jen asked

"Not the time, Jen I need you to go to the hospital with me PLEASE!" Jonghyun said as he stood up and looked at Jen with pleading eyes

"Okay yeah no need to ask but is everything alright are you hurt" Jen asked as she poked Jonghyun everywhere

"haha no Im okay, it's my mom she's in the hospital"

"OMG is she okay what are you still doing here come on lets go" Jen said as she grabbed her bag and dragged Jonhyung to find a cab

"TAXII!" Jen Yelled "To the hospital, jonhuyng tell him where your mom is at"

Seoul SKY Hospital" Jonghyun

"You heard him sir. please step on it, now jonghyun tell me what happen"

"Well long story short, my parents been having problems for awhile now and well lets just say that your coming here sort put my mom on edge"

"Ah I see, im the reminder of the women that your dad cheated on with right"

"No don't take it the wrong way, I know we haven't known each other that long but your my sister and Im glad you're here, it's just my mom and dad got into it hard and well they were fighting in the office so my mom left and she got in a car accident"

"OMO Are you serious, god how is she"

"I don't know the moment I was told she was there I hung up and well the first person I thought of was you"

"Aww & you shouldn't have done that now we've no clue in what room or anything on your mom haha"

RING...RING...RING..

"Ah, my phone I bet it's Siwon or something. Hello?"

"....."

"Yeah I know, sorry. He's not a stranger."

"............"

"Siwon, I'll explain everything later. You know the paper work Chris told you to bring me. Read it an it will give you some inside on whats going on. I need you to brain storm on what your going to find out in the paper work. We'll discuss it later. Tell Minho I'll explain later. Bye"

*At thew Hospital*

"Thank you Sir" Jen said as they got out the cab

"Okay so now we go ask what room your mom is located in and how she's doing" Jen said as she guided Jonghyun towards the entrance

"You seem to know reall well how to handle situations like these"

"Of course I would my mom was in the hospital for about a year back in Cali so I know how most process work" Jen said as she walked to the receptionist

"Oh"

"Hahaha I didnt say that so that you could feel sad or anything like that. Hello could you please tell me what room Mrs. Kim is located in and any information on how shes doing?" 

"Gladly are you relatives of her?"

"Ah yes I am her step daughter and this guy here is her son"

"Okay, Mrs. KIm is in the left wing room B-890, she is currently resting, she's in no danger at all just lost  a lot of blood but she will be fine, you can both go see her if you wish"

"Thank you!" Jen said as she walked towards the elevators "Okay go ahead and  check up on your mom and i'll wait for you down here, Yes, Okay" Jen said as she pushed Jonghyun inside the elevator and 

WAHHHHHHH How the hell am I going to get out of this JENNNNNNNN!!!! Gosh now Im hearing people calling me

"Jen!"

"Oh Siwon its you" Jen said as she threw her arms around his neck and hugged him as if life depended on it

"Shhh Shhh It's alright I knew you would get like this so I followed you here and well  MInhossi as well came along" Siwon said as he rubbed circles on Jen's back

"Thanks. But by any chance did you read any of the papers" Jen said as she released Siwon from the hug

"Ah yeah I sort glimpsed at them a bit. But is that the reason your here?"

"Yeah sort of not all to sure but yes, I believe that he isn't aware of the promise my mom made us take nor the last wish of her. I don't even think he is aware of my social standing"

"Well what do you plan on doing?" Siwon asked

"Well theres nothing much to do but wait till things progress" Jen said

"Alright, I have no idea as to whats going on" Minho said utterly confused

"Alright bettere situation to explain everything to you I wont find so before anything else happens I'll spill the beans" Jen said as she took a huge breath of air "You see a year after you moved my mother was hospitalized, long story short right when you moved out Siwon's fanily moved in, Siwon and I became close over the time and well when my mother was hospitalized I was depressed and what not. Siwon was there and well years later, like no lie four days ago my dad tells me that im not his daughter well blood daughter that Jonghyun's dad is my dad so Im suppose to stay here to meet my half brother and well here I am"

"Jen aren't you going to tell him about the other things" Siwon said

"There's no need"

"But you do realize that he could be your key to the promise your mom made us take"

"Whether that may be true or not I will not risk it alright, plus my moms anniversory is coming up and this year their reading the rules ar whatever their called to her will"

"Jen you said that if you ever had the chance you would do it"

"That was different"

"How?"

"It just is alright. DROP IT!" Jen said as she looked at Siwon

"Alright im sorry"

"What is it your not telling me?" Minho asked 

"It's none of your concern, it be best if you would all just drop the topic" Jen said as she walked back toward the lobby to where Jonghyun might be

"Is she alright"

"Ah yeas excuse her, shes under a lot of pressure for now." Siwon said as he followed behind

RING....Ring...Ring...

"Hello"

"Hi Minho -hyung"

"Hey Tae what's up? I heard from Key you were feeling bad? DId I do something to upset you?"

"Oh Hyung your always so caring" Taemin said as another tear slid down his cheeck Another reason to why I love you, yet I dont dare to tell you that "Hyung could we meet up?" Taemin asked as he sniffeld and wiped his tears away

"Of course minnie, I'll pick you up around five. Jens in the hospital right now so I just want to make sure she's alright and then we can hang out, is that okay"

"Of course hyung. I'll wait" As I always have been only to realise to late that you dont see me as I see you

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Wahhhhhhh A depressed and heart broken Taemin tear tear lol :D he'll be happy soon, cant always be happy they have to suffer a little bit before the fluffyness XD

So what do you guys think so far is it boring am I dragging this to long??? 

Comments are welcomed and appreciated :D

<3 JELLE

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jellee
alrighty so work is slow n I was anble to write two chaps for this story so they should be up in a few hrs when I get home :D sorry for the delay

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Sanaah
#1
Omo... INTRESTING >< Specialy the LONDON thing! who is that person!

i hope they ll be Jongkey in this story!♥ Taemin just say it! Minho be a Man!
Siwon you need to help Jen! What's that promise!! OMG OMG....

Update Soon neh!
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