Hi! I guess I should introduce myself first. My name is Dara Park, I’m 25 years old and engaged! Actually, today is the last day I’ll be able to use the term fiancée, since tomorrow, I’ll be getting married with the love of my life, Kwon Jiyong.

I met Jiyong when I was only 18 years old, he was a year ahead of me but he always made time to see me, assuring me that he’d make me fall in love with him, being the conceited hot guy he was back then, not that he isn’t hot anymore, I assure you he is. But, what he didn’t know was he didn’t have to do much to make me fall in love.

Since by only looking at his eyes, the very first time we met, I already fell for him. I loved his deep eyes that I always got lost in, his beautiful blonde shaggy hair, his lean physique and his strong arms that held me a often during the worst times of my life and during the best times.

Yeah, I love this man. He is the number one person in my heart. The only one I will love for the rest of my life. Yah, I’m getting ants on my hands for writing this! So I’ll stop now, hehe!

I’m writing this down so that in the future, when I’m happily married and have lots of children with Ji (keke) I can look back and remember the exact feelings I’m feeling right now, and tell my children the story of our wedding.

You see, I found out two days ago that I’m already pregnant with our first child! (yay!) But I haven’t told Ji yet. This will be the best wedding present won’t it? I wonder how he’ll react? Will his dark brown orbs light up and twinkle? Will he smile the smile that I love seeing on his gorgeous face? Will he hug me? Or kiss me and take me in his strong arms and move his hands towards my... wait. I’m getting carried away here. Whew. Is it hot in here or is that just me?

Back to what I was saying, I want to jot down my feelings and thoughts. I’m in my hotel room alone right now since my best friend and maid of honor, Park Bom, is out with my fiancée’s best man and her boyfriend, Choi Seunghyun, for dinner. I had to kick her out of my room just so she’d agree to go out tonight. I didn’t want her to stress herself too much with my last minute wedding preparations. Everything was fine now anyway. I’m just hoping tomorrow’s events will go by smoothly.

My family is resting in another room and my fiancée, well, since it is the day before our wedding we’re not allowed to see each other, right? That would be taboo and I wouldn’t want anything to jinx our marriage. I want us to live a happy, happy life!

My stomach won’t stay still. It’s either I’m very excited, nervous or my baby is just celebrating with us. I know that isn’t possible since it hasn’t been that long yet. But a mother can daydream, can’t she? Ooh, a mother, just saying the word makes me so much more excited!

Wait a minute, someone’s at the door. I’ll finish writing later, okay? (*hugs) Okay, now I’m acting weird. Later!

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“Hey baby.” Jiyong greeted his fiancée as he entered her room.

“Baby! Why are you here? You know we’re forbidden to see each other tonight!” Dara exclaimed as Jiyong pushed her on the back of the closed door.

“That’s just a bunch of superstitious nonsense, Dara.” He put his hand on her cheek and whispered close to her neck, “And anyway, I missed you already.” His breath tickled Dara and she couldn’t help but smile at her boyfriend’s words.

“You just can’t stay away from me, can you?” She .

“How can I miss a chance to see such a beautiful goddess like you every night, baby?” He back.

“Yah, stop being so flirty.” She laughed. “Get back to your room. I don’t want even a bit of bad luck on our wedding day!” She quickly pecked his lips and pushed him back playfully, but she was too weak for her. He held her arms and put them around his neck while his own hands were on the wall, caging Dara.

“I won’t go back there without getting what I came here for.” He growled near her ear. She giggled and stared as his deep eyes, “What exactly did you come here for?”

“How about I just show you?” He then gently kissed her awaiting lips and roamed his hand under her shirt and caressed her back. She felt her eyes close automatically as she kissed him back, tightening her hold on his neck, bringing his face closer to hers as if to intensify their already heated make out session.

Jiyong then broke off the kiss, leaving Dara confused and wondering, until she felt him kissing and playfully biting her neck and collarbones. She let out a small sound and let her hands mess with Jiyong’s hair.

Dara suddenly remembered her baby and panicked thinking she might blurt out the news if she spent more time with Jiyong, she already had enough trouble within the two days that she knew, she thought she’d have it easy tonight since they weren’t allowed to see each other.

She let go of his hair and pushed him gently, “Ji, stop it.” But Jiyong was stubborn and was now giving butterfly kisses on her jaw, hazing her thoughts for a second before she mustered up enough strength to pull his hands away from her body.

They were still breathing quite heavily from their short session when Dara took hold of her fiancée’s hand. “We have all of our lives to spend with each other after our wedding ceremony tomorrow, baby.” She noticed her man beginning to frown for being stopped in the middle of something he really wanted to do.

“Remember our stay in Hawaii for our honeymoon!” she added, “It’s seriously expensive and I don’t know how you managed to arrange that so we’re gonna make it worth it okay babe?” She chuckled a bit at Jiyong’s expression, finding it cute since he barely showed her that face, since well...she didn’t exactly turn him down that often.

“You are so going to pay for this tomorrow, baby. You don’t know how pained I am right now.” He said, hoping she’ll get the hidden meaning beneath his words.

She suppressed a smile forming on her plump lips and Jiyong couldn’t take it anymore, he kissed her firmly on lips once more and moved abruptly to open the door.

“Hey! Where are you going? Are you mad at me?” Dara asked him.

“Babe,” she could barely hear him say, “I have to go now if you don’t want me tonight. I won’t be able to stop myself if I don’t go now.” He eyed her sleep wear which consisted of a thin loose top and short comfy shorts.

“And don’t open the door for anyone else tonight, you hear me? I don’t want anyone to see you dressed like that. This sight is for my eyes and for mine only.” He growled possessively.

“Of course baby.” She smiled, “I love you, and I’m yours. I’ve been yours ever since the day I first met you, and I’ll truly be yours until forever more, tomorrow. So look forward to that okay? ”She walked towards him and pulled him in for a last hug and she felt his arms surround her tightly.

“I seriously have to go now, babe. I love you too. So much that it hurts! It hurts, Dara!” He nearly screamed. Dara, realizing that he’d held on too tight in their hug, let him go. She couldn’t help but laugh at her husband-to-be.

“Goodnight Kwon Jiyong.” She bade him.

“Goodnight future Mrs. Kwon.” He said before he made a dash towards his room and waved at her before waiting for her to close her own door before he closed his.

A satisfied and happy Dara closed the door after waving to Jiyong like a child. She felt her cheeks get warm as she recounted what happened, chasing away her erted thoughts.

‘I’m glad I got away from him, this once. I don’t want to spoil the surprise. I might just not be able to keep my mouth shut, I’ve already spoiled too many secrets before and I realized that I’m too talkative, especially when I’m with him.’ She thought.

-

So I’m back to writing! Jiyong surprised me by coming here in my room. Not much to talk but to... you know. But not really, since I stopped him. I’m afraid I might accidentally let the news about our baby slip!

Yes, I’m that doubtful of myself. I hate not being able to keep my mouth shut. I should seriously get a pat at the back for being able to keep it a secret for 2 days! Keke~

I wonder if Jiyong coming to my room tonight will affect our marriage. I don’t want to sound superstitious and all but it still makes me nervous. I don’t want anything to affect us badly.

But anyway, what was I talking about before? Oh right, the baby. But yeah I’ve got nothing to say anymore since I’ve only been to the clinic once. But I want to tell you about the plans for the wedding tomorrow.

You already know that my maid-of-honor would be my best friend Park Bom and the best man would be Choi Seunghyun, Jiyong’s best friend.

I have three bridesmaids, my closest friends Lee Chaerin, Gong Minji and my sister Durami. Ji’s groomsmen are his closest friends too, Kang Daesung, Dong Youngbae and Lee Seungri.

We’re getting married in this beautiful church, it’s a very attractive structure that’s why it’s one of the most popular tourist spots around here. A lot of tourists love taking pictures and going on tours since surrounding the church is a very wide garden area with a lot of facilities that help with different events.

I’m so glad we were able to book there. I’ve been dreaming of getting married in that church since my family and I dropped by that church for a relative’s christening when I was still a teenager.

Anyway, I don’t know how the reception will look like yet since my friends and Jiyong forcefully told me to let them surprise me on that part. And since they were too many, I had to agree.

My friends are sweet, aren’t they?

My eyes are feeling heavy now, so I’ll have to bid you goodbye.

Don’t worry. I’ll keep this precious piece of paper with me tomorrow on the ceremony, I hope you can be my goodluck charm! Maybe I’ll try to start writing a diary too, instead of just writing on random scraps of paper, ne? Keke~ well, I’ll go now! Wish us luck on our wedding tomorrow.

I LOVE YOU KWON JIYONG!

<3

Dara Park (Soon to be Kwon! ><)

Hi~ I decided to split this story into three chapters. ^___^

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