Will Today Be Better...?
Still Alive[Daesung’s POV]
The next morning I woke up in Youngbae’s bed, covered up like how I was when I was in the other room. I slowly sat up and looked around.
“Hyung?” I called out. He wasn’t in here though…
So I got off the bed and then walked out of the room and into the living room. There was no body in sight, No one in the living room or nothing.
I looked in the bathroom and all of the bedrooms… even Seunghyun and mine… I checked the kitchen, under the tables, sofa, desk, even in the fridge… Nothing!
“Where is everybody?” I said under my breath.
Then… my phone rang.
So I picked it up.
“Yobosayo?”
Without looking at who was calling on the caller ID.
“Dae?” Seunghyun said softly.
“H..Hyung? Where are you guys?” I asked.
“We’re all at the YG building.” He answered.
I just stood there leaning against the wall, running my fingers along the wooden table.
“Oh… and you guys didn’t wake me up to go?” I asked
“Ani… Mianhe Dae…” He said in a sad tone.
“Yahhh…” I sighed. “It’s alright… I needed sleep anyways” I muttered.
I could hear him shifting around on the other end.
“Is everything okay Hyung?” I then asked.
“Huh? Y…Yeah… Everything is fine… Why do you ask?” He said sounding not sure of himself.
“You sound sad or something like that” I muttered.
“Well… Last night… Is what I wanted to talk to you about…” He said sounding more upbeat.
I sighed and looked away from the table I was playing with and towards the wall with a random picture of a flower on it.
“I don’t want to talk about that Hyung… Please…”
“But Dae… I want too-” He started to plead.
“Aniyo” I cut him off.
“Please…” He continued.
“I said no! Not right now Hyung! Why can’t you understand that?” I muttered into the phone. I was getting ready to hang up but then I heard hard breathing, like he was crying or something.
I put the phone back to my ear.
“Hyung?” I said softly.
“I’m…I’m sorry Dae… I didn’t mean to make you mad at me, I’m sorry for what I did last night, I’m sorry I did not hear you cry for help. I’m so sorry Daesung!” He said sobbing into the phone.
I just wish he was here so I can hug him… but obviously... I can’t do that over the phone.
I just sighed.
“Hyung… Don’t worry about it… It wasn’t your fault about last night…” I muttered.
I could still hear him breath heavy from the crying.
“Look… If you want to talk about this or something when you get back home… Then we can okay?” I said softly.
I could hear him move the phone around.
“N…Neh Daesung”
“Alright… Imma get going so I can take a shower okay?” I said standing to walk over to the bedroom.
“Neh… I love you…?” He said waiting for my response.
I stopped at our bedroom door and waited for a minute before responding.
“Neh… Hyung, bye” I said softly and nicely as I could and hung up the phone. I opened the bedroom door and walked in to look for something to wear.
Will today be any better? Or will it turn out crappy like all my days usually are…
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A/N
HEY GUYS(: SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING FOR ANOTHER WEEK. I HATE HAVING WRITERS BLOCK! IT FREAKING !
THOUGH HERE IS A NEW CHAPTER AND IT MAY SOUND BLAH AT THE BEGINNING BECAUSE THAT WAS WHEN I WAS HAVING REALLY BAD WRITERS BLOCK AND KEPT WRITING UNTIL I STARTED TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT IT AND MY BRAIN WAS PRODUCING GOOD THINGS.
LMBO! So I hope you ENJOYED this chapter and I am trying to get the next one out to you guys soon(:
The next chapter WILL be CALLED....
"Scared"
So keep a look out for the chapter!
ALSO! I am going to release a new FANFIC(: another BIGBANG one. Not going to give you the details yet, since it's still in the works!
What I can tell you though is that the title of it may be called...
"IN FOR THE WIN"
So keep a look out for that new story as well...
Thanks again my lovely subscribers! Again I hope you enjoy this chapter! <3
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