30. Realization Of True Feelings.
Oh my Luhan, I fell In love with my master!I miss you Luhan.
I'm sorry I left without saying anything.
Please don't look for me, although I know you wouldn't.
You're probably happy that a nuisance like me is gone, right?
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for troubling you all these times.
I'm sorry for intruding your life all of a sudden, and leaving all of a sudden.
I'm sorry for everything I did to annoy you.
I wish you all the best with Su Jin.
Maybe, Just maybe, you would remember the waffles I made for you, or the porridge I cooked so poorly, and laugh about it once in awhile.
Hopefully,
You won't forget me.
Luhan's POV.
I was back at home, lying on my bed, as a thousand things floated through my mind.
"What happens when a pauper fell in love with a prince?"
"Thank you Luhan, for taking care of me all these times, I'll be sure to remember you always."
"Luhan, why do people fall in love with the wrong person?"
Why did you leave? Did you hate working for me so much? Do I torture you? Why?
Did I do something wrong? Did I? Come back here and tell me what I did. Lee Yoonmi, you cannot leave me hanging like this. Where did you go? You didn't leave a number, you didn't leave an address.
You left me with nothing but memories.
You must be wondering, why I'm feeling this way. She's just a maid, nothing else.
However, over the last few hours of finding you, I've finally realised.
I view you as a woman, not a maid.
Your voice continued echoing through my mind, where are you hiding?
Who should I blame for all these?
You, who left without a proper goodbye?
My mother, who let you leave?
Or me, the idiot who didn't realise his real feelings earlier.
I punched my pillow, realising how blind I was.
How could I not have known? The way you sparkle under the moonlight, the way your voice sends me to places I've never been to, the way your lips seemed so inviting to me.
How could I not have seen, that you, Lee Yoonmi, My rightful maid, Is the girl I've been wanting all these while?
Now that you're gone, things are much more clearer.
It's clear, that I'm missing you now.
It's clear, that you mean alot to me.
It's clear, that you didn't feel the same.
If you did, why did you leave me? Shouldn't you stay by my side forever?
I sighed, Luhan, why are you getting yourself tangled in this mess?
I thought back to something you asked me,
"Then, what would you do if you fell for someone you shouldn't have fell for?"
Well, you tell me. Because, I, Luhan, Fell for my maid, Lee Yoonmi.
Freaking idiot, why didn't you realise this earlier? Saying all these in your head now is no use!
She left already, not even leaving a damned footprint.
Can you come back to me?
I'll show you what I really feel.
I'll show you that I fell for you.
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Aww ): Angst- ridden. ): But I swear, the upcoming chapters will be BOOM! :D Just a short chappie, ^^
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