"arghhhhhhhhhh...channieeeeeeeeeee...where r u??? channieeeeeeeeeee arghhhhhhhhh...it's pain" *SCREAMED*

ljoe was in pain when delivering his first baby...alone in his house

blood floods everywhere on d floor...d mother alredy felt tired...

finally his baby was borned

uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa -hanney's crying-

"cc~channie...it's hanney...our bb~~baby is b-born" a bright yet weak smile was drawn on ljoe pale face as he watched his cutey new-born baby cries in his ambrace

stopping hanney from crying, ljoe sang lullabye for soothing his crying baby

"hanney...i'm sorry if i can't stay with u any longer...but trust me...umma luv u sooo much hanney" ljoe peck on his baby forehead before he laid her on d floor..he smiled on her for a last time as he himself collapsed beside his baby...

ljoe opened his mouth for a word while his eyes stared on a picture frame that was hanged on d wall...it was his n chunji picture....tears streamed down his cheeks "i luv u...n i will forever luv only u, chanhee" he said before closing his eyes tight as it will never open again

flashback end

"HUNNIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE" 

chunji awake from his sleep as nightmare shocking him...

his hand touched his whole sweaty face...not just only on d face but his body too...his cloth is all wet...

chunji's suffering in his own breath...it's gasping hard...while his heart beating sooooooooooooo fast as it's gonna explode in no time!!!

"hunnieeeee.......hunnieeeeee..." chunji glassy eyes began wateries...he cupped whole his face while sobbing sooooooo hard...he's crying for sure

Chunji POV

a dream...it is only a dream rite??? it is??? my byunghun will gonna be awake...i know he will...he'll never leave me...he won't leave me n hanney...he won't!!!!

it is all my fault...i should be with him that nite....

if i was there...hunnie might not be end in this state..

aishhh....how i wish i could turned back time....hunnie will be safe then...he probably be happy rite now...n hanney will get his mother real touch...

hunnie....i miss u....

i miss u soooooooooo much

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"i luv u"

"i luv u too chunji...i do still luving u"

both taemin n chunji melt into a sweet kiss yet change to d passion one...as chunji bites on taemin bottom lips...asking for an entrance...

taemin let out a moan as he finally opened his mouth..allowed chunji tongue in it... each other sweetness mouth

Taemin POV

what am i thinking about!!! chunji doesn't luv me...he will never luv me..his luv is only for byunghun...n what did i thought he will luv me?!!!

ahhh i'm stupid...n i do wrong to byunghun...

i shouldn't kissed chunji when he's drunk...i shouldn't

i shouldn't play with his heart...he was halucination...he thought it was byunghun n not me...he confessed his luv only for byunghun...n not me...so why did i wanna hurt my ownself??? why did i kissed him!!! i shouldn't!!! i kissed chunji n i hurt my precious lil brother...my bestfriend...what will hunnie feel when he know bout this matter...

most importantly...what about minho??? what will he feel when he find out that i am confused about my luv toward chunji??!!!! oh GOD!!! please....pleaseeee keep me away from this feeling...it's all lie...

i luv minho..n i only luv him...chunji is just past...he's only a memories...n he only luv his wife, my luvly lil brother...

i must keep this as secret...

i need to control myself...

i can't follow my heart...

i can't!!!

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Myungsoo POV

did i saw it rite??? did chunji kissed taemin??? what d hell is goin on??? 

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"he's picking up???" 

GD shooked his head disappointly

"aishhh where d heck is he goin???" TOP complained

"maybe he's alredy at d hospital"

"he's not...myungie is accompanying hunnie tonite"

"so...where might he be???"

"got any idea???"

"i dont..." *sigh* "chunji is sooo stress lately"

"he is...he missed hunnie a lot"

"he even look sore everytime watching hunnie in this condition"

"let's pray for him to awake soon k"

"do u know when will he awake???"

TOP shooking his head "we can't predict it baby...till now...he didn't give any response of conciousness yet"

"but..he will awake rite???"

"confident on himself...he will"

GD throws a smile of relieve after hearing d courage words from his husband...

GD POV

u will be safe hunnie...i know u will awake soon...

n don ever worry...hanney is fine...she's grown up well...n chunji is taking care of her nicely...

she's alredy 7 months now...

ahaksssssss...hanney is sooooooo cute....just like u...seem like she's ur clone as a girl...

today...i alredy wear her d necklace that u gave me...

she looks pretty after wearing it, d necklace of his umma...

with it...hunnie will never been separated with hanney...u guys will be always together

chunji, byunghun n hanney...three of u will be living happily again...

staying together...FOREVER

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sorry if this update is a mess..

i just lacked of ideas...idk why...

aigooo...

n this site is soooooo slow tonite...

aishhhh...

keep enjoy reading luvlies...

luv u guys....