Short update.
Sorry for the occ-ness in  this chapter 
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Happy new year everyone!
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Ji yong's POV

Love.

What is love?

There are so many meaning to the word love, yet many would say that if you truly want to know the meaning of love is if you already experience it.
They would also say that you will only know if it's true love when you experience an unbearable amount of pain.

Cause true love hurts.

So thus this mean I'm in love?

Cause god help me, I'm in pain.

Hearing Seungri says those words 'let me go home.' hurts the most.

Isn't this his home?
Home is where your heart is, right?

He's part of BigBang.
Part of us. Part of me, he's my maknae.
My laughter, my joy and my light.

That's why we are called nyongtory, we belong together

. He's my wind beneath my wings, no matter how corny it sounds, but it's true.

He's supposed to be with BigBang.

With us, with me

. But he chooses that maknae of Super Junior, that power balladeer, that Kyuhyun.

He called him his home

. And god help me but it ing hurts.

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Taeyang's POV

'You're hurting my child.' That's what Seungri says.

I'm hurting HIS child?

That maknae of Shinee. His child?

And the way he backed away from me, it's like my touch burns him. I don't understand a thing.

But what I do understand is that he doesn't look right with those two maknae, he doesn't belong there

. I remember the day Ji yong told me that Seungri's going to left us.

That the rea