I doubt if you will still read this, but I promise a great friend of mine that I will continue this, and now that I have time to be a proper fan, I guess it's time to restart again.

Fair warning I don't think I can write the way I write before, many years in college specially with a pre-law course can pretty much change you, they will brainwash you and tattoo in your mind that grammar is very important, NOT that I'm good with it. I guess I can't express myself much now since I would be very much concern on how would it sounds like, so if you could please help me to gather that strength again to just go with it and express what I want, I would look at it as a big debt.

It's been three years since I stopped being in the world of Kpop (again I blame college) so I don't know a thing anymore, still I will keep the story line of before so it will be pretty much AU starting now.

Well that's been a very long introduction, so let's start the show! :))
Comments will be a very big help to fuel this old machine, thank you

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Have you ever been in that moment where you don't know if you're still awake or you're just dreaming? I think I am, and I'm in that moment right now.

 It' s been a very good day just before my co-members enter the studio room, we where having a great day, the twins even exclaim that they felt like were having a family bonding that day and not just an ordinary practice day.

There where laughs and hugs, I literally mean hugs, Kyuhyun being himself can't seem to process the word distance that day, he will always hug me every time we will have a break, and my three children, yes I've accepted them as my children you know the phrase *if you can't beat them join them*, well better admit defeat when it's still early, so yes as I was saying, my three children Seohyun, Minzy and Taemin will encourage Kyuhyun further and we will all have a group hug, well in our case family hug.

So i just can't seem to think as to why this happens? I mean, I didn't even ponder that this can happen, my hyungs to be that. And what's 'that'? I don't know.

As Ji yong hyung exits the room and his word about the 'mine' thing are still ringing in my mind, I want to throw up. I can't think straight, my head's still pounding and aching and my left hand still being chained doesn't help. Good thing my other hand is free I can now sit up.

I tried to get the chain off of me, but all did was to make noises.

Speaking noises, I can hear many shouts outside the room, I can hear all my hyung's shouting, I can even hear hubby- I mean Kyuhyun speaking