"Please Chullie,"

"Don't call me that,"

"Show any emotion, don't drown yourself out of reality anymore,"

"JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" Heechul's arms fought against the restraints as his flailing body hit Hangeng.

Hangeng collasped in pain. Heechul's eyes widdened as he realized he had attacked Hangeng's injury. 

It was too much. It was too much, pain, pain, not needed, worthless, sorrow, alone, abandoned.

Hangeng through the sharp stabbing of pain saw Heechul was sinking from reality again. He quickly grabbed his pain medication and swallowed them before he hugged Heechul again. Heechul was gasping for air as if he was suffocating.

"Please please...stop it...I'm worthless...thats why you abandoned me....thats why no one needs me....just leave me alone....,"

"Shh...just sleep..okay? just sleep..." Hangeng continued to whispered into Heechul's ear until the fragile man's breathing slowed and relaxed into the arms that held him.

(break)

Hangeng just stayed next to Heechul, hugging the cold body as he watched the beautiful facial features rest.

He slowly Heechul's face as his fingers traced the heavy dark circles below his eyes, the protruding ribs.

Leeteuk opened the door to glimsp Heechul just asleep, not passed out, for the first time in many many months.

He smiled as he left them alone.

(break)

Approximately 2 hours following Heechul falling to sleep, Hangeng woke up to hear screaming.

"NO, NO, PLEASE, WHY? TELL ME. DON'T GO. ITS ALL MY FAULT. ITS ALL MY..."

Hangeng smashed his lips against Heechul's as the man's eyes rolled upwards and his eyes closed once more.

(break)

Heechul woke up to broken Korean singing.

He groaned but felt better than he had in a long time. 

Hangeng's face met his as he turned sideways, "Goodmorning Rella,"