Here is Chapter 5! It's a bit...boring since I wrote it half asleep again. *sigh* I need to stop writing so late at night! Anyways, hope you all enjoy! :D Also shout out to: opal8air - Omg! You called me author-nim! AHH! I'm so happy! XD It makes me feel so honored being called author-nim. *tear tear*

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(Sungyeol)

I desperately grabbed his hand and asked, “Does this mean…are we friends at school or are we just…secret friends?” My heart started to race; waiting for his answer. Myungsoo looked at me with a sad expression and said, “I-I don’t know.” I felt tears swell in my eyes…I knew it. He was a lie; everything was a lie. I thought he changed but I guess I was wrong.

As I looked back at last night, I felt tears start to form again but blink them away as I walked towards school. A voice I didn’t want to hear yelled, “Sungyeol!” I ignored Myungsoo and kept walking towards the school. His hand suddenly grabbed my shoulder and forced me to look at him. I still avoided his face and he sighed in frustration. “Please just look at me Sungyeol.” I scoffed. “Why should I? You lied to me. You didn’t want to go on a date with me; you just wanted to make a fool out of me.” Myungsoo yelled, “That’s not true Sungyeol! Please just lis-“I pushed him in frustration. “Why should I?! You-you hurt me! Do you expect me just to forgive you after what you did to me?! You’re wrong! I am going to repeat it again; please stay the hell away from me!” I start to walk away until Myungsoo suddenly took my hand. He said, “Wait…please just…wait.”

I was about to pull back again until I saw the tears in Myungsoo’s eyes. I stopped struggling and stared at him with the same desperation I had last night. He said, “I am sorry…I didn’t mean to hurt you. I want to be friends with you but-what will the others think of me?” I frowned. “You don’t want to be friends with me because you’re afraid of what your friends will think?! I never knew you were so pathetic! If you cared about your reputation so much why did you even bother?! Was that also the reason why you left me?! So you could be cool with popular people?!” I didn’t even stop the tears from falling anymore and just stared at Myungsoo as he stared back at me; speechless. The bell suddenly rang; meaning we were late for class. I ripped my arm from his grasp and said, “Thanks to you I am late.” I walked away; not caring as the warm tears fell from my face.

Myungsoo…I will never forgive you.

(Myungsoo)

I watched as Sungyeol’s back started to fade away in the distance and felt tears fall from my face. I’m so sorry Sungyeol…I shouldn’t have chosen my reputation over you. You are the most important person to me and the fact I just lost you again is...painful. As I cried, I heard clapping in the background and turned to see a smirking Dongwoo. I instantly wiped my tears away and Dongwoo said, “That was quite the performance. Never seen you act so well before.” I laughed. “I guess you can call me an actor.” He smirked. “I wonder how you’re gonna win your bet still. If Sungyeol hates you that won’t get you anywhere. Remember? Your bet is to become his friend.” I sighed in frustration. “Yes I remember Dong-“I didn’t finish when suddenly a voice yelled, “This was all a bet?!” I turned around to see Sungyeol who had tears in his eyes. My eyes widened; how much did he hear?

He walked towards me and slapped me hard on the face. I winced a bit in pain and said, “It was at first but now I really do want to be friends with you.” Sungyeol pushed me. “Bull ! You just wanted the money didn’t you?! You used me to get your precious ing money!” I said, “No it’s not like that! Sungyeol…I miss us. I miss being friends!  Why can’t you just believe me?!” He yelled, “If you were really my friend you wouldn’t have abandoned me! You wouldn’t have ignored me the way you did when we were little. Do you know how sad it is to have to see your friend ignore you like you are nothing?!” I grabbed Sungyeol’s hand and said, “Please…just hear me out.” He ripped his hand away from mine. “No! I hate you Myungsoo! Don’t ever talk to me again!”

Sungyeol walks away and I was about to go after him when a hand suddenly grabs hold of my shoulder. I turn to see Dongwoo holding me back and he says, “Let him go.” I felt this sudden anger run through my whole body and pushed Dongwoo away. He looks at me surprised. I yell, “No! I am tired of listening to you! Because of you I just lost my friend. Because of you I have become this total different person! I don’t even know myself!” After I was done yelling at him, Dongwoo’s expression became darker. I looked at him surprised and started to back away from him. Before I could escape, Dongwoo pressed me against a wall and I became vulnerable. He snickered darkly. “Wrong move Myungsoo. You are messing with the wrong person. I could easily break that little boyfriend of yours with a simple snap of my fingers.” I snapped back, “Stay away from Sungyeol! He’s done nothing to you!” Dongwoo smirked. “I know but Sungyeol is your weak spot so if you don’t obey me…say goodbye to your precious Sungyeol.” I yelled, “Fine! I will obey you! Just please…please leave Sungyeol alone.” Dongwoo smirked in victory. “Glad we understand each other.” He backed away from me and walked towards the school.

I tried to take in all the things just happened and couldn’t help but start to cry. Sungyeol…I’m so sorry .Please, please forgive me.

(Sungyeol)

I run to my only refuge, the rooftop and don’t even bother closing the door. I fell to the ground and cry loudly. The warm tears kept falling and the ground became damp from my tears. I grab my phone and text L. Joe: Rooftop. I need you now. I throw my phone on the ground and wait for L. Joe to come and repair my broken heart. As I waited for him, a pair of familiar arms wrapped around me and I leaned into the comforting touch. I cried harder into L. Joe’s chest and he rubbed my back in comfort.

After crying most of my tears out, I calmed down and sniffled once in awhile. L. Joe asked, “What happened?” I sighed and said in a raspy tone, “Myungsoo...used me for money and-and-“ I couldn’t take it anymore and began crying again. L. Joe started rocking us back and forth, trying to comfort me again. He said, “It’s okay Sungyeol, I’m here for you.” As I kept crying, I started to remember all those times when we were little when Myungsoo would abandon me but L. Joe was always there for me. I felt grateful I had one true friend to depend on. I couldn’t help but smile at the nostalgia. “L. Joe…thanks for always being there for me.” L. Joe laughed softly. “No problem Sungyeol that’s what friends are for. Now sleep, you need to sleep after such a long day.” He began rocking our bodies in a slow motion but I couldn’t fall asleep. I asked, “L. Joe…why are you so nice to me?” He laughed. “That’s a silly question. You are my friend silly.” I pouted. “That’s not good enough. There has to be more to that than just being my friend.” I felt L. Joe’s chest rise then fall; probably sighing. He said, “Promise me you won’t laugh.” I nodded excitedly; waiting for his answer and I heard him say, “I like you.” My heart jumped and I jumped out of L. Joe’s arms to look him straight in the eye. I said,”You’re not lying are you?” He nodded and my eyes grew wide. L. Joe…likes me?

I laugh nervously and stuttered, “W-w-wel-“I couldn’t finish because I felt a pair of lips press against mine. My heart raced faster than it did earlier and I stared at L. Joe’s closed eyes. I don’t like L. Joe the way he likes me but I couldn’t help but kiss back. The feeling of finally being loved by someone overtook me and I just started to kiss back. I took a hold of L. Joe’s hair and pulled him closer to me. Soon all the air in my lungs were gone so I pulled back; panting. L. Joe and I stared into each other’s eyes and I smiled softly. “Thanks L. Joe.” I hugged him closely and laid my head on his chest. I know I shouldn’t be using L. Joe to mess with Myungsoo but…this is revenge. I will make Myungsoo pay.

Somewhere in the distance…

(Sungjong)

I stared at the sight in front of me and felt my heart just break in two. I saw Sungyeol and L. Joe…kissing. Why? Why does L. Joe have to like Sungyeol but not me? L. Joe only sees Sungyeol this, Sungyeol that. I am so sick of it! I felt tears form in my eyes but blinked them away. They pulled away from each other and I panicked; running down the stairs before they caught me. I run into someone along the way and realize it was the infamous Myungsoo. I cringed, ready to be punched but instead he asked, “Gwenchanha?” I looked at him surprised and nodded. I observed him closely and noticed he must have been crying for a long time because his eyes were bloodshot red. He smiled slightly but his smile didn’t touch his eyes. I opened my mouth to say something but he walked away without saying anything else. What happened to him?

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