A Lesson Before Dying

Description

Love is not always defined by what we see, nor is it ever achieved through mere nothingness. Love is sought out for until the very end,  even if the distance is a bit too far to be covered merely through a plane. But sometimes, a couple or two might feel the need to even cross that border, in which to them is nothing but possible. People might shake their heads, following merely just that of which they can see to make them happy. She's right there, right now, right this instant...I can see her right besides me. People might send them to an asylum, for reality to gain a stronger grasp upon their insane minds, before it's too late. Whether you like it or not, this is my reality. It might not be your reality, but I can see her, smiling at me and talking with me...just what am I doing here? People might turn away from them altogether, seeking for the happier things in life instead. Can't you see that I'm happy with her? She is my happiness and I don't care if you can't see her, for I can see her and...I'm happy. Can't you see?

No.

You're losing it, Choi Seunghyun.

The one you love...

Park Bom.

Bommie.

Jenny Park.

She's gone.

She's not here. You're going mental!

 No, I'm not going mental! I don't care whether you guys can see her or not, but she's there, right there, for the moment, at this instant...See, even now she's smiling at me and holding my hand, wondering what's wrong and why I'm so confused...what's going on here? Why are you trapping me here? I didn't do anything wrong! So what if you can't see her I loved her and I can see her and I'm not about to hurt anyone just staying here so why can't you just leave me alone and let me love her in secret she's precious you have no idea how much I -

Yes, I know you can see her but you do have to realize why we put you into this asylum in the first place. This isn't normal, what you're going through and your family is worried sick over you they don't even know how to love anymore. You can see it in their eyes - they're obsessed now, just like you. And so is this Bom. Your lover, she doesn't love you. No, let me repeat - she doesn't love you. What she's doing is in fact teasing you, haunting you, clinging onto you, and missing you. She's not lovng you and she's not letting you go in peace when she is in fact, dead.

But, that's why I'm here.

To save you.

To try to keep you sane.

To veer you away from your next potential death.

And to give you -

A lesson before dying.

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OST's:

*Tomorrow by Tablo

*Obsession by GD

*Heaven by Ailee

*Bad by Tablo

*Tell me Goodbye by Bigbang

*Destiny by TVXQ

*Blue by Bigbang

*Don't Cry by Park Bom

*Beautiful Stranger by f(x)

*Stay Together by 2ne1

*We Were in Love by T-Ara

*Before U Go by TVXQ

*Lucifer by SHINee

*Touch by Miss A

*Someday by U-Kiss

*Story Only I Didn't Know by IU

*Paradise by Infinite

*What do I do by Seungri

*Still in Love by Jaejoong

*Beautiful Hangover by Bigbang

Foreword

Hello readers! ^^

This is my first TopBom fanfic! *cheers* This plot has been in my mind for sometime, so I'm glad to finally begin to write it! Poster + background has...already come O_O In about two to three days hehe hope you enjoy it~ Filled with tragedies, unrequited love, sadness, tears, and unspoken (or just unrealized) truths about death and life that can hopefully tug at the heart, our beloved Choi Seunghyun will go through an intense journey as, hopefully, Bom will soon let him go about in peace before death will officially conquer the last man standing...

Love,

GinniePark~

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[Update: 4/11/12 - INFINITE AMOUNTS OF THANKS TO:

B u n n y C o n f e c t i o n e r i e s Graphics Shop for the AH-MAZING poster and background >_< there were 3 versions in total, but I'll mostly be using this one <3 again, thanks so much gal; love ya~ <3<3<3

Link: http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/167182/b-u-n-n-y-c-o-n-f-e-c-t-i-o-n-e-r-i-e-s-now-open-graphics-idols-poster-request-bap-graphicsshop ]

GinniePark
How's the story going? ^^

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Bungsky
#1
OMG, don't go crazy, yet... Stay strong for your brother...
kwonmimi
#2
omg that was so sad. his true love to bom.... just so sad!!!!huhu
Bungsky
#3
OMG, delusional Seunghyun makes me sad :(