Dara Pov 

 

 

 they said that I'm so numb...

 

 

And I admit it..

 

 

 

 

I'm Afraid to love again 

 

 

I'm Afraid that someone might hurt me again

 

 

Everything happens for a reason,right?

 

 

 

 

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1 year ago when we broke up..

 

 

 

All our moments and when it happened, I won't forget about it.. Feeling's changed~

 

 

 

I think the feeling is not mutual anymore, Also i think that he already moved on..

 

 

 

Boys is boys. boy is somehow they can easily move on and forget about the past....and how about me/Girls? It is hard to us to move on because we really loved the boy...

 

 

 

 

Once i think that he really loved me? or he just fool me around?

 

 

 

Why? it is still affect me..I still love him until now.. why he suddenly forget about me?

 

 

 

Because he is flirting a girl.. infront of me. ))): does he know that i'm still love him? does he know that I'm hurt because of what he did?Does he know that i can't move.on? How about the girl?tsk.. She's my bestfriend, stratch that former bestfriend..she's so flirt.. i don't like her anymore -____-

 

 

She knows about us, because i told about us everything..Because for me, i think she's trusted, what about now? in the first i wouldn't trust her,but i did.. she's the who is flirting my damn ex boyfriend.. She know that I already love my ex.I'm so fool ));

 

 

FLASHBACK~

 

 

My ex boyfriend will go to my former bestfriend bea is..while she know that my ex will go to him..do you wanna know what he did? she is smirk at me!~ I'm annoyed? 

 

 

You think you are pretty enough? Do you think that he loves you? or I think he just used you to forget about me? Delusional.

 

 

 

What they did? My ex boyfriend hug my enemy a back hug...My ex kissed my enemy at the neck -.- I'm so annoyed.. They look like a monkey..duh? so ewwww!! 

 

 

I know my face is already red, not blush but anger...soo !  What i did i text my bestfriend which is boy.

 

 

He's the one who understand me the most 

 

 

He's the one who always comfort me when I'm not o.k

 

 

 

It is so hard to trust someone in this generation,right?.

 

 

*Quoted* 

 

Best,can you go here? I just need you here... the two are here and they making any sweet moments..it irritates me..can you go?I'm so hurt..I think they deliberate it.

 

 

 

After 10 minutes,he's here! oh my gosh..he's already here! my bestfriend is here.. oh, i so love my bestfriend and he call me babe?

 

Babe

 

It is good that you're here in my mind.

 

 

I run to him and hug him.. and? 

 

 

 

 

 

KYAAAAAAAAAAHH!! >/////< 

 

 

 

 

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Sorry for the wrong grammar..Comments bad or good are love~