"yah! taemini-ah! your voice must be little high in this part. and you must put much vibra in here! got it?"

"ne hyung!"

"okay, we start again from the beginning"

"ne."

"Nappayo Cham Keu Dae Ran Saram..
Heo Rak Do Opshi Wae Nae Mam Ga Jyeo Yo
Keu Dae Ttaemune Nan Him Gyeob Gye Sal Go Man Inneun De
Keu Daen Mo Reu Chanayo

Arayo Na Neun Ani Ran Gol
Nun Kil Jul Man Keum Po Jal Got Op Tan Gol..
Ta Man Ka Keum Shik Keu Jo Keu Miso Yogi Nae Gae Do
Na Nwo Jul Sun Om Nayo
Pi Rok Sarang Eun Ani Ra Do..

On Jen Gan Han Bon Jeum Eun To Ra Pwa Ju Gyet Jyo
Han Op Shi Twi-e Seo Ki Da Ri Myon..
Oneul Do Cha Ma Mo Tan Ka Seum Sok Han Ma Di..
Keu Dael Sarang Hamnida

Oje Do Chaek Sang-e Yop Deu Ryo
Keu Dael Keu Ri Da Cham Deu Ryot Na Pwa Yo
Nun Neul Ddo Bo Ni Nun Mul-e No Ka Heu To Jyo Itton
Shi Rin Keu Dae Irum Gwa
Hot Win Param Pun In Nak So Man..

On Jen Gan Han Bon Jeum Eun To Ra Pwa Ju Gyet Jyo
Han Op Shi Twi-e Seo Ki Da Ri Myon..
Oneul Do Cha Ma Mo Tan Ka Seum Sok Han Ma Di..
Keu Dael Sarang Hamnida

Ije Nomu Na Do Nae Gyen Ik Sok Han
Keu Dae Twi Mo Suem Eul Pa Ra Po Myeo
Heu Reu Neun Nun Mul Chorom So Ri Om Neun Keu Mal

Keu Dael Sarang Hamnida"

"wuuahh! great job taemin-ah!"

"thank you hyung, kekeke"

Taemin POV

"wuuahh! great job taemin-ah!" he utter compliment at me. that's make my heart thumping like crazy.

"thank you hyung, kekeke" I reply while I hide my nervous.

"hmmh, I guess your train is enough for today. I must go taemin-ah, Wookie already wait for me outside. see you next time" he said.

"see ya hyung!" I waved my hands and give him my best smile I ever have. but... he don't give me any reaction. he just past me with his cold face. why hyung? why you never give me your beautiful smile? why you just give your smile to that person? to someone that I wish I could be him. someone that I know love you too... reyewook hyung... I wish I'm is you.

I feel my throat dry and sick. I guess this is because I sings to much. so I decide to back at my dorm.

"hyung!! I'm home!" I shout while open the door.

"aigooo! my son is home!! how's your day minnie-ya? umma was sooooo miss you~" key umma grab my shoulder with his hand and pulled me closer till I bump into his chest.

"umma! I... I..can't...bre..breath. hhh" I tr to catch some of oxygen.

"ups sorry honey. so how's your day?" key umma said while he release me from his hug.

"it was so fuuuun umma! taemin lear much about vocal technic from yesung hyung! now taemin can sing better umma!" I explain all to key umma with full of joy, till I'm not aware that I explain while I jump up and down and clapping my hand excitedly.

"aigooooo! my son is so cute~" now umma lose his mind again, bacause he hug me very tight (again), till I can't breath (again).

"yah! key hyung! you want to make minnie die huh? he can't breath!". ooh thanks God, now minho hyung help me get out from key umma embrace.

"uuh, I'm sorry minnie-ya. hhe" umma said apologized to me.

"it's okay umma. Minho hyung thank you. I love you. kekeke." I said to umma then I turn face to minho hyung.

"my pleasure taemin-ah" he smile to me while he hug me from behind and pulled me into his body.

"hyung, taemin feel soooo tired. can I sleep early?" I sing.

"uh-uh, taemin already train from morning till this noon. so you can sleep now." his deep voice blows near my ear, make me shiver a little bit.

"kay hyung, good nite then!"

"nite, sleep well" he ruffled my hair.

"aish hyung. you know I don't like someone touch my hair, right?" aish, now my precious hair is mess. I really really REALLY don't like when someone ruffled my hair. there are two reasons why I don't like. first because I love my hair, I mean it precious. and second, because it's make me looks like a kid! yeah you know. much people treat a kid like that. they ruffling kid's hair every time that kid do something good.

"mianhe taemin-ah. now you can sleep" he chuckled.

"ne hyung" I headed my legs into my room. and I lay my body into my bed. and staring into the ceiling. suddenly my memory back to where I spent my time with yesung hyung.

"hyung, if you know my heart on you... will you reply my love?" I mumble under my conscious. "aish! what do you think taemin!! you know you can't get his heart! you know you never ever can! you know that is possible! even if... even if he love you back" I shout my eyes tighly. try to forget his face. try to forget my feeling. I know I mustn't love him. I know that I'm wrong. but... but I can't blame my heart. because love can come at any time, and no one can't blame love. all the lyrics of the song that I had been learned, floated into my ear.

Nappayo Cham Keu Dae Ran Saram..
Heo Rak Do Opshi Wae Nae Mam Ga Jyeo Yo
Keu Dae Ttaemune Nan Him Gyeob Gye Sal Go Man Inneun De
Keu Daen Mo Reu Chanayo

[So bad..a person a like you..
Why did you take my heart without my permission?
Im living with so much difficulty
But you dont even know.]

Arayo Na Neun Ani Ran Gol
Nun Kil Jul Man Keum Po Jal Got Op Tan Gol..
Ta Man Ka Keum Shik Keu Jo Keu Miso Yogi Nae Gae Do
Na Nwo Jul Sun Om Nayo
Pi Rok Sarang Eun Ani Ra Do..

[I know.. that its not me
That im not worthy enough for even a blink of your eye
But sometimes cant you share your smile with me too?
Even if its not love]

hyung... you know... that song.. that song is draw my heart feeling on you. how I wish I could see your smile. how I wish I could hold you tightly. how I wish you will Love me someday. someday that I never know when. when the world give me chance to feel your love. how I wish you'll need me right beside you. how I wish you want to lean on me then tell me that you never release.

but all of my wish is useless. you even don't need me on your side, because you have him. you even don't want to lean on me, because you have him. you even never want to tell that you love me, because you love him.

I feel my tears already down into my cheeks. I try hard to not cry. but I can't. my eyes don't want to hear me. my tears keep down hardly. all that can I do now just smile. yeah I just can smile. I smile for my weakness. I smile for my pain. I smile for you... for you to smile back at me. and then I fall asleep.

Minho POV

"hyung!! I'm home!". this voice. I know this voice. the voice of someone that I love so much.

"aigooo! my son is home!! how's your day minnie-ya? umma was sooooo miss you~" key shouted make me almoust deaf. aish this person... why he can't greet people normaly.

"umma! I... I..can't...bre..breath. hhh" taemin breathless. so I decided to approach them.

"ups sorry honey. so how's your day?" now key realized his mistake.

"it was so fuuuun umma! taemin lear much about vocal technic from yesung hyung! now taemin can sing better umma!" taemin uttered his feeling full of joy. it's... it's hurt me so much. it's hurt me because taemin were so happy. no no, I'm okay if taemin happy. but if there because of me. but now, taemin happiness not come from my hand but from other people! I hate when I know that he can get happiness without me. I hate when he don't need me again. I hate when he stare at another people. taemin-ah... please realize my feel on you. you know how big my love on you? my love on you was so big. so big and so much till I'm willing to do anything for you. even if exchange my life to get your love.

"aigooooo! my son is so cute~" aish now key hug taemin again.

"yah! key hyung! you want to make minnie die huh? he can't breath!" I shout to key while I try to release taemin from key's monster-hug-try-and-you-will-die.

"uuh, I'm sorry minnie-ya. hhe" now you just say sorry after you almost kill someone? aish...

"it's okay umma. Minho hyung thank you. I love you. kekeke." he said to key then turn his face to mine. taemin, never say something sweet to me. or else I'll misunderstanding about your words.

"my pleasure taemin-ah" I can't control my self toward him. so I cross my hand in front of his waist then pulled his close to my body. then I realized, I dug my own grave! now my heart thumping so hard like want to explode.

"hyung, taemin feel soooo tired. can I sleep early?" he sing.

"uh-uh, taemin already train from morning till this noon. so you can sleep now." I leaned closer to him. till my mouth is so close to his ear. and I can feel he shiver a little bit. I guess I succesed seduce him a little. hehehehe (evil laugh)...

"kay hyung, good nite then!" he say happily.

"nite, sleep well" I said while I ruffled his soft-auburn hair.

"aish hyung. you know I don't like someone touch my hair, right?" now he pouted while fixing his soft-auburn hair. that was soooo cute. I love when he was poted. he is so adorable.

"mianhe taemin-ah. now you can sleep" I chuckled.

"ne hyung" he walk to his own room.

hhh.... taemin. I want you so badly. I want you to stay beside me. I want you need me. I want you love me.

FINALLY AN UPDATE!! >,<

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BTW I made mistake while I was edited that main photo. I was wrote If You Know My Heart. sorry for that, bcause the right one is When You Know My Heart.

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