"So, you never met her again?"

Yongsun sighed, nodding, "I went back one day, after five months, the neighbours told me she'd left for Singapore with her fiance."

Her heart ached still, even after years, to admit that.

Wheein didn't know what to say or how to feel, she reached across the table and held her friend's hand,

"Unnie, it's been so long, do you still love her?" When she looked in Yongsun's eyes the question seemed so stupid, of course she still did,

Everything started making sense suddenly, why Yongsun never went out with even the prettiest of girls she brought her, always saying she was too busy to date.

The weight of this secret that Yongsun was holding for so long felt so heavy, Wheein wondered how the alpha even coped with it that time.

"I'm sorry, I never noticed what you were going through." She whispered, Yongsun shook her head,

"It's not your fault."

Wheein stared at her bestfriend for a little longer making Yongsun ask "What?" 

"Did you give her your address too?" 

"Hmm"

"Is that why you are not changing your appartment but having a two hour commute to work daily?"

Yongsun shrugged, "You never know.."

"Don't you think it's time to move on?" 

Yongsun slumped on the couch, "I've been trying." 

Wheein nodded, standing up she patted the alpha's shoulder, she started cleaning, "she's probably married by now."

"She never divorced me, so that marriage is null." Yongsun said with a pout, Wheein shook her head,

"And I'm the drunk one." She murmured to herself, Yongsun followed the younger woman with her eyes, "You must think I'm crazy..."

"You sound crazy."

Silence fell, Wheein stood against the kitchen door after dropping all the dishes inside, 

"Do you regret meeting her?" 

Yongsun chuckled rubbing her face, "I did, for the first year I couldn't stop blaming myself for sleeping on that ing train and missing my stop."

"..."

"You know what's crazier?...that time that I regretted so bad I'd give anything to get to live it again, I'd go back and get hurt and be miserable again because I was happy, even when I was hurting, a part of me was always happy to be with her, even in the end, I was happy." 

 Wheein went over to the alpha, hugging her softly, hearing her sniff, she cradled her head in her arms.

"She loved me just as much, I'm so sure, why did she n