It sounds stupid and maybe that's half the reason I never told anyone about it, It was a dream job and I was confident about that Interview and I let it go, for a woman I met two days ago, in a place fully unknown to me, in seconds.

But when I told Byulyi that I wasn't going to leave, and she nodded with tears falling out of her eyes, right then was I fully convinced that yeah I was staying, I don't know why but I somehow thought that in that moment Byulyi and I had become each other's everything and it never occurred to me that the possibility of us being together was never there to begin with.

There's always a practical part of your mind knocking in your head, trying to get some sense into you and the weight of it is so heavy but then you get her in your arms, finally. And nothing ing matters.

When we kissed for the first time, I had no arguments left in me about why this was wrong and when I saw her bare for the first time, that was the best decision I had ever made and when she screamed my name I knew that I was living in the best part of my life.

I was in love, whenever I looked at her, I knew I was so hopelessly in love.

And it was so bad and beautiful, sometimes I wish I could just say it was a ing fling and move on and maybe that's what I thought would happen?

Every day for the next few days we would go around the little town, people there already treated like me one of their own, we would spend hours talking and never once did we talk about what was going to happen, it was a sort of silent agreement.

then we would return and I somehow always convinced Byulyi to let me cook, and then we'd end up in each other's arms, and It made me realise that my perception of a perfect life was totally wrong and that right there was everything I ever needed.

The night before I was supposed to return back to Seoul, we were on the roof as I tried to catch network on my phone to reply to texts, while Byulyi laid there silently biting her lip, when I looked at her after returning the texts, she smiled at me, her fingers touched her neck briefly before she brought the collar down,

"What am I supposed to say when I get asked about this?" She sat up and asked between giggles, I looked at the deep red mark on her neck and any othe