Hi there J,

I was at work. You told me the setup. Again, another episode of how should I react. I didn't know what to say and everything is making sense now. Should I leave? I should, right? Who in their right mind will accept that setup? My fear is coming true. I was right. There's still a chance for you two. It's no brainer. You two have a kid. What am I anyway? Just someone you met. I wanted to run. I wanted to be away from here. I ing love you but I shouldn't. I should stop. I need to leave you alone. That was what my brain was telling me to do. How can I have peace of mind if I know what's happening? I went out for a ride with a friend to take my mind off things. It was refreshing. Good thing, Eric is always available. It allows me to think. Should I risk my heart? I'll fall apart if I will. I was stubborn. I told myself to give this a chance and we did. 

Yours always and forever,

A