Overdose

 

Eyes on phone with a ghost smile

Colored animated ones to black and white pictured ones

They said it is the demon hour

It was patience not coincidence

Not even thinking it was the perfect time

Getting up for the intended play

With a tumbler that's half filled,

One... two... three...

The last time was 3 so four...

How about doubled?

Five... six...

Guess it's enough?

The sensation inside, it's hard

Please get it down

Counting minutes against the wall

Time to sleep with blanket over the head

It's dark and silent, what a lovely night

Falling to the dreamland is way too fast

But why is it darker?

Creeping in and swallowing the dark

It was a second of black out

But why?

The senses are back, the feeling is back

That erratic beats are not normal

Is this what they call "feeling of busting out?"

What an abnormal breathing 

But why?

Calm down, calm down

Ochitsuke, ochitsuke 

How funny that phrase really crossed the mind

The rhythm went up and down

How could it be?

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Twisted thinking this is just like a game

But that word keeps flashing

It's mocking and annoying

FAILED

What went wrong?

Was the number not enough?

Or was there a fight?

How co