JONGHYUN'S POV

I watched Key's face as terror swept over it. He started shaking, panic creasing his forehead as tears came from his eyes. Oh God. I cant see him this way. I placed a hand on his back and grabbed his hand with my other one. But he didnt seem to notice. He was muttering nothings to himself.

"He w-wa.....I shou-souldnt ha.....wh-why d-"I could tell he wasnt here, his eyes were glazed and his mind was far away. There was a tear on his cheek, I brushed it away with a finger, Key flnched at my touch, suddenly aware. He looked at me, then down at the table, dropn his head in his hands, gabbing his hair when he touched it.

"I hate myself." I heard him mutter, and I couldnt tell if he was talking to me or to himself, but my heart crumbled. Why was all this happening? I wrapped my arms around Key, and suddenly he let himself break down, sobbing loudly in my arms, and all I could do was hold him and tell him things would be alright.

But would they be?

TAEMIN'S POV

I walked quickly, I dared not look back for fear of Key chasing me. I thought I could trust him, him of all people right? But NO! I have NO ONE! I can trust NO one at all! He promised. He PROMISED!! But he lied. He lied to me, he broke his promise. He blabbed the first chance he got! I thought you loved me, Kibum! Or did you lie about that too?

I was already far away from the dorm when I finally realized I was crying, and the tears had frozen on my face, and my nose was frozen as well. Why? Why should I care what those-those LIARS think? What reason do I have to be crying? I dont care! I dont care about any of them or what they think! They can all just go to-

But the thought dissolved as I realized I did care. No matter what Key did, I still love him. Love is such a damnable thing. How can I still love him? And then I realized- HE was the one who shouldnt love ME. What right did I have to hate them, when I am-what I am? Key takes care of me...he loves me even though I shouldnt. Maybe he just made a mistake.

I felt all the adreniline, all the furious energy drain from my body and I fell to my knees. I felt a sudden calm, I was still angry, but I knew I was being irrational. I thought of Keys face when I almost slapped him. He was terrified, not of being slapped, but of the fact I was even considering it. I stood, regaining strength. I started walking home

On my way, I made up my mind.

I can't trust anyone...

Even Minho.

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Sorry this chapter was short, have a funeral and just HAD to update....will do again when I get home tonight!