Tears were threatening to fall again but he flinched when he felt a hand on his head. He looked up to see who it was but immediately looked away. "Go away." He sternly told the person while harshly wiped away his tears, but the hand stayed, still petting his head comfortablely. "I said go away." He stared at him, almost baring a hole in his face. His tone was serious. He can see Sehun flinched, slightly taking a step away from him, probably did not want Jongdae to snap on him. 

This is a bonus chapter of Such an Adventure

https://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/1238174/such-an-adventure