Chapter 14: I also want to be at her side

Can you hear me

The journey in SBS was heavy

Sica is still sobbing heavily

Donghae’s POV

As I heard her sobbed, I just wanted to run to her and hugged her, when I have the courage to do it, the fate doesn’t allowed it

I stood up and I slowly turned my head to Sica and Ki Bum’s direction, I thought he was just comforting her in a friendly way but in my surprised they are hugging each other. Damn, they really suited each other, I said to my mind, I saw Ki Bum looked at me, I just nod to him, signalling him just to go on comforting her besides who am I to stopped him, I just sat down back to my seat, closed my eyes and draw her lovely smile to my mind

Ki Bum’s POV

As I am hugging Sica, I don’t want to let go, God knows how I really loved her but I think I am not the only one who feels the same way also my hyung, who happened to be Donghae hyung. I can’t blamed him for loving such a pretty and silly girl like Sica but may the best man win between the two of us

Jessica’s POV

As I rest my whole body to Ki Bum oppa, I felt secured but secured in a way that an older brother protecting his little sister, ki Bum oppa, mian he, if I can give back the love you are giving to me, maybe I was an idiot for not accepting it but I am more stupid if I accept it just because I pity you, it will be more painful to us if that happened, let’s just be friends

I rested my head on his shoulder, I was still crying, the cold treatment that my SNSD groupmates and Suju oppas gave to me, it was just unbearable, I am still crying, some of my tears wet Ki Bum oppa’s shirt, he get his handkerchief and wiped my tears, and take off some fringe in my forehead, I am thankful because God gave him to me but I’ll be happier if Donghae is the one beside me but when will it happen or will it happen?

“we are almost near.” The Snsd manager and Suju manager informed us

We fixed ourselves and the things we need, once the vehicle parked I saw Donghae immediately run to the outside

“Sica’ let’s go…” Ki Bum oppa said to me while grabbing my attention, I bet he saw me watching Donghae

we went down and headed inside the building

Donghae’s POV

As the car immediately stopped I ran not uttering any word

“Hae, wait…” Eunhyuk called me

“what???” I shouted

“whoa, bro chill!!!”

“I know what you feel, okay?, we are here to film, be professional enough” Eunhyuk said while grabbing me inside

and due to my luck, our managers told us that the SBS decided to put us in a big dressing room that SUJU and SNSD can fit in, how fascinating that I will see them together. Yeah right!!!

The make up artist started to put make up on them, I secretly glanced on Sica, wearing make up or not, she is gorgeous, and when they wear their clothes on sponsored by SPAO, it more compliment her beauty and flawless skin

Jessica’s POV

I caught him looking at me thru the mirror, I looked at him and he looked at me, I smiled to him and he smiled to me, it was a painful smile

Tears starting to form but I controlled myself or else the staffs will see me crying and will asked me why did I cry and they will start rumors after that the whole netizens will know it and BANG!!! Mr. Lee So Man will call us and interrogate us; I don’t want to talk about it anymore, I don’t want to talk about how Yoona, DongHae, I and Ki Bum oppa involved in a Love Square Quarrel, I just want to move on

“you are tearing again…” Ki Bum oppa said before he wiped my eyes csrefully with the tissue so that my make up would not be ruined

“aahhh??? Ehhh?? I did?” I said like I’m clueless

“yeah, wait don’t move” he said while his left hand touching my face and the other hand is wiping my eyes

I can sense EVERYONE is looking at us, Staffs, SNSD, SUJU and Donghae

“ahh… oppa…I’m okay…I can do it by myself” I said while trying to stopped him carefully

“okay… I’ll just go to dress up…” he said as he handed me the tissue

I just smiled to him

Ki Bum’s POV
I headed to the dressing area to put on my clothes; i looked at myself in the mirror and I remember the incident ago in the bus, I saw Sica looking at Donghae deeply, I composed myself that time to ease the pain that I feel but as I looked in her eyes, it was different the way she looked at him is magical but in me I just saw in her eyes that I’m a friend but that will not lead me to give up. I thought I would be okay but another incident buried me in pain, as Sica was sitting and the make up artist is putting some make up on her, I saw Donghae watched Sica, she caught him and smiled to him and he did respond. I saw her starting to tear up so I came to her and took control the situation but when she asked me to stop and time she is touching my hand to make it stopped. I feel her cold hands, her colds hands that tells me that we are just friends and nothing more

I heard our manager knocked and tell me to get faster; I wore the clothes and went outside. They are all dress up. I saw the SNSD is taking pictures but Sica is just there at the corner sitting and watching her group mates, after awhile the SUJU members joined them but Donghae didn’t. I saw the other staffs tart murmuring and gossiping endlessly, some are looking straight to Jeesica and turned their heads on Donghae and then me.

The photographer of the show went inside our room and asked if we can pose for them as a remembrance for their show, the Two managers called us and said to gather around. I went to Sica and dragged her to join. We are beside each other when the photographer dragged her to the other side and it was beside Donghae, he dragged the others and put them in their respective position, and then we took the picture. My heart wants to burst in pain

Jessica’s POV

I was surprised about what just happened, is it coincident or it was our fate who controlled everything. I was put beside Donghae and I can feel my heart beating fast. We posed for a couple of times I thought it was finished but the photographer suddenly asked we if we can do Aegyo and sweet poses with the person beside us, and as professionals we did it. Donghae put his arms around me, I felt warm at the same time I felt happy. I feel his warm embrace even it was just for the sake of the photo shoot

Donghae’s POV

As I put my arms around her, how I wished it would not last, how I wished I can do anything to be with her forever

As the photo shoot is finished, the PD instruct us to go to the studio already, I glanced at her once in awhile, she is really beautiful, I was hoping that there is another chance for us. A chance that we can be together

To be continue…


PS: sorry for the short chap...

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thaaaaa_
#1
Chapter 20: I'm crying a river right now. Thank you for the sweet ending :')
HaesicaAddict #2
Chapter 20: I'm crying again and again, event i read this story many times and still, this story make me cries again :"
atoeva #3
Chapter 20: daebaaack story <3 <3
woohyunism #4
Aww,the ending made me cry :') Kekeke..i love your haesica stories..
Icesica9
#5
love it so much!!!
neenja25 #6
i cried at the ending!!! love ur fic! :))
superjuniorforever13
#7
this is sweet
jessica222 #8
aw, happy ending ^^
minstal_1 #9
I love happy ending :)
Cameliam3 #10
gosh .. love..lovee..loveee..