Door bell rang.

{Jaejoong's POV}

I'm here, God please help me today. My heart is beating so fast and loud, I can hear it clearly. Should I tell him about my feelings? What reaction will he have?

I can hear his foot steps, he is coming.

{End Jaejoong's POV} 

- "Jaejoongie" - Smiled Yunho and Hugged  him.

- "Hi" - Blushed older man.

[Flashback]

- "Hello" - Answered Yunho.

- "Hey~ it's me" - Jaejoongs heart skipped.

- "You are back?"

- "Yeah" - Smiled older man - "How are you? How's Changmin?"

- "We are doing well, we won few awards" - Laughed he - "Changmin is in Japan now, he is playing in the movie."

- "Oh, baby Min got more serious" - Laughed Jaejoong - "I wanna see you, can we?"

- "Tonight?"

- "You can't?"

- "No, why not? I'll be there in an hour."

- "Okay, see ya."

........

- "Junsu-ya" - Shouted Jaejoong from happiness - "I'm going to see Yunho" - He almost jumped.

- "Wait, don't tell me you are going to" - Stopped Junsu and his eyes got wide.

- "Yeah, I'm going .... Wish me a good luck" - Smiled Jaejoong and left room.

[End Flashback] 

- "Come in" - Smiled Yunho - "You are alone?" - He looked around.

- "Yeah" - Smiled older man and entered room - "Yoochun has an interview and Junsu wanted to see his family."

- "Oh, I see" - Smiled younger man - "You were at the mall?" - He looked at Jaejoong hands.

- "Yea~ wanna make some food for you" - Nodded Jaejoong - "I haven't cooked for you for so long time."

- "I miss your cooking" - Chuckled Yunho.

Jaejoong blushed.

It took about an hour to prepare dinner. Jaejoong was worrying too much, like this meal was the most important in his life, he was dreaming about this moment for so long time, and finally this day has come.

- "This smell" - Entered Yunho and smiled - "I misses this smell so much."

Jaejoong was deep in his thoughts when Yunho entered and he almost got a little heart attack from suddenness. Yunho was surprised.

- "Hey are you okay?" - Asked he and went to Jaejoong.

Older man stood still, he couldn't realize what happened, why did he react like that? He even can't look in Yunhos eyes, he is just starring younger mans chest.

- "Jae are you listening? What happened?" - Asked yunho and looked at younger mans hands - "You cut your finger?"

- "Oh ... No, no, I'm okay" - Mumbled he, but didn't move, still was starring Yunhos chest.

Yunho put his palm on Jaejoongs forehead, that made older man jump from surprise, his eyes met leaders eyes, he blushed, tried to avoid this look, but can't, Yunhos hand was still holding his forehead. Jeajoongs eyes became teary, he was trembling, tear drops ran on his cheeks. Yunho froze.

- "What's wrong? Why are you crying?" - Asked he, while trying to wipe older mans tears.

{Jaejoong's POV}

I can't, he will hate me.

{End Jaejoong's POV} 

- "Yunho how long will we be like this?" - He tried to hide the main reason of his tears - "One year has already passed."

- "Little longer Jaejoong, we have to wait little longer" - Answered Yunho and smiled - "Let's eat okay?" - Chuckled he - "I really miss your cookings."

Jaejoong smiled and nodded.

..........

{Yunho's POV} 

My head hurts ..... I stayed here all night?

{End Yunho's POV}  

Yunho sat on the bed, looking around the messy room. Eyes got wide ....

- "What the HELL?" - Shouted he.