The End Part 2
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Okay, so I tried making a happy ending for this but...it didn't work out so well. Plus I felt that if it was a happier ending, then it wouldn't be as meaningful.
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He walked back and forth in the corridors of the hallway. How had he been so dumb to not realize how much Bom meant to him?
He didn't know what to do, she had tried killing herself in their very own home. As soon as her heartbeat stopped beating, he performed CPR on her and brought her to the hospital.
He was stupid to have ignored her. Too stupid to have realized how much it hurted her when he had left.
The letter in his hand crumpled tighter as he closed his eyes,
Mianhe Tabi~
He could almost hear her crying, see her writing this.
I'm hurt and you can't even see it. I know the reason why you don't come home, why Dara doesn't answer my calls in the middle of night.
His heart cried because she knew and she kept the pain in. He wanted her to hit him, curse him but instead, she left him.
I question myself why I can't let you go, ask for a divorce but then I realized, I wouldn't be emotionally apart from you. The only way I can
get rid of this feeling is to leave you and leave this world. I don't want to feel pain. I don't want to lose you and I don't want to be apart
from you. Leaving is the only answer because then...
She did this for me?
I won't feel anymore pain, I won't know how it feels to lose you and even though I'll be apart from you, I'll keep watch over you and
protect you. Please keep Dara happy. I see how she smiles every time she comes over and I want you to keep her smiling like that.
I love you and always will. You'll always be Tabi, the one that helped me that one day. There were many times where I had wished God
had kept you away a bit longer so you would've never found me but I know, God wanted me to experience some sort of love and you
gave that to me. Thank you for giving me a small piece of your heart and I'll give it back to you.
I'm sorry I couldn't be stronger and that I had to do this just to get away. I'm sorry for being foolish and thinking you really loved me and
I'm sorry for wasting five years of your life you could've spent with her.
Please, just let me go
Love Lee Park Bom
What hurted him the most was that she had used her maiden name at the end, as if she was leaving as herself, not as his wife. He loved
her and still does but he didn't show it enough and now he was losing her.
The reason he stayed at Dara was because he was hurt. He knew Bom wanted kids but he couldn't do that. He went to get checked up
and the doctor told him he wasn't going to be able to give Bom kids. He knew that would've made her devasted so he went over to
Dara's house that night.
It wasn't love he had for Dara, he was just plain 1ng her. Everynight he was with Dara, he was emotionally with Bom. Everytime he
saw Bom, he felt guilt because he couldn't give her what she wanted. So he tried ignoring her as much as possible. He wished he had
showed his love more often but his lust gave in.
And he hated himself for that.
Please don't take her God. I haven't even showed her love yet, give me one more chance.
The first day that they had met, Bom was lying on the ground, her body covered in blood. How ironic was it that that's also the way she
was leaving? It wasn't until she was cleaned up and bandaged that he realized how beautiful she was. The day she opened her eyes, it
was the day he knew she was the one.
He tried for six months to woo her and each month, he fell deeper and deeper in love with her. She wasn't your typical girl. She didn't
use him for his money like everyone else, she didn't even see that side of him. She liked him because he was Choi Seung Hyun.
After two years of dating, he finally proposed and she said yes. He was the happiest that day aside from the day she officially became
his.
Everynight and every morning, she told him she loved him and he did so too. Ever since the news, he had been ignoring her.
He didn't want to tell her the news but because he didn't, it led to this.
"Oh God, how is she?" Dara cried running into the corridors where he sat. Not replying, he tiredly handed her the letter, a gasp emitting
from her lips.
Truth was, he knew Dara before he knew Bom. He didn't use Dara for any reason. He slept with Dara because he had done so before
he met Bom. Before Bom, he loved Dara but she never told Bom that. Neither told them that.
Him and Dara had been dating for 4 months before he met Bom but that day, they had broken up leading him to meet Bom. He needed a
drink and he saw her lying on the ground.
Dara admitted she loved Seung Hyun but after Bom came into the picture, she gave it up for Bom. For some reason though, she
continued sleeping with him as if they were lovers. When in truth, he was a married man, worst of all to her best friend.
For God's sake, she was the maid of honor at their wedding and yet, she kept the secret hidden along with Seung Hyun.
She prayed Bom wouldn't die. If she did, she would never forgive herself. She knew Seung Hyun was only using her body and that he
really loved Bom but she kept with it.
"Please." She whispered as his eyes snapped to hers.
The doctor made his way toward them, a forced smile on his lips, "Mr. Choi?"
Seung Hyun started to panic, they weren't in the ICU very long.
"Tell me she's okay. Please..." He cried staring at her. The doctor's lip's disappeared and was instead, replaced with, "I'm sorry. We tried
everything we could but she was already gone the moment we brought her in. She wanted me to tell you she loved you."
"That's not true, her heart was beating in the car and when I brought her in--"
"She died on the table as we were pumping blood into her body. I'm so sorry Mr. Choi, Lee Park Bom is no longer here..."
His head dropped as he stared at the ground, "It's not Lee Park Bom but instead, Choi Bom. Her name's Choi Bom and she was my wife."
With that, he drove out of the hospital toward the ocean, hoping his end was coming soon too.
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