You're Perfect
Park Bom oneshots** NOTE: I actually did not write this oneshot. For all Bom lovers of Gbom, BomBae, and TOPBom pairings, I found this amazing story and after finding out who the author was, I was super excited to read her story. She didn't have a oneshot story but I PMed her and asked if she would be willing to write me a oneshot and she did. She even wrote me TWO for thanking me for requesting *BLUSH* So embarrasing but her name is unknowntears and I want to give credits to her for writing these two last oneshots for me. I couldn't have written anything better to end the series. Thanks alot unknowntears and also all my readers. I'll come back soon hopefully but for the time being, I'm hoping to spend time on my apply ff.
The girls of 2NE1 stood still in the president's office as he continued scolding them. No one dared to meet his gaze and instead watched Bom as she forcefully dug her nails into her palm. Somehow, the entire scolding shifted attention from 2NE1 to Bom herself. She wasn't sure it happened but maybe standing in the center spot alongside Chae Rin played a big role. Since Chae Rin had nothing to be scolded about, maybe YG decided to focus all his anger and frustration onto Bom.
She bit down on her tongue hard as he mentioned the topic she hated the most. "And how are you managing to gain five kg when you really should be loosing them? This is the entertainment business Bom. People say that appearance isn't a problem but they're lying. It is one of the most important things to surviving this world," he pointed out. As if she didn't know that already, he had to continue reminding her that she wasn't perfect.
"I need you to loose it soon and go back to regular meeting sessions with Hwangbassu. I don't need you guys to be playing around when I'm in the middle of planning your hoobae's debut and please remember that your America debut is on it's way too. If you need motivation to lose weight Bom, let me suggest looking at your members or any of your dongsaengs. Dara has the perfect ratio and if you excercised enough, you would too."
That did it for Bom. She bit down onto her tongue so hard, the taste of blood appeared. Dara stared apologetically at her best friend and knew of her frustrations. For months now, Bom had been trying to lose weight but it wasn't easy for her. It wasn't because she ate too much, different bodies proved to have different methods of loosing weight. Bom remained silent as YG asked, "Do you understand me Bom?"
Of course she understood but all she could do was answer, "Are we free to go now?"
YG sighed as he dismissed the girls, watching as Bom left the room first. The girls all watched as Bom walked quickly to the elevator, pounding the down button repeatedly as if it would make it come quicker. Being the leader, Chae Rin sighed as she patted Bom's shoulder.
Finding words of comfort was what Bom needed most right now but knowing Bom, she was going to tune everyone out. "Unnie, don't mind what he said. He's just trying--"
"If he's trying so hard to help, why is it always me he's after? He doesn't even realize that I am trying Chae," Bom cried out. Dara bit her lips as she hugged Bom tightly. "It's okay Bomtaro, we'll talk to him later and point out the situation."
Bom sighed as she softly pushed away Dara. "I can't be with you girls right now," she whispered. They all watched as Bom slammed open the stairway doors and made her way down the stairs. A second later, the elevator doors dinged open and the remaining girls entered. "We should call Ji Yong oppa," Min Ji sighed as Chae Rin pulled out her cellphone.
Just starting to enjoy lunch with his bandmates, Ji Yong raised his eyebrows as he noticed his phone ringing. "Who is it?" Seung Ri questioned as Ji Yong answered Chae Rin. Sliding the answer bar to the right, he pressed the phone against his left ear. His heart immediately felt hurt upon hearing what happened. "where is she?" he whispered as he stood up along with his tray. Telling their oppa that they didn't know where Bom was, he made a promise to find her and make sure she's okay. He didn't even bother to tell s where he was going but they all knew that the person was Bom. Only Bom could make him leave his untouched food in a hurried way.
He stuffed his hands into his front jean pockets and quickly made his way to 2NE1's 'former' dance room. Ever since YG Entertainment had taken more trainees, 2NE1's dance room was now designated to them. The girls missed their old practice room, Ji Yong knew, but for the time being, they had to use the vacant one on the far end. He couldn't help but frown as he peered into the dance room, the room filled with only trainees and no Bom.
A frustrated sigh left his lips as he continued walking down the hallway to the vacant dance room, his feets stopping at the bathroom near it. It wasn't because he needed to use the bathroom, it was the sound coming out from it that worried him.
Bom cried softly as she ran her way down the stairs. All she wanted to do was go into their practice room and sit there in silence but after remembering that their practice room was no longer theirs, she didn't know where to go. Her eyes couldn't help but wander onto the new trainess. God they were so skinny and young. Anger ran through her as she remembered what YG told her.
'If you need motivation to lose weight Bom, let me suggest looking at your members or any of your dongsaengs.'
"If he wants me to loose weight so bad, I'll give him that." she hissed as she opened the nearest girls bathroom door. She didn't remind herself to lock to doors before planting herself in front of the toilet. "I'll loose more weight then you want me to," and with that, her index finger found it's way down causing her to throw up whatever she just ate that day.
Ji Yong hesitated as he stared at the bathroom doors. It was the girls bathroom but the person within it sounded really sick. His heart ignored his mind as he opened the bathroom door. He couldn't help but furrow his eyebrows as the person continued vomitting into the toilet. Taking note of her long legs and shoes, his heart automatically dropped as he quickly walked to the stall and flung open the doors. Bom stopped as she heard her stall door open, turning to see whoever was disturbing her. Her eyes widened as Ji Yong stared at her, his eyes filled with hurt. "Nuna?" He whispered as he knelt before her, lifting her face up.
She didn't know what to say. He was going to scold her for sure if he knew what she was doing but she didn't have it in her heart to lie to him. "Goodness gracious Bom, what the hell were you thinking?" He screamed as he pulled her up toward the sink to wash her hands and lips.
She remained silent as he grabbed a bunch of napkins to dry her hands. He was furious to know that she was purposely throwing up just to loose weight. "I'm giving you three seconds to give me an explanation and a en "I'm sick Ji" isn't going to work."
The seconds ticked by as Bom stared mindlessly onto the floor. Annoyed, Ji Yong dragged her out toward the dance studio. Noting where Ji was taking her, she stopped. "They're practicing Ji. We can't--"
He ignored her as he opened the dance studio door, surprising all the trainees there. "Get out," He firmly stated as they each stared at him and Bom. Finding to courage to speak against their sunbae, they swallowed their fear, "YG president told us to--"
"I don't care. I'll deal with him so you all, GET OUT," He said again as they each flinched from hearing his angry voice. Nodding, all the trainees grabbed their things and scurried out of the dance room. Bom sighed as she released his hold on her wrist. "They were practicing Ji, you shouldn't--"
"What made you do it?" he whispered as he turned to face her. She stared into his eyes and once again, they showed pain. "Why didn't you come to me Nuna? Throwing up for no reason isn't healthy. You can get sick from it and--"
"I can't loose weight Ji. I've tried everything from diets to pills... I can't be skinny like the trainees or young looking like Dara. I'm uselss Ji Yong. I'm imperfect and that's what--"
She widened her eyes as he softly pressed his lips against hers. A tear escaped the corner of her eyes as she slowly closed them. As Ji Yong felt something wet on his cheek, he opened his eyes to see Bom crying.
"What are you doing?" She whispered as he leaned his forehead against hers. The ends of his lips curled into a small smile as he stared down at her lips. "You have no idea how much I love you nuna and you never realize it however I show it. I don't care that you think you're less better than anyone else because in my eyes, you're pefect. Your imperfections make you perfect and you make me complete."
"...Ji-"
"So no more forcing yourself to loose weight Bom. If YG only finds you as imperfect, then he doesn't deserve such an imperfect song from someone as imperfect as me."
Bom's heart filled up with love as she stared into his deep brown eyes. "You're so lame," She whispered as he chuckled. "You can be lame with me." he whispered as he pressed his lips against her forehead. "No more thinking that you're imperfect. Baby, you're perfect in my eyes."
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