Sungyeol stretched his arms when he finished his second test, he yawn and rub his head while gazing to the clock. It’s already lunch time. He spent his hours here since morning and attend his exam, for him it’s really . He never have a time for studying or take too much class, he always skip his class sometimes if Myungsoo need anything.

The reason why Sungyeol keep thought about Myungsoo, Myungsoo and Myungsoo was because the mother of Myungsoo—who already passed away—asked him for a help. That time, Myungsoo’s mother was hospitalized because his cancer and when she knew that she can’t accompany her son like she always do before, she can’t ask anyone else but Sungyeol. She doesn’t have a husband, Myungsoo’s father died during the traffic accident.

“Please take care of my son, you’ll be a great brother,”she said.

Sungyeol can’t refuse her will, because that person always treated him like her own child. And it’s the time to return the favor. He’ll do everything for Myungsoo’s happiness, just like what the other brothers do.

****

“What’s wrong, Hoya?” asked Sungyeol when he saw his friend keep gazing toward the field.

“Dunno, it’s seems some school had a visit today,”

Sungyeol stepped closer and take some attention to the crowd; he saw a lot of students gathered there with some of their teachers. He didn’t know how many people, who interested get into his university, maybe it’s same as before. Lot of people will take the application and the university suddenly full just for one day.

A figure catch his eyes, make him broke into a thin smile.

“Someone you know?” Hoya frowned with Sungyeol’s act.

Sungyeol shook his head, “Nothing,” then he keep watch an object there. He saw Sungjong with his friends talking with their teacher while Sungjong keep read the university brochure with a cute expression on his face. Just like Myungsoo said, Sungjong is really cute. You can’t find anyone like him and the way he laughed or talked really different with Sunggyu.

Oh right, yesterday Myungsoo keep babbling about Sungjong no wonder he remembered about Myungsoo words. He knew, Myungsoo probably like everything about Sungjong. He can notice just by see Myungsoo through his act. It’s the first time for him to see Myungsoo with his shy smile, to be honest it’s funny. He usually shut his mouth for everything except if it was an urgent.

Sungyeol grabbed his text book and put all of his stuff into his bag. The class was empty, it’s seems Hoya take a break and go to cafeteria. Sungyeol walk to the downstairs and planned for greet Sungjong today. If the boy noticed that he was here and didn’t gave him some words even just a Hi, he would troubled.

***

All of those students are take a break and they’ll go to the cafeteria for sure. Sungjong take some books and brochure on his hand; seemed bound up but he still throw some jokes with Changjo until someone greeted him,

“Sungjong-ah,” Sungyeol said; poking Sungjong’s shoulder.

Instead of getting a sweet smile from Sungjong, Sungyeol actually found the other guy scared and backed a few steps. Sungjong chose to hide behind Changjo rather than give a smile to the tall guy who standing beside him.

“Who is he?” Changjo asked,

“I don’t know, never saw him before,”

“Sungjong-ah? Hey, it’s me Sungyeol,” Sungyeol grabbed his wrist but Changjo cut it,

“Back off…don’t touch my friend,” Changjo warned, now he acts like a bodyguard; and Sungyeol is trying his best for not laughing.

“You… you aren’t him,” Sungjong said, still stand behind Changjo.

“Hey, it’s really me,”

To be honest, Sungyeol found it amusing when Sungjong act like that. His worried face is really cute; he wants to bully him more.

Sungjong wasn’t sure if this guyactually Sungyeol. Much different from the usual Sungyeol he knew, this guy looks much younger. But his voice, he remembered Sungyeol voice always. It keeps echoing on his ear, but some people always had a same voice right?

“Actually, I’m going twenty this year, I may kind looked like an old man but that’s just for the work,” Sungyeol laughed.

Sungjong blinked his eyes and out of his hiding place. No way he’s actually twenty! Not twenty eight, or older. Sungjong unable to hide the blush on his cheeks, meet him was a coincidence and also he greeted him first. He can’t help but feel happy for some reasons. Sungjong stepped forward and bowed; apologize and greet Sungyeol at the same time.

“What are you doing here?”

“I’m on my school visit today,” He can feel those butterflies on his stomach,

“Oh? Planning to get your college life here?”

Changjo frowned; he really didn’t know anything about what was happening around him. Sungjong and Sungyeol walked toward the cafeteria and ignore him. He just abandoned by his best friend only for a stranger whom they meet at a university.

“H-hey Jongie! How about me?”

“Go with Chunji, I’ll go for a while okay,” Sungjong patted his friend’s shoulder, but it doesn’t make Changjo smile.

“You throw me away?!” Changjo exclaimed,

“I just do it once okay! Bye,”

Changjo sighed, “just…ONCE? Who said it’s just once?! Don’t you remember when you left me in the haunted house on summer festival, or when you leave me in the school at the night when we have some alchemy studies! And when you go for meet and greet session from L, you always leave me! Yah! Lee Sungjong!”  

***

Sungyeol was still holding Sungjong wrist with his right hand when they began to enter the cafeteria. When they walked in Sungjong can’t focus on his own steps he nearly fell for several times, Sungyeol concerned about him and decide to hold him with his hand. Sungjong is a clumsy one, he know that since the first time they met.

Sungyeol placed his bag on the table and pull his chair, Sungjong do the same thing as Sungyeol he trying his best for keep his breath and his blushed face. But his behavior is easy to read by people, Sungyeol notice that Sungjong hide something from him.

“Still scared with me?” Sungyeol grinned,

“H-huh? No…I’m not,” Sungjong looked down, hand gripping on his chair.

“Don’t worry, I’m not bite okay?”

“I said I’m not scared,”

“But when you’re with me, you look so stiff,”

Sungjong never blushed so furiously before. Sungyeol never make him scared, never. Actually he always gave him the comfort feeling and makes him addicted toward the older guy. Sungyeol face wasn’t scary too, he’s gorgeous and looks friendly, but at the same time too having Sungyeol around him make it difficult to breath and he was unable to control him self from blushing like a high school girl.

“No, that’s just your opinion,” Sungjong avoid Sungyeol eyes; refused for eye contact.

“Okay, okay… let’s stop this weird conversation okay?” Sungyeol rose from his chair and Sungjong suddenly tug in to his jacket

“Are you leaving now? But—“

“Who said I’m leaving? I need to throw this,” he showed an empty can and shakes it playfully.

“N-never mind,”

“Hee…. Sunggyu little brother is really cute,” Sungyeol grinned,

The high school student choked and almost dirties himself with his juice. He widened his eyes and controlled his breath again, when he look at the other face, Sungyeol was locking him on his eyes. Sungjong keep coughed for several times and Sungyeol give him a bottle of mineral drink.

Sungjong take the bottle and drink it,

“Oh, I’ve drink that water before,” Sungyeol said, Sungjong was puzzled. “That’s mean…we do indirect kiss before right?”

“WHAT?”

“I’m just kidding…”  Sungyeol ruffled his hair and chuckled. “No wonder he like you,”

“Who’s the person you talk about? Who is ‘he’?”

“Which obviously he’s not me,”

***

Sungjong can feel a little pain appeared on his heart, he didn’t understand why. Since the beginning, Sungyeol just a stranger for him. The one who keep think about their meet just Sungjong alone, but well, he never expected something from Sungyeol. He don’t even know what the name of this feeling,

Sungyeol only able to spend a few minutes for having some talk with him. Sungjong a little disappointed but he was happy at the same time, for some reason every time he is dealing with Sungyeol there is always a feeling of comfort and discomfort that occur together. Sungjong always unable to stop himself from his loud heart beat, especially today, he felt uncomfortable when Sungyeol say those sentences to him.

Sungjong threw himself into bed; he stared at the white ceiling. He hit his own face with a pillow and took a deep breath, seems he needed to sleep now. Although the night hasn’t fully arrived, but he need it for shove Sungyeol away from his mind.

“Which obviously he’s not me,”

The words were still echoing in hid mind; making his chest ache and feel heavy. When he was about to close his eyes, the door bell ringing and that was really disturbing. Sungjong force himself out of his room, he knew that must be a guest. Because if it’s Sunggyu, he doesn’t need to push the bell or knock the door, he usually barge in and shouted frantically.

Sungjong turn the door knob; opened his door.

“Sungjongie, I miss you,” greeted a pair of arms, pulling him into a not-warm hug. He never wants to be hugged by this person anymore, meeting this person is worst than come to his brother studio.

“M-mom…welcome home,”