Jinyoung cant take it anymore, the coming weekend he decided to come to Jaebeom's house. Jinyoung literally write a list of question he want to ask Jaebeom and ask Jackson help to practice with him.

"So where is the real question?" Jackson said after looking at two page full of question and Jinyoung bet he did not read at all.

"What? I just give you. Read that." Jinyoung

"Ive read the first question and I still want to know where is the question when you ask him to you?" Jackson

"Jackson!!" Jinyoung yell

All the other people in the library were looking at them with their annoyed face and shushing noise.

"Why are you yelling?" Jackson

"We are in public and in the library for god sake. Why are you saying about." Jinyoung said while his right index finger going in and out from his hole from his left hand.

"ing? Oh gosh you can say the word JInyoung your prick. Well for your information everyone in this room already say it or maybe done it. Why are you so worried?" Jackson

"I am not worried but its unappropriate place to talk about that here." Jinyoung

"Well I cant tell you what have I done here last month." Jackson smirk

"Urghhh TMI!!! Seriously Jackson? not even a sacred library can hold your ?" Jinyoung

"Well its only you who thougth this place is sacred, I can show you how many people in this room right now who I stumble doing it at the back shelf." Jackson

"What? Not at the literature zone? Urghhh why?" Jinyoung

"Well its the rare place student visit and also the privacy." Jackson

"What do you mean rare? I always go there and I never see any of that." JInyoung

"Well stupid, of course they are not doing it when they know there is people and does this mean you want to see some act? Just google Jinyoung. You will get everything there." Jackson wink

"Gross. You suppose to listen to me and not being extra gross." Jinyoung said while scrunching his eye.

"Well if you want me to listen to your rant, you suppose to explain to me what is this about not asking me to accompany you at the library and also threaten me about not helping me with history. You know I need you." Jackson

"But the things is I also dont know how to explain to you when I have no clue at all." Jinyoung

Jackson look at him weirdly and then he feel Jinyoung forehead with his right hand and his left hand he feel his own forehead.

"You are not burning up, so let me sort this thing. The great Park Jinyoung who always ace his class is now clueless? Urghh maybe this is the sign that the world will end soon." Jackson said dramatically.

Jinyoung roll his eye seeing how ridiculous his friend is.

"Jackson!! Please be serious! I always regret having you as my bestie if i could just turn time I will definitely choose Kyungsoo as my tablemate when our kindergarten teacher ask us who we want to sit with." Jinyoung

"Ouchh, Jinyoung you hurt me." Jackson

Jinyoung sigh and slam his head on the table.

'' Okay, okay. Lets talk. I promise I will not make fun of you." Jackson

"Thank you. You already know how i confessed to Jaebeom right and how he act toward my confession?" Jinyoung

"Yes you already told me in hurry that day." Jackson

"Okay, so a few days ago I ask him about it and he actually told me how he has this insecurity about relationship I think? I dont know he never told me the real issue is, but the way he was so shaken when he told me how he never thought he will fall in love and how all of this scared him." Jinyoung

"Why?" Jackson

"Jacksss, I dont know too. I mean we are being interupt and he suddenly said that everything is fine and now he never answer my call or messages. I am woried because he said I will hate his real self but I dont think i will hate Jaebeom. I just afraid he gonna do something stupid and I dont know man." Jinyoung

"Have you meet him?" Jackson

"No? Why?" Jinyoung

"Well you really worried about him, why you dont just go and meet him?" Jackson

"He ignore me Jacks.He never reply or call me back" Jinyoung.

"So? You always ignore me when I ask you to accompany me but does that make me ignore you? No right? I keep push you to accept it and it make you happy too right?" Jackson

Jinyoung dont want to agree with Jackson statement but it was true. Jackson is the one who always beg me to follow him and sometimes Jackson plan really make him happy [read : sometimes].

"Just try Jinyoung. You never knew right?" Jackson

Jinyoung just keep quiet but deep inside him he really ponder whether he should wait for Jaebeom or just went to see him. 

But that happen on Thursday, now Jinyoung is in front of Jaebeom house. Waiting for someone to open the door. He did not tell anyone about his visit. Now Jinyoung feel a little bit regret with his impromptu visit. What if there is nobody home? Should he call Uncle Junho?

Jinyoung feel a little relieved when the familiar face open the door. Soohyun greet Jinyong with her smiley face.

"Ahh Master Jinyoung. What a suprise. Its been a while since I met you. What I can help you with?" Soohyun

"Miss Soohyun? Is Jaebeom home?" Jinyoung

"Young master? Yes he is resting at his room. Its been few days he is not well so yeah he is resting." Soohyun 

Even when Miss Soohyun still smiling Jinyoung can see how her face change when Jinyoung mention Jaebeom's name.

"Jaebeom is sick? Why no one told me about it?" Jinyoung

"Well, Master said its not a big deal so we.." Soohyun

"Not a big deal? Its been days since I met my fiancee and when I want to see him today, I know he is sick. Why you guys did not infrom me about it?" Jinyoung

"Master Jinyoung, I am sorry. It just this thing happen a few time so we. I am so sorry." Soohyun

Jinyoung want to argue more when he listen Uncle Junho voice call him.

"You can go now Soohyun." Junho

"Yes, master." Soohyun

"Come Jinyoung." Junho

Jinyoung follow Junho to his study room. Not exactly a study room its a place where Junho always told Jinyoung a story about Jaebeom. All the picture album. Drawings that Jaebeom draw and even some Jaebeom's old toy is inside that room.

"Uncle?" Jinyoung

"Take a seat, Jinyoung." Junho

Jinyoung sit at the brown chair opposiite Junho.

"Junho uncle." Jinyoung

"Listen Jinyoung. I know it was wrong to not tell you about Jabeeom's health condition before we decided to arrange the marriage. It was not fair for you. Well for me its not fair for both of you and your parents too. I just realize how big my mistake is to hide it from you." Junho

"Health condition? Hide? I am sorry but what are you talking about? Big mistake?" Jinyoung

"Okay I will told you a really really deep secret. I just hope you will keep it from anyone even your parent. Can you do it?" Junho

Jinyoung can feel his gut churning and he cant speak Jinyoung just nod.

 

Junho was getting ready to go for his abroad meeting when he can hear a little pitter patter from outside his room. He was getting ready to get ambush by his only son. He know Jaebeom love to trick him by jumping at his back. He stop his packing and wait but then there is no sound at all. Then he turn around and he heard a loud scream.

"BOOOOOOO!!!" Jaebeom

"Oh gosh, you scared me." Junho said while hugginga and petting his son head

"Father where are you going?" Jaebeom

"I need to go far away." Junho

"With flying car?" Jaebeom

"Aeroplane honey and yes." Junhos just chuckle

"Long time?" Jaebeom

"Quite." Junho

"Jaebeom will miss you!" Jaebeom said and his face change

Junho panic a little when he see his son face change and it can see that Jaebeom want to cry. He dont want to see his son crying then he will feel bad about it.

"Oh honey, its fine. Your mom is here and we can ask Youngjae and Aunt Yonghwa to come. You will never be alone when Youngjae come right?" Junho

Jaebeom sniffles.

"Youngjae? Aunty Hwa bring pie ple?" Jaebeom

"Yes I am sure Aunt Yonghwa will bring his famous Apple Pie." Junho

Jaebeom just nod with his small lips pout.

"Make sure you bring kitty cat for me?" Jaebeom

"Well we can continue talking about it after I come back okay?" Junho

Jaebeom just nod hs head.

"Now, run along." Junho

Junho continue packing his bag and double check everything is there when he heard his wife come inside the room.

"Done?" Mina

"Quite." Junho

"How long will it take this time?" Mina

"Around 5 month more or less." Junho

"Okay." Mina

Mina said then left him alone.

Junho never complain about how Mina treat him. He know his wife is not fond of him. Junsu always speak highly about his little sister and it make Junho to try to accept his cold wife. Mina never change, he always treat Junho coldly except when Junsu and Yonghwa come and visit us. Even after Jaebeom come to our life, Mina just treats Jaebeom as any mother should and Junho is thankful about that. But sometimes there is a small feels inside Junho heart when he think something will happen.

Junho keep getting some emails from his neighbour about a male stranger keep coming and going from his house. He shrug it off because maybe it was the delivery guy and when he ask his maid, no one says anything.

But one day after his meeting end he feel so restless like something bad will happen and when he cant reach his wife Junho decided to fly to Seoul that night. He get his private jet to take him there and he was never wrong.

He is in front of the porch when he heard his son screaming asking for help.

"Bastard!!!!" Junho scream and kick the attacker.

He keep kick and throws punch to the man who molested his son. He keep punching the face and never give any opportunity to the attacker to attack him.

Until he felt someone hand clucth his arm

"Master look at Jaebeom!!"

Junho turn to see his son laying down with his nanny 

"Jane? How is he?" Junho

"I am so sorry master I dont realize it!" Jane

"Whatever, how is he?" Junho said while checking Jaebeom

"I dont know sir, I already call the ambulance and the police is on the way. I already ask Minhyuk to get everyone up." Jane

"Oh gosh, Jaebeom. Jaebeom my son. My son." Jaebeom

He look around and saw his wife, Mina not a few feet from Jaebeom. Junho was worried if she also get attack but the medical attendance said she was under some drugs.

After they bring Jaebeom to hospital. Junho rushed back home with some police officer and check their CCTV and Junhos discover something sickening. That his wife is the one who bring the attacker inside his house.

With the realisation, he is waiting for his wife explanation but even when she is sober and after his brother begging her she told the truth,

The ugly truth.

Junho is not heartbroken when he knows how Mina cheated on him but he is so sad when he listen to Jane's word on how Mina threaten the maid and helper to not said a words. Jane feel so guilty that she always stay with Jaebeom. She never leave Jaebeom alone when Jaebeom is admitted at the hospital.

The thing is Jaebeom keep looking for his mom. Crying and asking.

Yonghwa and Junsu tried to talk to Mina so he can see or speak with Jaebeom. But Mina never swerve. She still dont want to speak with Jaebeom and meet him until the day they meet at the court and Mina still ignore her son. Jaebeom look forward to see his mother even when everyone try to coax him saying that his mother will be gone and separate with his father. 

Junho can still remember how his son, a 6 year old boy looking longingly to his mother. Keep making grabbing hand when the police take her away. The crush look of a little boy. Junho dont want to see the dejected look again so he promised to never make Jaebeom sad.

But the thing is Jaebeom never look happy again. After the court case he become the quiet kid. Never respond to anyone. Even his cousin Youngjae cant change him.

Then he get the news. The news that make his world become more dark. 

Choi Junsu

His bestfriend

Die

Suicide

Die

Junho dont know how he survive that year. But he need to do something. He ask anyone and everyone from the professional to the traditional way to help him. To change Jaebeom condition. He introduce by Dr Kang from his long schoolmate.

He watch how Jaebeom ignore Dr Kang to how Dr Kang make him speak after a few month of silence.

Dr Kang assure him that Jaebeom will be better but it will make a long time to make him fully recover. Dr Kang explain that even a grown up victim of also had a difficult time to forget and heal completely. Dr Kang ask Junho to be patience. It will be hard for Jaebeom to forget when at this time his memory is the strongest because at this age when he learn a new thing it stays.

Junho just wait and wait and gradually Jaebeom change. He never become his usual self again but now Jaebeom talk to Jane and also Daehyun. 

Junho make sure that Jaebeom never missed his appointment and all the medicine. But then there is a few time when Jaebeom panic attack become worse. The time when he need a longer time with Dr Kang.

Its subdue after Jaebeom went to boarding school and thankfully after he enroll to college he never get that panic attack.

"But then, 3 days ago. I got a call from Dr Kang saying that my son is at his house. His condition become worst. I dont know why and how but Jaebeom is sick Jinyoung. He is not stable a few days ago, He come back last night with Dr Kang." Junho

Jinyoung never make a sound when Junho told the story. The unfortunate event. He did not realize that his tears running down.

"I am so sorry. Oh gosh.Is this my fault?" Jinyoung

"No Jinyoung. Never blame yourself. Jaebeom sickness is so different. There is sometimes when he is so happy at day but then at night the panic attack come. Its unpredictable." Junho

"But 3 days ago I ask him something. Maybe its triggred Jaebeom panic attack?" Jinyoung

"No Jinyoung, Dr Kang said there is no specific things that triggered Jaebeom's sickness. The thing is Dr Kang explain that THING is inside Jaebeom mind never gone. So Jaebeom can get the panic attack anytime anywhere. Its never anyone fault." Junho

"Uncle, may I know what that thing is?" Jinyoung

"Well, when Jaebeom is small Dr Kang dont know what it is but now Jaebeom describe that he saw the guy face and chase him and sometimes...Jaebeom can see how the guy molest him." Junho

"Oh my god!!" Jinyoung gasp.

"Yes Jinyoung. Dr Kang tried everything but....Nevermind that. Jaebeom is much better now. He can go to a crowded place. I still remember how scared he is when I bring him to the mall. I am glad that I decide to bring him to America. America change him  I mean his boarding schoolmate and also Mark. You dont know how thankful I am for Mark." Junho chuckle

"So now Jaebeom is upstairs right? Can I see him?" Jinyoung

''Its not that I dont want you to see him. But he is not in a good condition to meet anyone and frankly Jinyoung. If you think you dont want to continue this engagement. Just tell me. You dont have to be afraid okay?" Junho

"What are you talking about? Uncle what with this topic?" Jinyoung

"I mean Jinyoung, the truth is I also dont know if Jaebeom will get heal or be his true self again and I dont want to keep you beside him. I always think about Jaebeom happiness that I forget you also a person. A person with feeling and you get tanggle by this marriage plan. I dont want to make you suffer. I almost forget about Jaebeom condition because he rarely get this panic attack. So I thought he already fine by then but reality hit me and I realise that I cant make you do this." Junho

"Uncle? How? What? Why? I never said anything about this plan when I heard it from my parents. I never said anything when I agree to it. I never said anything when we meet and now you think you can decide whatever you want? Sorry to say Uncle, but I love him. I love your son Lim Jaebeom.I know it sound ridiculous but I think i already fall for him when I was 13 years old. You cant say like that just because you realise your son cant be healed? Where is the optimistic guy that I know? The guy who always think positively?" Jinyoung

"Jinyoung you need to realize that love cant make you happy. You need something else other that love. I know you are still young and hot blooded but just think when you are older and you are stuck with a husband that has mental sickness? Do you want it? I mean you can still be friend with Jaebeom. Dont worry about your parent. I will tell them personally and they also will agree with me." Junho

"Wait Uncle, are you for real now? Why are you saying this? Im not agreeing with whatever you said. Okay let us take a break. Just let me meet him please?" Jinyoung

"No." Junho

"What? Seriously? No you cant do that." Jinyoung

"Yes I can Jinyoung. This is my house. You need to go now." Junho

"But, Uncle!" Jinyoung

"Just go Jinyoung." Junho

"What if Jaebeom want me here?" Jinyoung

"I am sorry Jinyoung but this is Jaebeom request. He dont want you to meet him and ask me to cut the ties between us." Junho

Jinyoung can feel his blood drain from his face. This is the full blow. He never thought this will happen. He just want to meet Jaebeom but now he get carried by the helper out from the house.

"Uncle!!" Jinyoung

"Jinyoung I am so sorry. You know how I cant say no to Jaebeom." Junho said with a sad tone.

Jinyoung can see how uncomfottable his Uncle Junho facial face now. He also sense that this is not what Uncle Junho want. Uncle Junho love him. Jinyoung try to escape from the helper but he just cant move.

"Uncle, just say to Jaebeom. I want NOBODY BUT HIM." Jinyoung.

 

 

 

TO BE CONTINUE

 

 

I swear that for this storyline i want to make it fluffy but then my mind my ugly mind what to make it a little angsty.

Hope you guy can enjoy this update!

Will try to update soon.

Thank You

Have a nice day.

 

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