What the hell? Jaebeom thinks.

He dont know why he always froze when someone shout at him like a really loud scream just like the strangers. It make him remind about that incident.

Take a deep breathe Jaebeom, you dont want this to ruined your date right?

Remember what Dr Kang said, whenever you feel like something will happen focused with your suroundings.

Okay, Jaebeom look around and focused on one thing.

Jaebeom look at the rides first and try to focus but it hard when he saw so many people around him then he shift his eyes towards Jinyoung who still trying to kept his hair to original style.

Jaebeom look at Jinyoung face he look at his brown eyes that show a concern eyes to his mouth that open a little showing how concentrate Jinyoung is to fix his hair. Jaebeom heart beat a little faster when he scanned Jinyoung face.

Maybe because of his sudden attack his heart thump loudly. Dr Kang said that is one of the symptoms if I have a panic attack.

What the heck? Jinyoung thinks

This guy keep on watching or staring at me. Does he think I am a mannequin or something?

I hope he does not hear my heartbeat, its so loud and I think some people hear it.

Play it cool Jinyoung, play it cool. But that dark eye stared at me. How can I keep my cool? His handsome face keep distract me. I just want to fix his hair but I think I make it worse.

"Ehem, urm you okay now?" Jinyoung

"Huh? Ahh yes. Ehemm. Sorry about that? Maybe the heat finally make it to my head that is why." Jaebeom

Heat? Seriously? Yes, today is sunny but its not that hot? It was just fine but yeah blame the weather. Jinyoung think but never said it out loud.

"So, do you want to eat here or you prefer somewhere else?" Jinyoung

"If you dont mind, I really want to go somewhere a little bit less people." Jaebeom

Ouh this introvert guys. Jinyoung look at Jaebeom. He does look like he is uncomfortable. Well Jinyoung, this is his first time here give him some encouragement. Honestly Jinyoung thought Jaebeom will quit after he saw the amusement park. Jinyoung know Jaebeom really hate crowded place but it still make Jinyoung happy when Jaebeom do this for his behalf.

"Well I dont mind so lets go!" Jinyoung

"Actually, I dont think I can drive right now. So can you drive?" Jaebeom

Jinyoung look at Jaebeom's pleaded eyes and JInyoung heart melt. Jaebeom look like a kid that lost his favourite candy or something.

"Yeah I can, in one condition." Jinyoung smirk

"What?" Jaebeom

"We have to act like a real couple from here until our date is finished." Jinyoung smile

"What? Act as a couple? But whay exactly couple do?" Jaebeom sincerely ask

Jinyoung think for a while and suddenly his face turn red.

"What? Jinyoung? Your face turn so red right now, what happen?" Jaebeom

For the first time Jinyoung so relieved when his fiancee is so oblivious and clueless about things related to couple. His mind just flash him a really not decent picture. Jinyoung pinned at the walls with Jaebeom kiss him hard. Ouh he wish that to happen.

Jinyoung cough

"Well, like holding hand I mean intertwine our hand like this." Jinyoung grab Jaebeom's hand and intertwine them with his hand

Jaebeom does not flinch as usual and this make Jinyoung grin.

"This only? Of course we can do it." Jaebeom confidantly said

"You dont know anything at all about couple right? You dont watch rom com?" JInyoung

"Well, I already told you about it that I am clueless about all of this and yes, I rarely watch rom com. I am more a documentary guys and I also like horror movie." Jaebeom

"So boring!" Jinyoung said and walk away with his hand still hold Jaebeom's hand

"Yah, wait." Jaebeom stumble along.

"What?" Jinyoung

"I really want to go to the haunted house here, they have it here right?" Jaebeom

Jinyoung panicked a little

"Urmm, I am really hungry now and usually the haunted house only open at certain time and I think it do no open yet. I mean we can go but I am sure its not openyet. i read that it will open on 5pm? I dont think I can stand that long with an empty stomache, you know what I mean." Jinyoung

"Okay then. Lets go." Jaebeom

Jinyoung and Jaebeom with their hand intertwine find the exit and straightaway when to the Jaebeom's car.

Jinyoung was driving them toward his favourite place to eat. While driving he look at Jaebeom and found him asleep. He look so peaceful while sleeping.

Jinyoung drive carefully towards their destination when he heard Jaebeom whimper. At first it was a slow whimpering sound then it becomes loud.

Thankfully they already arrived at the restaurant, Jinyoung park the car. Then he look at Jaebeom.

His peaceful face has turn into a frown and his whimpering that at first just a few sounds now he can clear ly hear Jaebeom said

"No, please. No!"

Jaebeom still asleep but his hand move around like he want to punch someone.

"Jaebeom?" Jinyoung tried to wake Jaebeom

Jinyoung hold Jaebeom arms and tried to calm him when Jaebeom's body shaking strongly

"Jaebeom!!!" Jinyoung

Jaebeom jolted up.

He look around for a second then toward Jinyoung who is stll holding his hand.

Jaebeom did not said anything. He still try to breathe evenly.

Suddenly, Jinyoung hug Jaebeom.

"What?" Jaebeom

"Shuuush, this is also a couple things to do." Jinyoung

Jaebeom just keep still but his mind is everywhere.

Why does Jinyoung do this at him? Why does it feels so comfortable when Jinyoung pet his back and his voice. His voice sound so angelic when he sooth me.

"Shuussh, its okay. Its okay." Jinyoung

Jinyoung Jaebeom's back and he tried so hard to not kiss Jaebeom even when his face is so close with Jaebeom's face. Not now Jinyoung, I know you are but this is so much important that your arouse self.

Jinyoung dont know what exactly happen to Jaebeom. Uncle Junho never told him. He just talk about Jabeom's life at his boarding school and Jinyoung never ask more about their past life. However today incident really perk his curiosity. He will ask Uncle Junho soon.

"Jinyoung?" Jaebeom

"Yeah." Jinyoung

"I am fine now. you can let me go." Jaebeom

Jinyoung let Jaebeom off and scratch his head.

Jinyoung just smile and went out from the car without saying any words. Jaebeom do the same thing as Jinyoung.

"Urmm, this is my favourite place to eat! All of their food is so delicious! I bet you will love it." Jinyoung

"Really?" Jaebeom

"Yeap, lets go inside." Jinyoung

Luckily for them, the time their arrive there is one spot for them or else they need to wait for another 30 minutes or so.

"Look here, I usually order their fried chicken, fried rice with their omelette. Its so delicious." Jinyoung said while showing the menu to Jaebeom

"You really have a tastebud of a kids right?" Jaebeom

"No I am not!" Jinyoung sulk

"And you are always sulking like i was joking okay you dont have to make your pouty face." Jaebeom

"I am not." Jinyoung still sulking

"Yeah whatever," Jaebeom said while asking the waiter to get their orders.

While waiting for their foods to arrive, Jinyoung keep staring at Jaebeom who is busy with his phone

"You know we are on a date right?" Jinyoung

Jaebeom look at Jinyoung and raised his eyebrows

"So?" Jabeom said then look back at his phone

Jinyoung sigh but then he smile. He found a way how to tease Jaebeom

"You promise me to act as a couple rigth?" Jinyoung

"Yes I do." Jaebeom

"You will not back out from that promise right?" Jinyoung

"I never back out from my promises" Jaebeom

"Cool, now let us take a selfie." Jinyoung

"A what now?" Jabeom

"Selfie." Jinyoung smirk

"What is that?" Jaebeom

'Seriously Jaebeom? How old are you again?" Jinyoung

"Same age as you." Jaebeom

"But you sound like an old person.Selfie is we take our own picture okay, Understand?" Jinyoung

"But how? We should ask someone to took our picture." Jaebeom

"No, that is not a selfie. Look let me show you." Jinyoung stand up and sit beside Jaebeom

"Why are you so close with me?" Jaebeom

"If we are not close enough how can we take our selfie?" Jinyoung said while his hand readjust the phone and keep getting closer towards Jaebeom

"Okay now do V." Jinyoung

"What is V?" Jaebeom

"Like this ." Jinyoung said while doing the peace sign

Jaebeom shake his hand but still doing it.

"Okay, one..two..threee cheeeeseeeee." Jinyoung

Jaebeom just doing the V sign without smiling.

"Aigoo, Jaebeom ah! You need to smile." Jinyoung whine

"No...Dont want." Jaebeom

"You promise to do the coup;e things together with me!" Jinyoung

"Arghhhh, fine fine. Last time, this is the last one." Jaebeom

Jinyoung smiling and getting ready to take another selfie but he stumble upon Jaebeom's chair that make him fall towards Jaebeom.

They both fall down from the chair and to make it worse Jinyoung mouth ended up at Jaebeom's mouth.

Jaebeom quickly push Jinyoung away.

"Yah, look what have you done!" Jaebeom

Jinyoung still in a daze state when he can feels Jaebeom lips on his.

"Jinyoung?" Jaebeom

"Huh?" Jinyoung

"Stop being in a daze and take your seat." Jaebeom

"Okay." Jinyoung

Jinyoung dont know what to feels right now. He suddenly feels so shy. He look at Jaebeom and the way Jaebeom look normal like nothing happen really make Jinyoung wonders if Jaebeom did not feels anything at all? Or is the accidental kiss is so short that Jaebeom does not feels anything? But why does Jinyoung feels ike the time has stop when his lips touch Jaebeom's lips?

Their food already arrive and Jaebeom still dont know what happen to Jinyoung, after their accidentally fall down all of sudden Jinyoung mood turn off like he suddenly become so quite. This is the guy that always talking nonstop. Hurmm does Jaebeom scold at him a little harsh?

"Jinyoung?" Jaebeom call Jinyoung softly

Jinyoung still stare at his food

"Jinyoung?" Jaebeom said while brushing his hand at Jinyoung hands

When Jinyoung feels the touch from Jaebeom's hand he flinch a little. He did not think that Jaebeom will touch him willingly.

"Yes." Jinyoung

"Your food already been here for almost 10 minutes and you did not touch it at all. Are you okay?" Jaebeom

"HAHAHAHAHAHAH,nothing, nothing," Jinyoung laugh awkwardly

Why does this guy look at me like that? His touches already make my hand burn. Is this save for me? Why does this restaurant feels so hot?

"Fine then, eat your food then we decide if we want to go back home or somewhere else." Jaebeom

They continue eat their food. For the first time. Jinyoung cant taste the food that he eat. It is his favourite fried chicken but it taste bland.

They already on their way to Jaebeom's house. Jinyoung still the one that drive after he fight his way to drive by saying Jaebeom still need time to recover for whatever happen at the amusement park and Jinyoung was right, Jaebeom keep being in a dazed until they arrive at Jaebeom's house.

"Urm, you can bring my car to your home first or I will ask my driver to drive you back." Jaebeom

"Hurm anything fine with me." Jinyoung

"Come inside first let me look for my driver. You just wait there." Jaebeom said and gesture towards the sofa at the living room.

Jinyoung just waiting while looking at his phones when he heard Jaebeom's voice.

"Unfortunately my driver bring my father to meet his friend, so will you wait for him or you want to drive?" Jaebeom

"I am a little bit tired to drive right now, let me just wait for your driver to come back. Jinyoung.

“Well okay then, Im gonna head to the room.Urmm….” Jaebeom

“Yeah, yeah, you can go. I will wait here.” Jinyoung smile

“Sorry after I take my bath I will come down soon.Okay. Please wait, you can ask my helper if you want anything.” Jaebeom

Jinyoung just nod and watch Jaebeom went to his bedroom.

Jinyoung take a deep sigh when Jaebeom left him alone. He don’t know why but being with Jaebeom literally make him so tired today.But he cant deny it, it was probably the best day he have with Jaebeom. He can see Jaebeom’s laugh loudly without a care. Jinyoung always think that Jaebeom hide his real self from other people. He always observe the way Jaebeom whenever he is with the crowd. Like when he at the engangement party. That day he become as professional as ever. Like he is the businessman that we all knew. Then the other day when they were having their first date, he become like a normal guy. But today he become more loose guy? I mean he did not sit straight as usual or always have his hand in a proper way. Today he become carefree. Just like when he is with Mark.

Jinyoung can see it all, the way Jaebeom become more happy when he say Mark at their engangement party. At that time he just shrug it off because he was still shocked about their engangement. But now after he remember Jaebeom’s smile towards Mark. He feels so jealous. He never see that smile directing at him. Its always at Mark or Uncle Junho sometimes? The smile that really big that Jinyoung cant see Jaebeom’s eyes. He was a little flush when he saw the smile for the first time.

You need to know, Jinyoung never see Jaebeom smile ever when he was a kid. Jinyoung remember vaguely about the boy who help him find his parents back. That kid never smile at him or other guest that night. Jaebeom does not make any rude face or what but his face is just cold. No emotion at all even when that is his birthday party. Jinyoung still remember asking his mom why does the kid look so sad at his own birthday party.

Then when he was teenager, the emo kids still being a cold person. Even when Uncle Junho introduce him to his other guest. Jaebeom just nod and bow without talking at all. Jinyoung sometimes wonder if the handsome kid has gold at his mouth or something. It was so hard to see Jaebeom’s talking.

After 7 years, he finally saw Jaebeom after he only heard about him. He still can remember the first time they meet.

Jinyoung was really nervous that day, he never thought he will willingly agree with his parents and Uncle Junho plan to have their kids married to each other.

Jinyoung was waiting for Jaebeom at the room that is exclusive for him and Jaebeom to meet before heading  to the party. He don’t know what to think at all. This is the first time Jinyoung feel so nervous and scared and unsure about himself?

Jinyoung don’t know how does he look for today. Is it good or okay? His mother told him he look so handsome for today but yeah she is his mother after all. He look at the big mirror inside the room. His reflection show a really fine young man with his black Armoni suits. Yeah Jinyoung agreed he is so handsome.

He heard the doorknob and the door being push, he suddenly turn from the mirror and see who is coming. But then the one who come look 100 percent more dapper than himself. The guy have a black suits too but its more darker than Jinyoung suits, Jinyoung don’t know what brand does he wears but he must admit the suits really look great on the guy.

“Urmm, Park Jinyoung?” Jaebeom

The strangers has a raspy and deep voice. His voice sound so y for Jinyoung’s ear

“Yes, Lim Jaebeom?” Jinyoung

“Yes, Nice to meet you.” Jaebeom said while walking towards Jinyoung and hand out his hand to shake hand with Jinyoung.

Jinyoung saw the way Jaebeom stride to him, he walk so confidently give his hand out to Jinyoung. Jinyoung look for a second at Jaebeom’s hand before he shake his hand.

“Actually, I want to ask you something.” Jaebeom

“About what?” Jinyoung

“Does my father push your or blackmail you to get married with me?” Jaebeom

Whoah, a straightforward guy.

“Hurmmm, no. Uncle Junho never blackmail me about it.” Jinyoung

“So why does you agree with their plans?” Jaebeom

“Just like you, I agree because I don’t want to make them sad. They look so happy about this marriage.” Jinyoung

“But you are so young, really? Marriage.” Jaebeom

Jinyoung never thought that Jaebeom is this talkative. He already imagine seeing a mute older version of  Jaebeom. But now Jinyoung actually surprise by how talkative Jaebeom is.

“Urm, Mister Jaebeom shi, we actually the same age.” Jinyoung

“The same age? But my father said you are younger than me.”Jaebeom

“Well, I am born on September while you in January so yeah you are a few month older than me.” Jinyoung

“I see, but Park Jinyoung, are you sure about this? I can tell both our parents if you don’t want to continue this plan.” Jaebeom

“What do you mean? You want to say that I am the one who not agreeing in this? Why don’t you say it that you don’t want to agree in this plan?” Jinyoung

“But I don’t want to make my father sad.” Jaebeom

“Well mister, me too. I don’t to make my parent upset too.” Jinyoung

Both of them look at each other with flame in their eyes. Both of them share the same hatred towards each other. They both know they don’t want to continue this plan but because of their parents wish the just go with it.

 

 

And yes this is the start of Jinyoung and Jaebeom bantering begin, Jinyoung don’t really know that one shy kid has become a really loud man but still have the shyness in him. Jinyoung just realize that Jaebeom only become louder when he is around Uncle Junho, Jinyoung’s parents and also Mark. So does this mean Jinyoung is the same level as them? His realization actually make him so happy. He really want Jaebeom to fall in love with him but he  knows its quite hard for him to be in love with Jinyoung.

Right?

 

 

 

 

 

TO BE CONTINUE