It’s been two weeks, two weeks since Chaerin went back to US. She was very busy in making sure that everything is fine when she leave for Korea. Everyday she keeps on having a meeting with her business partners, her staffs and legal team. She’s always been exhausted everyday and the only time she have for herself is when she was about to sleep in a very late night. On the other side, Dara is also very busy right now, she had miltiple photo shoots, event’s to attend, filming for her shows and her recently Dara Bazaar in where she can help single mothers and homeless pets. She barely had her rest. When her mother tried to tell her to take a day off to rest she keeps on telling her that she should take every opportunity that came to her because they doesn’t know when it will last.

“Hi baby”

She smiled seeing CL on the other line. The girl is.already in her pajama and looks like she’s about to sleep.

“Hey… why are you still awake?” She asked knowing their time differences. It’s already midnight in US.

“Just got home fro..m a meeting” CL yawned which make her chuckled.

“Don’t force everything in real quick, you look really tired” She said in concern seeing the other girl having eyebags below her eyes and a bit skinnier than the last time she saw her.

“I need to, I promised you that I will come home very soon” 

 She smiled at Chaerin, she remembered how Chaerin promised her that she will be home as soon as possible and seeing the girl doing everything just to finished her work in an instant making her heart melt. She felt that the old, one word woman CL came back to life.

“But really, please don’t over work. It’s not healthy Chae.” She said to reassure the younger.

“but…” Chaerin stopped when she saw a familiar figure on Dara’s back “Is that Donghae?”

Dara was taken a back, she forgot that Donghae is with her and they are currently filming for stageK and the guy knocks on her dressing room holding a boquet of red roses, well… according to Donghae it is to congratulate her for her new project since he failed to send a flower before.

“Super junior is our dream star today” she explained but feel nervious knowing how Chaerin is always jealous on Donghae.

“why is he in your dressing room?” Chae seriously asked.

“he uhm… he just uhm gave me a flower?” Dara… she really is nervious right now.

“ah”  Chae said and just slightly nodded.

“It’s just an uhm… congratulatory flower. Nothing beyo…” Chaerin cut her off.

“It’s okay Dara. You don’t have to explain anything to me” Chae gave her a force smile. “Anyways… It’s getting late here, I really have to sleep now”

“Chae…”

She don’t have any chance to explain further since Chaerin already hang up.  She just sighed… she knows why Chaerin is like that. For Chaerin, Donghae is her biggest rival. The guy is her friend even before she met Chaerin and even she became an idol. Everything was really fine with Donghae and Chaerin until Donghae courted her. That time, Chaerin and her was in their 3rd year as couple and only few people knows about them and that excluded Donghae. Dara surely pushed the guy away but Donghae is really presistent to win her until he became the reason of Chaerin’s unwanted behaivor towards Dara, possesive Chae is always be a different Chaerin. They are about to break up that time but Dara make sure to hold on and never let Chaerin be ate up of her jealousy. Later on, Dara told Donghae about her relationship with Chaerin, she bet everything she have that time just to make the guy stop courting her but Donghae didn’t believe her not until Chaerin herself went to him and settled everything.

“Is that CL?” she heard Donghae asked.

She just sighed and nodded. She’s worried about what Chaerin is thinking right now, what if she misunterstood everything?

“She happens to see me aren’t she?” Donghae asked in concern, she nodded. “I thought you both are not together anymore?”

“We are trying to fix everything and gave us another shot.”

“sometimes I envy Chaerin” Donghae said which make Dara looked at him. “She always have space in your life, in your heart. No matter what Chaerin did to you, you still forgive her and love her even more. I really wanted to be in Chaerin’s shoes just to know how it feels to be loved by Sandara Park”

“Donghae… we talk about it right?”

“Yeah, I know. I just can’t help it. She hurted you, ruined you and you almost lost everything because she left you but look at you right now… you still forgave her and still afraid of what might she think after she saw your past suitor inside your dressing room. I really have no intentions of pursuing you anymore… I just wanted to know why? Why do you love Chaerin that much?”

Dara look straight to Donghae’s eyes. She knows that Donghae loves her, more than a friend and she also knows how Donghae respected her relationship with CL. She remember how Donghae apologize to her and Chaerin after he had serious talk with Chaerin. The guy is really respectful and that’s the reason why he friended him.

“You are not the only one who asked me that but my answer will always be the same. When you found that someone who you know you wanted to spend your whole life with, you just can’t let the person passed. Chaerin, she’s been my life and my everything for years now. Yes she had mistakes, she hurted me, she almost ruined me but whenever I see how she regret everything she done, every decision she made made me think that she’s only a person. She made mistake just like everyone of us. I may look stupid in the eyes of some people for accepting her again but I don’t really care right now. What’s important to me is that she came back and she’s trying her best to fix what she’ve done. Love is always like that right? It’s about giving someone a chance to prove herself to you. Chaerin, I saw how she’s putting all her efforts to win my back, I saw how she can throw everything she have just to be with again. She maybe fooled by fame once but her love for me is stronger so she finds her way back to me.” I smiled at him “I love Chaerin and I don’t have to explain and further why, she’s the one and forever will be my only one”

“Chaerin is really lucky to have you, damn it” Donghae said which made her chuckled.

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“try to smile Chaerin, the weather is so good for your unhappy slash frown face” She heard Alex said.

They are currently eating lunch, they just done their discussion about their shared business. Ever since this morning he was seeing how Chaerin is frowning from time to time. Looks like the girl is really not into her mood.

“I have eyes, I can see the weather” Chaerin snapped.

“hey! Cool down yourself can you?” Alexander said and chuckled. Being friends for years now she knows how to handle the moody CL. “did you have fight with Dara?”

Chaerin sighed, they did not. As a matter of fact, Dara and her was not talking yet since she woke up. She doesn’t know, she just hate the fact that Donghae, her biggest rival is with Sandara yesterday and gave her a damn flowers.

“How do you feel when your love one is with her past suitor yesterday and gave her a boquet of flowers?” she asked coldly.

Alexander stoped eating and put down her fork and bread knife. He was just looking at his friend face And after few minutes he laugh out loud.

“What the? Why are laughing?” Chaerin asked irritated 

“You are jealous and that explained you mood today” the guy still laughing at her.

“Sometimes I’m questioning myself why I friended you” CL rolled her eyes.

“Because you know you can count on me always” Alex smiled. “So who is the past suitor?”

“Donghae” she shortly replied.

“Donghae? Who’s that?” Alex asked. Her gay bestfriend is not really into kpop so he doesn’t know each and everyone of idols even the biggest ones. Alex only know Gdragon, 2NE1 and other few idols.

“He’s a member of one of the most famous boyband in korea, Super Junior” CL explained.

“Wait, gonna searched him” Alexander got his phone and started to type Donghae’s name “Oh… a hotty!” alex commented.

“You’re not helping” She rolled her eyes again.

“hahaha I’m sorry hon. So tell me what happened before?” 

Chaerin sighed and started to tell her friend what happened between the three of them including how Dara and Donghae met before and how she talked to him.

“What’s the problem there? You said Dara didn’t intertained him.” Alex sipped her juice.

“BEFORE. It’s different now Lex, we are not together yet. What if she gave him a chance? Donghae is a big part of Dara’s life too. They known each other for a long time what if Dara realized Donghae is much better than me? The guy is too good to be true and I’m sure if Dara never met me, she probably with Donghae now and worse is they are now married. What if Dara chooses him over me? After all, I hurted her. I don’t know what will I do If the ever happened.”

That’s the reason why Chaerin choose to hang up last night. The.more she’s seeing Donghae is with Dara, the more she realized that the guy is way good than hernin taking care of the girl they both love. She was threatened but more afraid of lossing Dara completely.

“Do you think Dara will choose him over you? Come on Chae… you’re smart . You know Dara better than anyone here. If she reallynwanted to give that guy a chance she should do that before when you two are still not talking. She gave you another chance and that alone can prove that Dara really loves you more than anyone in this world. Stop doubting her loyalty and lovenfor you Chaerin. And most importantly don’t understamate the things you can do for Dara to stay with you.” Alex said.

Somehow that cleared her mind. Her friend was right, Maybe Dara is not yet telling her she love her but the mare fact that the girl gave her a chance to enter her life a again speaks much more than that three words. She shouldn’t question Dara’s loyalty to her, the girl is the most loyal person she had ever met in her whole life.

“Stop with your nonsense Chaelin. Your just jealous and it’s normal but don’t let that thing ruined your determination to win Dara back.” 

“Thank you Alex” she finally smiled.

“No problem. Now text your girl and update her. I know you didn’t even greet her good morning when you woke up.” It’s now Alex time to rolled his eyes on her.

She immediate get her phone and start typping a message. She wanted to call her but she knows that it’s still midnight in korea and she doesn’t want to disturb her love’s sleep.

BABY:

Good morning baby! I’m sorry about last night. I’m just… okay fine. I’m jealous babe.  But I’m already fine now. Thanks to Alex for explaining me the situation and cleared my mind. I miss you so much and I can’t wait to see you soon. Please take extra good care okay? Beep me when you wake up so I can call you. I love you so much Dara :*

A/N: Last 2 chapters ahead! I heard Chaerin is in Korea again? And have you guys stream 4:44 of our Bommie? Stream it, it's worthy and don't forget to vote for her on music shows. Also, please watch Dara in stageK every weekend. She's really beautiful there and amazing. Minzy is about to realesed new music soon so watch out. Our OT4 is active right now in different ways. Fighting Blackjacks!