Don't Let Me Know

Like A Dream
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[Present time]

"June, I have a favor to ask." Chanwoo told June almost hesitantly. "What's it?" June asked. "About what happened..." Chanwoo trailed. "Do you want to know?" June answered avoiding his eyes. 

"Actually... no. Don't let me know." Chanwoo told him. "Why?" June could only ask why. 

"I'm scared..." Chanwoo told him. "but you should know..." June told Chanwoo. 

"I know but... what if I... end up hating you or hating myself?" Chanwoo asked him. "You have no reason to hate yourself, ok?" June assured him. Driving back after their short grocery trip Chanwoo suddenly spaced out on the window while June drived back to his hyung's store... "What are you thinking about?" June asked. "I'm suddenly curious..." Chanwoo trailed. "I just... thought what would our lives be like if I didn't get into that accident."

"Well, I'm about the same. I'm also curious. I don't know how but I just think of living happily with you." June said smiling. "We're we dating that seriously?" Chanwoo asked. "Uhh yeah... It should have been our 10th year now. We dated longer than the hyungs did before they married. Before the accident happened it was our 7th year; we started living together after the hyungs married." June explained. "So that apartment, you and Donghyuk live at... I used to live there too?" Chanwoo asked. "Donghyukie, didn't live with us full time. He just crashes our place when drunk or whenever he feels like it." June said. "Donghyuk gets insanely embarrassing when drunk, so I guess we wanted to maintain his dignity" Chanwoo laughed and started sharing a story he had while comforting a drunk Donghyuk recently. 

That moment just felt right when they were laughing and smiling at each other. When they finally reach the Yunhyeong's store they saw that Jinhwan and Bobby arrived and started to help out. "Am I getting paid for this labor?" Jinhwan asked. "Hyung he already promised food so quit complaining" Bobby answered back and noticed the couple. "Oooohhh, we're the two of you holding hands while you entered" Bobby teased them and saw the 2 blushed. 

"Quit eating Kim Hanbin, there might not be enough for the orders if you keep eating those" Yunhyeong was scolding Hanbin and Donghyuk was laughing at how Yunhyeong scolds Hanbin like a kid. 

[The Night Before The Accident - Chanwoo] 

Chanwoo waited for Junhoe the whole night like a lost puppy sitting near the door of their apartment... but he didn't come home. Tomorrow is the last day... he needs to break up with June. Mr. Koo already started tormenting the others around them through rumors... Chanwoo felt apologetic towards everyone. 

He looked at the door again. "I guess you won't come home... maybe it wasn't a lie." Chanwoo broke down. The sun was rising, like it was signaling Chanwoo something. Chanwoo took his suitcase and started packing his things. He removed his couple ring and placed it above a note he left for June. 

It read "If I end up saying I don't love you, I'm lying. We need to break up, I'm sorry. I can't wait any more when you don't even come." 

After glancing for the last time on the apartment he and June lived in, he left without looking back. He texted June "You have time for me tonight? Meet me for beer at our usual spot" 

Chanwoo didn't know where to go... he didn't want to talk to Yunhyeong. Donghyuk, Hanbin and Jinhwan might be busy. So he called his Bobby hyung. Jiwon answered his call in a heartbeat. "Yo! Jung Chanwoo called this early?" Bobby doesn't know what's going on but when he just heard sobs on the other line, he suddenly got up, started walking and said "where are you right now?". "Hyung, I'm at the park near your place." Chanwoo said. "You know my passcode and know that you're always welcome in my place. why are you there?" Jiwon argued. "I was afraid I might bother you hyung" Chanwoo responded."I

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Annyeong Yeorobun, I'm afraid I can't update my stories sooner than expected. I'm part of a streaming team for iKON on Kingdom and on streaming duty for Astro too. I'll try my best to squeeze in Fifa and the latest chapters of like a dream.

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PenguinLOvers772
#1
Chapter 21: Now that yun mention it i somehow feel bad for Moonbin. >< But i want Junchan to be happy <3
it's so relieving to see chanwoo willing to know about his love life with june before the accident. at least it shows that he still loves June :') and why are they so cute!!! omo >//<
thank you for the update!! <3<3 even in your busy time too pls stay healthy and take care!! :D
PenguinLOvers772
#2
Chapter 20: So that's how the accident happen.... Omg this is tragic enough for them. The amnesia is the worst i feel bad for June T.T
Moonbin pls stay awayy 😭😭 chanwoo is happy now
PenguinLOvers772
#3
Chapter 19: Awww i miss this story so much and finally junchan is together! 😍😍 Tho i felt bad for Moonbin but he can't do anything about it. Kekeke
So does Chanwoo remember everything now? I wish they'll be happy coz June suffers a lot 😭 they deserve only happiness together. Thank you so much for updating again ❤️❤️
PenguinLOvers772
#4
Chapter 18: This story is very heartwarming. Ahhh my heartu. <3
I hope you will continue this. Take your time with the rewriting. I'll wait ^^
Rahmah_afi #5
Chapter 18: It is so sweet.
iahm0126 #6
Chapter 18: finally...
my tears wont stop from crying..huhu
please continue loving each other like this even thou difficult circumtances will probably happen in the future...
Rahmah_afi #7
Chapter 17: Junchan, i wish they will be together
iahm0126 #8
Chapter 17: why do parents always like to interfer with their kids relationship..kkk
i know parents knows whats best for their kids but sometimes they need to consider their kids feelings also rigth..haha
why do i even get angry with june father..
sorry
but cant wait for the next update again.a.
iahm0126 #9
Chapter 16: please moonbin just let them get back together now...f u are really friend with chanwoo u would be happy with his decision rigth?
iahm0126 #10
Chapter 15: haha..
june is really june..
well they really blend well with chan coz both of them are savage..???
hey june now that our maknae is slowly opeing please u need to make it rigth now....love him again and again...
moonbin i know ur bestfriend of chan but please f u really love him please just support him with june..
oh my god im being dramatic here now..hahaha