Take time to slowly listen to Jason Mraz's song for this.

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It was your eyes.

The first thing that I've laid something mine onto yours. You pulled me so deep at first sight, the same power a blackhole in the whole wide universe contains. It was also like seeing the beauty of landscapes, of stardusts and feeling warm rays of the sun tingling my skin.

It wasn't exactly love at first sight.

It was being in awe for the presence of something surreal. I couldn't believe that someone like you, in your petite frame, pale skin and quiet self captured my whole being at once. That someone like you already held a place in me.

It must have been tiring for you. Trying to fit in. Trying to adjust to things thrown at you. With your curious eyes, wise words and careful smiles... you've withstand all and you're still here.

Right now. With me.

I didn't know at first.

But a stranger like you became someone I would never want to let go. Someone I wouldn't want to lose. Someone I wouldn't trade for anything even if fate decides to play rough.

And she did that. She played it rough. Hard and mercilessly.

We fight. We hurt. We cry.

We break.

You'd ask for me to give you time, space and, believe me, every time you do... a part of me dies. I want to be right but you weren't wrong either. We'd fall out of love, hit rock bottom and realize things we've never considered when we were carelessly and mindlessly falling in.

I said I'll wait and let you figure it out. Even when I see you change things, your look and those that were meant for us. 

For me.