Jisoo froze at her spot when she heared it she look back at jennie who's staring at her with those usually cold eyes she has 

although it makes jisoo's heart flutter but she feels something ....is wrong

"jennie do you know what are you saying?" jisoo said while she duck her head 

"i know i just said i like you" jennie answer immediately she stand up and move close to jisoo

"no thats not what i mean, you...you have you ever felt that way before?" jisoo ask her hand turn into fist while jennie frown

"no" jennie answer

"so you never know whats the true meaning of it" jisoo gritted her teeth 

"isnt that when you want someone just for your self to satisfy you" jennie answer and that brings jisoo's head up looking angerly at jennie

"Is that the reason why you told me that?!" jisoo raise her voice jennie was taken aback she never saw jisoo like this 

"thats not--" jennie tried to speak but jisoo cut her off with the same angery tone

"your selfish!dont play with others feelings !if you dont know anything just shut up did i already told you" jisoo stare at jennie coldly " i hate you for being straight forward !its easy for you to slip those words from your mouth like its nothing! you should be better alone because you--" jisoo 's eyes widen when she realize what she said she cup using her both hands 

jennies eyes widen for a short period of time then it backs to the same old cold eyes which is much colder this time jennie duck her head alittle then stare at jisoo just like the first time she saw her

"you dont have to say it in that way tho" jennie said and went pass jisoo leaving the latter frozen in her spot her eyes tear up when she saw the pain in jennies eyes 

she knows shell regret it

Jisoo Pov

I made my biggest mistake, how did i end up hurting jennie? oh yeah when she suddenly said she likes me i dont know i find it hard to believe kim jennie likes me jennie never felt that way yet she said it to me kim jennie is cold, what if shes playing with my emotions and that thought got me mad, but i know i made the wrong apprach on deadling with it

I turned around and cover my head with my pillow i scream i hate my self 

the sad eyes jennie made when she heared those words tatoo on my mind and i know i mess up 

I sigh its been a week since the rooftop thing happend and i havent seen jennie for a week too and here am i sitting on my chair looking at her chair beside the window i sigh 

"what happend ?" lisa suddenly appeared infront of me with her usually smiling face i want to smile to her but why is it so hard i nod and look back at jennie's chair

"jisoo your like that for a week now, whats going on with you?, not only you chaeyoung seems to get late always, and wheres jennie?" lisa said that make me look at her that question caught me chaeyoung getting late? i shake my head i havent told lisa anything yet its better that way i can handle this small problem and i know shes been very busy in the Council

"im just tired" i said sighing she suddenly pat my head lightly i closed my eyes trying to find comfort in it.

But then the classrrom door open immediately i open my eyes and saw..jennie should i smile should i jump in joy because thats what im feeling right now..i almost run into her and hug her say sorry but then as i look at her those cold eyes got even colder her hand got a bandage her side lips got a small band aid what happend my heart is beating fast, im worried and afraid this feeling made me so dizzy 

"jennie ill pick you up after this dont worry" i heared chaeyoung's voice from outside causing lisa to turn and look at their way jennie nod at her chaeyoung enter half way by the door she look at us with a faint smile painted on her lips.

"i have to go now,--" she said but i didnt heared the words after those because she whispered it to her jennie proceed to her sit and do the usuall things she do stare at the outside 

She did that in all classes and the professors was just happy to see her, i wonder.

And after that she go out immediately, i gather my courage just to talk to her even though it will cause my pride  but i know im at fault.

So i followed her i stop when i saw her standing outside lisa and chaeyoung classroom i just look at her from afar minutes later the class ended since chaeyoung and lisa go out together i think lisa and jennie talk a little and i got this invited feeling of pain i should be the one talking to her, this is bad its not right to feel this, jealousy destroy everybod i took a deep breath and head towards their way

"jichu!" lisa exclaimed and hug me but my stare was glued on jennie she didnt look at me but she keeps on looking at chaeyoung,

"unni" chaeyoung greet weakly i nod

"we have to go" jennie said tugging chaeyoung's  blouse

"alright, bye lisa ,bye unni" chaeyoung then they walk away

"care to say something to me?" lisa said looking so worried at me i finally can handle it anymore i hug her as my tears flow 

"im stupid" i mumbled but she jut rub my back gently