"Mom!!" 

jennie stop in her track looking suprised 
lisa, chaeyoung and the clueless jisoo look at the door 

"sunie~" lisa sang running to the little boy hugging him tight

"ugh, noona your squeezing me" sun said pushing lisa but the latter just tighten the hug making the 10 year old boy groan

"mom! dont just stare while this noona squeeze me to death" sun said irritatedly 

"lisa, let him go" jennie said making her way toward the boy pulling lisa 
which made the girl groan 

"its good to see you, how you've been doing?" jennie said smiling sweetly at the boy

"im good, you havent visited me this pass few days and its kinda lonely there" sun said sighing

"im sorry its just that i need to do things first in here, how about this we go to amusement park this weekend?" jennie said patting the boys head gently sun smile brightly and nod repeatedly

sun then notice jisoo behind looking intently at them

"who is she??" sun said pointing jisoo 

jisoo was taken aback

 jennie look at jisoo

"sun remember your jichu noona??" lisa said excitedly making the boy frown he look at jisoo intently

after a minute he shake his head lisa sigh

"awww we were all together when we first visited the orphange" lisa whine 
sun tilt his head alittle scanning jisoo from head to toe

jisoo raise her eye brow completely confuse

"nope your not jichu noona ,you see she said she'll came back and visit me again...but she never cameback i never saw her again so it was really hard to tell if she was her " sun said looking at jisoo in the eye

jisoo swallowed hard looking away 

the whole room is filled with deafining silent until jennie cleared

"sun, have you eaten already? where's your nurse??" jennie ask

"i want to eat with you, she said she'll be at the lobby hyung driver take me here, i told you i dont like that nurse can you please replace her shes careless, clumsy and irresponsible" sun rolled his eyes while talking lisa giggled

"sometimes i would really thought his really your son" 

"shut up manoban!" sun said kicking lisa's legs

"yah! you brat!" lisa said picking him up and carry him like a sack 

"put me down! you evil wicked witch!! chaeng noona help!" sun shout elbowing lisa's back 

chaeyoung giggled and approach them start to join them

jisoo just stared at them and cant help but to smile

"dont play to much" jennie said to the three which they all nod bringing sun outside with them

as soon as tge three left jennie look at jisoo

"take your things where going on a lunch with sun" 

"ah yes" jisoo said timidly and quietly gather her stuff
jennie did the same

"his all grown up" jisoo suddenly said making jennie stop and look at her serious expression

"hmmm" jennie hum in response

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"Noona stop eating my food!" sun whine looking at lisa who's munching the food on

"lisa stop it! eat your own food!" chaeyoung scold her 

"but his food taste good than mine!" 

"then why didnt you order the same!" chaeyoung rolled her eyes

"jennie can i ??" lisa ask using her puppy eyes at jennie
jennie look at her blankly

"stop your making me vomit again, this time you pay for it" jennie said and eat again

"whattttttt urgh, jisooooooo!" lisa called loudly making them all groan

"fineee, just be quiet" jisoo said 

lisa did alittle victory dance making chaeyoung facepalm

"hey ms!" sun said making them all look at him his staring at jisoo
jisoo felt so uncomfortable
"uhmm yes?" 

"are you really jichu??" sun said 

"uhmmm " jisoo hesitate to answer she look at lisa and chaeyoung they are both nodding
she look at jennie 

shes looking at her with blank stares 

"ye-yes?" 

"is that a question, arent you sure who you really are?" sun ask 

"i mean yes"

"ok" sun said going back on eating 
he didnt say anymore making the noona's worried

"why didnt you came back with nini?" he ask 

jisoo's eyes widen 

"its ok you dont have to answer that yet but i would like to hear the reason someday , can i jichu noona?"

sun look at jisoo with hopefull eyes 

jisoo's heart fluttered when sun call her jichu its like something is lift up from her heart she nod repeatedly 

"good, and you'll come with us this weekend right? she can right mom?" sun look at jennie

everybody did look at her

"its ok" jennie said 

"yes!" both lisa and sun said 

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"Are you sure sun can go out on that place i mean it wil be too crowded for him and the rides--" lisa 

"lisa thats why we will come" chaeyoung cut her off lisa sigh and look at the sleeping boy between them 

"ill ask his doctor " jennie said seriously not taking her eyes off the road
jisoo glance at them 

wanting to ask but hesitate to speak 

jennie who took a glance at her 

"he was diagnose with stage three chronic lymphocytic leukemia  " 

"what?" jisoo look at jennie with disbelief and then to lisa and chaeyoung who's ducking their head

"where heading to the hospital first is that ok? " jennie ask jisoo 
not getting an answer from her she sigh 

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"Mom! your gonna stay this time?" sun ask jennie holding her hands as he lay on the hospital bed with his hospital gown jisoo is at the corner standing alone 

"can i?" jennie smiled faintly

"i usually wont allow you but this time can you?" sun squeeze her hand jennie nod she lean and kiss the boys forehead

"jisoo why wont you go near them?" lisa suddenly went beside her

"i dont think i can see this" jisoo said

lisa chuckled

jisoo look at her

"neither do jennie think, but everytime sun went through this jennie choice to stay,even tho sun keep telling her to go out or went home already" lisa said chuckling at the last part of the sentence

looking at sun and jennie 

"you should go to them, sun would be happy seeing you here for him" lisa said patting jisoo's shoulder and went out

jisoo hesitate to step but sun called her she went near him 

"jichu noona could you stay?" sun ask 

jisoo nod 

"noona?"

"hmmm" jisoo hum looking at sun

"are you staying for good?" 

"yes"

"can you make a promise this time please dont break it" 

"sun dont force someone to do the things you--"jennie 

"please dont leave mom again, shes sad when your not around" su said smiling 
jennie felt weird 

"what are you talking about? im happy when im with you" jennie said looking at the boy
"i just want you to feel happy for real" 

"im really happy when im with you, so feel better anytime soon we should go to every place you want to go" jennie said excitedly

sun chuckled

"yes mom" he said

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JENNIE POV

I dont know how long ive been staying here but im sure its already late  i look at sun who's still asleep , i dont know what will happend if i lose this kid,i cant stand losing some i love again

i took a deep breath as everything starts to flashback again

*FLASHBACK*

It was spring day, but its rainy so i have to stay inside the house jisoo is at their home i was so excited  to went out with her again 
i wonder where she would like to go even if its rainy 
so im waiting for her to call she said she'll call me i was waiting for like an hour inside my room looking throught the window while laying on bed i keep checking my phone
"maybe its on silent, oh damn!" i quickly grab my phone checking it if its on silent i sigh because its not
"maybe she got something to do" i mumble and close my eyes
suddenly my phone rings and im not really that excited *giggles* 
i jump out of bed and answer it excitedly
"baby ive been waiting--"
"jennie can i see you?" i frown hearing her cracking voice
"of course, hey are you ok?" i ask getting worried
"at the sea wall , ill be waiting"
before i couod answer she drop the phone call and i couldnt worry more i hurriedly run down stairs grabbing my coat and umbrella i heared mom yell my name , and granny calling me out
"ill be right back granny!bye kuma!" i said waving my hands at them who's already standing in the door i quickly run to my car but i realise i left my keys i look back at the house battling if is should go back inside but it would take time maybe jisoo would wait long so i open the umbrella and run out side the gates walking through the wet streets jumping in a puddle i giggle 
"it feels like im a kid again"  
i wonder what jisoo up to this time , that little sweet bundle is up to something i know it last time she got me all worried  it end up a suprise 
i was smiling brightly despite of the glummy sky and strong rain i feel happy to see jisoo 
my smile widen when i catch a sight of her i run towards her who's standing beside the lamp pose ducking her head while holding the umbrella
"baby!" i said happy 
she look up at me instantly my smiled disappear her cheeks are red her eyes are red and fluffy   her nose is red 
"baby? are you  ok? what happend did you cry" i went inside her umbrella droping my own i cupped her face touching our forehead together 
"im fine jennie" she said moving a little to look at me she smiles i forece my self to do the same 
"baby why here ,you could get cold you know come on let go somewhere else" i grab her wrist and tried to pull her but she pull from my grip i look at her shes still smiling 
"say jennie, " i tilt my head " lets broke up"  she smiles widely 
i went deaf 
i felt numb
my hand is shaking
"my heart is beating so fast that i could hear it
i blink my eyes multiple of times shaking my head 
"baby is this one of your pranks again im telling its not fun--"
"jennie i mean it, lets broke up"
i cant understand  i tried to process everything  
i bite my lips breathing heavyly i massage my temple my head start to spin i step back goig out from the umbrella making my self  wet by the rain
"you cant, your joking i know your joking, please tell me your joking!" i shout as the tears fall from my eyes she look at me with blank eyes yet smiling lips and 
at the moment i know shes not joking
i drop my knees on the wet gound
 im all drench
"jisoo" i look up at her feeling my tears flow more 
"please dont do this? whats wrong , did i do something ?tell me ill fix it jis--"
"jennie stop that,stand up" she cut me i tried to grab her legs but she move away 
"good bye jennie" she said suddenly a car stop by jisoo immediately went in i hurriedly stand up
"jisoo!!" i shout running to catch up the car
"jisooo!!" i shout and run and run 
it slowly disappear and i couldnt be afriad more my heart aches my head throb 
"jis--!!" i fell on the ground tripping on something
i didnt bother to stand up i turn over facing the crying sky 
"jisoo" i called
after laying for a minute under the rain i started to get cold im walking and walking
i find my self infront of their house 
"jisoo!!!" i shout bangging the gates the guards starts to came out along with mr kim
"jesus!!! jennie what happend to you ?!" mr kim gapsed but i could think properly my mind is filled with jisoo
"jennie!!" i heared him called 
"jisoo" i look at him her frown
"i thought you go out with her" he said pulling me to get inside but i pulled back
" where's jisoo!?" i shout 
he frown and start to look so worried
"ji--" i cant...myhead feels so heavy and everything turns black

*END*

"mom?" wipe the tears on my cheeks hearing the low and tired voice i quickly move closer and held sun's hands 

"ey baby, how are you feeling?" i ask softly he chuckled cutely

"seulgi noona always told you im not a baby anymore, i told you too" he said 

"but you still is for me" i said on the way on pinching his cheeks  but stop immediately instead i kiss his forehead softly 

"i dont feel pain anymore so you can squeeze me again" he said and start to caress my cheeks 

"im afraid i would hurt you" i bite my lips

"you never hurt me,physically no but emotinally yes, it sad to see you cry youve been taking care of me since im 4 it most be really hard" he said smiling at me and i just had to shake my head

"i want you to be happy mom, thats my wish every birthday i had ,every day i could live and be with you all, i want to see you happy mom,..."

"but im happy sun" i said squeezing his hand

"youve been never sincerly happy, i can see it in your eyes you feel so lost right? you dont know what to do with your life" sun said i swallowed hard 
his right..

although i tried to make my self better try to do things better i never really knew what i really want , back then all i want is to be with jisoo and the people i love, but now i lose track of what to do with my life 

"mom? you still remember your promise this weekend right and thats tomorrow, lets have so much fun" sun said smiling and close his eyes

"yes" i mumble 

*End Pov*

JISOO POV

I im stuck in front of the door once i saw jennie and sun talk i didnt bother to enter 

"look what you've become jennie ," i mumble as the tears fall from my eyes

i made the right choice , even though it breaks your heart it turn you into someone new 

sometimes choicing what your heart wants its not always the good option, 
i will always love you...jennie and everything i did is for you.
i hope your not hating me that much baby..

is sigh and walk away from the door..