JENNIE POV*

"jisoo!" i shout sitting up immediately panting heavily i look around my dimly lighten room 

i could feel the sweats run from my forehead to my chin, my hands are uncontrollably shaking

"what just happend?" i ask my self as i wipe the sweats with my arm 

standing up from my bed i quickly went to the bathroom, washing my face with cold water once im done i look up to the mirror 

my hair is so messy, i look so tired 

"you can do that to jisoo, jennie" i said look at the mirror 

my heart is beating so fast, still my hands are shaking

what is happening to me?

i suddenly got really scared 

what if i could do that to jisoo

no, ill rather kill my self 

"your a monster jennie" i close my eyes tightly as i remember what my moms would always say 

"shut up!" i scream and punch the mirror 

i saw my reflection at the broken mirror with my blood, 

i step back, it look like my drench with blood 

suddenly unwanted memories came rushing messing up with my mind again

" jennie run!!* bang *bang*

"no please stop dont hurt dad please!!" 

"no not my daughter! urghhhh just kill me already not my daug---" 

dad fall infront of me bathing on his own blood, i fall on the ground his blood flow towards me drenching my clothes 

"spare them--!" another blood bath person drop next to my dad looking at me apologitically as dad is not moving but eyes open

"STOP!!!" i shout grabbing a had full of my hair i drop my knees on the floor closing my eyes tightly 

"Jennie?!! jennie?!! open the door are you ok??? jennie whats going on!?" i heared jisoo's voice knocking at the door continuously

she cant see me like this

she would get scared and.... leave me again no i dont want that

but..i need jisoo 

i didnt even know when did i start walking wobbly towards my door room 

i weakly open the door my sight is getting blury 

i think im losing to much blood

JISOO POV*

I heared loud scream from jennie's room resulting for me to wake up its still 2am and it got me all worried so i run towards her room and knock continuously

"Jen--god jennie!!" i scream seeing her state shes so messy and sweaty her right hand is full of blood she look so daze 

"what the hell!" i grab her leading her to sit on her bed as i look aroud her run panicking towards her bathroom 

"ah!" i shout in suprise as i saw the mirror with blood 

what is she doing! i quickly grab the first aid kit and run back at her shes still siting looking ag no where i started ro get scared for her 

what happend 

i kneel i front of her grabing her bleesing hand but she quickly recover it

so i look at her confuse

"stay away from me" she said coldly

"what the heck this is not the time you should act all cold Kim, your goddamn hand is bleeding !!" i said angerly and forcefully grab her hand and put antibacterial on it making her groan

"are you tryng to kill me!?" she shout

"shut up!" i then pressed the cotton harshly

"fck jisoo!!" she scream 

"what wereyou doing huh?!" i keep pressing the cotton harshly wanting to stop the blood but it keep flowing 

"goddam it!!" i shout feeling frustated 

she will lose too much blood if i dont make this stop 

"press the cotton ill call a doctor" i said in panick searching my phone in my pajama's then realise i dont have it i look up jennie shes getting pale

oh god! tears start to form bluring my sight 

im worried sick..

damn it..

it so frustating 

"wait here press the cotton harder!" i shout and run outside back to my room as fast as i could grabing my phone i dialed our private doctor

i run back to jennie 

"jennie sh*t!!" i shout seeing her lay on her bed 

tears start to flow continuously from my cheek

i run towards her sitting on her bed i look down at her shes still awake

"your alive!" i said looking down 

"ofcourse i am, why are you crying?" she ask me i quickly wipe my tears

"im not thats sweat" i denied 

"your voice is horse" she said giggling weakly 

what the?!

"horse?! you ty ashole you still got the guts to--"

"jisoo? dont leave me again please?" she cut me off i was taken aback 

she supposed to hate me

"i feel really lost and empty..when you did" she said 

i dont know what to say 

seriously i dont know ...really

"jennie dont close your eyes!" i said shaking her shes closing her eyes and this is bad 

where is that doctor!!

"im tired, let me rest" she mumbled

sh*t!

"miss kim im sorry the guards won--"

"just hurry!!" i shout and he run towards jennie checking her i move alittle far from her as the doctor do his job

After a minutes of treating jennie she is now peacefully sleeping i sigh as i feel so sleepy now ...

JENNIE POV

What is this my hand feels so numb and theirs this sticky liquid touching my face
then i heared a bark 

ugh not again, sometime i want to tie this dog up 

"kuma if dont stop--yah!" i snap opening my eyes as i sit up he just suddenly jump in my belly 

holy!

my eyes widen in horror

"who's the devil who made you wear that maid outfit!" i shout  gritted my  teeth as i look at kuma who's wearing some sort of maid outfit 
this is...crazy his a boy!
i look at kuma who's wiggling its tail looking at me 
"are you hungry boy?" i ask petting him
kuma bark and jump down to the floor, he made his way towards the door but stop and bark look back at me  again as if its telling me to follow him
i grab my phone and look at the time
10:30 am i overslept 
slowly moving out of my bed i follow him downstairs and enter the kitchen 
which dont look like a kitchen anymore, 
its okay jennie its just a kitchen
i breath in breath out 
my mouth fell open when the cabinet's door  above the sink drop 
"DAMN HELL KIM JISOO!!!" i shout at the top of my lungs but my voice only echo i frown 
where is she?
suddenly the guards enter the kitchen 
"ms kim are you alright?" one of them with british accent ask i just nod
"where's jisoo?" i ask looking at the mess
"Ms. kim went out early she use your black lamborghini" 
"what?! why did you let her?!" i shout angerly pushing his shoulder harshly 
"mi-miss kim she said she let you" the guy just duck his head
sh*t 
does she even know how to handle that thing?!
"If something happend to her because you just let her use that im going to slit your throat one by one!" i shout at them as they duck their head 
i want to punch something because of this 
"go out" i said coldly they bowed before going out 
im getting dizzy 
i sat on the kitchen stool infront of the kitchen counter rubbing my temple 
just when i notice a pink sticky note it was holded
i frown but get it anyways

"To Stupid Idiot"

wait what ?! its jisoo hand writing dont tell me --i open it

"If your getting confuse yes i just called you stupid idiot--by the way i made breakfast its in your oven heat it up, i already feed kuma.....stupid idiot" 
--the prettiest girl in the world kim jisoo 
P.S . I already give him a bath i use your Gucci shirt in drying him 

"WHATTTTTTTTT!!!!!" i shout looking at kuma furiously his wiggling his tail and run
shes really annoying me im gonna snap that girls neck ,if i dont love her 
i walk towards the oven and open it
my jaw drop 
is this what she called food its brunt 
she never learned
good thing my kitchen wasnt set on fire
i dont think i can eat this i place the plate on the counter and stare at it 
its this egg??pan cake??
what is this?
i swallowed hard she made it tho
i grab some fork and stab it immediately putting it all in my mouth 
its horrible 
i want to vomit 
but i tried to swallow it and i did thank goodness
"so salty" i mumble grabbing some milk 
where did she go anyway i grab my phone and dialed her number
"hello" she said in a bored tone 
"are you trying to kill me?" 
"what are you saying?"
i was planning to tell her how horrible her food was but since she gave an effort on it and even destroyed my kitchen
"where are you?"i ask coldly
"its sunday jennie let me do my thing" she said i frown
"what thing? im asking kim jisoo where are you why all of the cars you choice my lambo?" 
"ugh!im at my dad's place i havent spend time with him since ive went back, its cool" she said annoyance in her voice
"what if you run into an accident?! why arent you thinking?" i gritted my teeth in annoyance 
damn it jisoo your not really thinking sometime although your so smart
she didnt answer for a second and i got annoyed more
"wait for me there" i said and drop the call
i quickly run up stairs and take a shower only to see my already clean and fixed mirror 
how do i take a bath ?
aftera minute of struggles i manage to take a shower and change my cloths despite of hard ship because its in my right hand
"call the helpers and ask them to stay at the house and take care of kuma i got to go" i said to the guards before i went in, in my car 
and drove off 
it was fast or i was just fast im already i front of mr kim's house 
i press the horn after waiting for a moment the gates open and i went in
quickly parking the car and saw my precious lamborghini i sigh thank goodness its safe and also jisoo i hurriedly jog to went inside the house the helpers bowed politely as they saw me 
"jennie!" i turn around hearing mr kim's voice 
"goodmorning uncle" 
"yeah goodmorning too, jisoo is in the garden eating" he said smiling
i nod
"i have to go pick something from the office so i will leave you two first " he said wiggling her eyebrow up and down i chuckle 
and went my way to the garden i instantly saw jisoo shoving alot of food in as she clap in happiness i smile at the sight
she never change
i smirk 
i secretly , quietly make my way towards her back so she wouldnt see me
as soon as i was close enough i lean down trapping her with my arms 
i giggle as she get starttled
"jennie what are you doing?" she said but never move
"nothing"i said leaning more smelling her hair 
"you creep" she said moving away 
"what did you do to my kitchen jisoo?" 
"what did i do? i just cook you better be thankful i made you--"
"my stomach hurts" i bite my lips trying not to laugh when she suddenly turn around with a frown
try to act normal jennie hahha
i sigh and move away alittle standing properly i sit across her 
her frown suddenly disappear , 
"are you serious?" she ask
i suddenly got worried when she ask worriedly 
"im joking" i said feeling guilty all of the sudden pft i cant even put a joke on her
i heared her sigh i giggled
but she suddenly point the fork on me looking at me sharply i gulp
i move alittle away
"hey jisoo , dont point that thing on me " i said she hissed before stabbing a piece of chicken and put it in
i smiled widely seeing her enjoy her food 
although im really hungry now
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"you just couldnt let me do my thing!" jisoo said stumping her feet while following me
We decided i mean i decided to bring her to the mall since i got and shes got nothing to do
and this is not a date!
no..
ok maybe...
tsssss...
"you will just eat there" 
"as if were not eating when we get hungry....stupid"
"can you stop calling me stupid" i irritatedly turn around causing her to bump in me our face is inches away
damn her lips are so pink 
urghhhh
no 
jennie behave 
she cleared and step back walking ahead but i grab her hand 
sh*t i forget my hand got this damn wound i groan 
"hey your really stupid" she said grabbing my wrist looking at my hand
"you havent clean this yet?" 
"its so hard to move" i shrugged pulling my hand from her
"lets go, i wanna play arcade" i made my way but again was stoped
"jisoo please" i said turning to look at her
shes staring at me blankly which i dont really like 
"lets go, have them clean first" she said i sigh but followed when she drag me out of the mall
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"I still dont like it here!" i shout damn hospital freaking atmosphere
"jennie shut up!" she pull me 
"fck jisoo!" i shout
"no thanks, " she said my brow furrowed
"what no thanks?" 
"dumb! lets just hurry!" she shout startling me 
shes still damn weird
"lets go home!" i pull my wrist 
she look at me with her dagger look
"you!" she stop pointing me with her index finger i look at her 
"im going to cut you into pieces and throw you into the river you heared me so shut up and hurry!" she shout 
i blink my eyes repeatedly trying to process what just happend and let my self being drag to hell
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"Im telling you if you dont ---AHHH!!!YOU SHTT--AHH!" i scream in pain
im gonna kill this doctor does he know im in pain right now!
"Just wait !!" i gritted my teeth closing my eyes tightly
"done!" he said smiling at me i rolled my eyes breathing heavily
"ms kim do you wanna warp her wound, im afraid she might kill me anytime soon if i dont get out of her sight" she chuckle talking to jisoo 
"good thing you know" i mumble only to receive a glare from jisoo
he went out and jisoo sit on the stool beside my chair grabbing the plasters and slowly warp it in my wound
i winch in pain biting my lips
"almost done" she said softly and i could help but to look at her 
still so gorgeous 
"stop looking at me like a creep" she said i giggle making her frown
"i wonder if its just me or your getting more and more beautiful each day" i said smiling
"!"she stand up turning around so suddenly but i can see her ears are so red 
hahahha oh my my 
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She decide to call chaeyoung and lisa to have a lunch with us because she said im a dangerous ert! and now where here waiting for them.

Flash back*
im following her walking in the mall since shes wearing a short dress her thighs are so expose and who could resist that right ,but hey i have to glared at those guys and sometime girls who would steal a glance so inorder to stop them i have to let her know
"jisoo, their staring at your milky white thighs" i whispered looking around but got startle when she suddenly slap me  and left me 
trying to think what did i do?
END OF FLASHBACK

Even up until now im still thinking what have i done that slap was strong i think her hand printed on my skin i look at jisoo who's very busy
We have already ordered so jisoo is eating now 
"JENNIE BABY!" i groan when i hear lisa's voice as they run towards us she sat beside me and chaeyoung sit beside jisoo
"jen what happend to your face?" chaeng ask frowning 
"some saddist woman slap me, when im just being concern on her dignity" i said 
i saw jisoo glared at me
"because maybe you said it in a erted way thats why, you earn it" jisoo said 
"did not" i rolled my.eyes she did the same and harshly cutting her chicken
"seriously? did jisoo did that?" lisa said giggling 
jisoo rolled her eyes at her
"oh my god!" she then laugh her out 
this girl is so loud
"lisa tone down" i said she tried to hold back her laughter but failed
chaeyoung suddenly pinch her making her groan 
"mean" she said and cling to my arm 
"Chaengieeee" i whine calling for help 
this girl ugh!
"your sleeping outside!" chaeyoung said angerly 
lisa's eyes widen and let go of me sitting properly looking so serious i pressed my lips together trying not to laugh at her face
"ill behave..i promise" she said more like in a pleading way
"seriously what are you two?" i ask sipping at my drink
they both look at each other then look away 
"arent you two together?" jisoo ask eyes widen as her cheeks puff with so much food
ughh so cute
they both didnt answer, this havent cleared thing between them but they act like a couple 
lisa sometimes stay a chaeyoung's house mr park know her, chaeng also stay at lisa's apartment always and last year they went to thailand to meet lisa's parents 
so im really bothered by this two havent sort things out yet for almost a years 
"hey are you two hiding something from me?" i frown chaeng and lisa look at me confused
"hiding what?" lisa ask
"like your already mar---" 
"Yah!!" chaeyoung shout making some customer look at us jisoo giggled
"im just asking no need to shout chaeng" i smirk 
"im sorry" she said ducking her head i reach to pat her head gently and smile at her when she look up
"yah!stop patting her head like a dog jennie" lisa swat my hand away
i punch her shoulder playfully, she did the same at me but it was kinda strong
"you little!" i shout holding my arm
"still a weakling" lisa smirk and start eating
"you know im not" 
she smiled looking at me
"if you two are talking about that horrible play im telling you, DONT YOU DARE!" chaeng said sternly pointing at the both of us
lisa smirk shrugging her shoulder 
i continue eating 
"hey lisa are you doing something stupid!" jisoo ask 
"not just stupid unnie" chaeng glared
"what is it?!" 
"its nothing really its for fun but chaeyoung is paranoid " lisa said laughing
"paranoid your , you almost lost alot of blood in the last one good thing jennie save your " chaeyoung gritted her teeth
jisoo's eyes widen looking at me and lisa
"What are you doing?!" jisoo ask frowning
im about to answer when my phone rings i excuse  my self and standing alittle bit away
"Yes?" 
"miss kim, im sorry to disturb your weekend but there is a problem in the other company, the tokyo branch" 
i sigh
"what is it?"
"The financial department said their is a huge sudden lost of money this week and its droping to the critical level"
i frown
"Havent they investigate about that? where is mr Hwang i would lik to talk to the man i trusted to handle the company there"
If i find out someone is stealing from my company it will be his or her death
"His on leave " 
"What?! on this problem!? on leave! tell him to go back here and meet me tonight!" i said angerly 
"yes miss" i ended the call and move back to my sit they are all looking at me 
"a problem?" chaeng ask worriedly i sigh 
"is it ok if you accompany me this evening? i have to meet Hwang " 
"Mr hwang tokyo branch director?" lisa ask i nod
"you know him?" jisoo ask to lisa
lisa nod
"he was assign first in the Strategic Department and his office is next to chaeng when i would visit he will always pick on me and i would always want to snap his neck if i dont have respect, good thing he was transfered their but i guess he messed up ?" lisa explain making jisoo nod
"Do you want me to accompany you ?" chaeng ask
"its alright jisoo will go with me shes our consultant after all" i said smiling at jisoo
she rolled her eyes at me
"but if you need something call me ok?" 
i nod
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Is jisoo trying to pissed me because i am right now , shes been changing for an hour now 
and im waiting for almost an hour here in the living room 
"jisoo?" i called 
no one answered tsk
"kim jisoo , were gonna be late!" i shout 
just when she came running towards the stairs
my mouth slightly parted 
t the sight shes wearing a simple black formal attire yet she look so stunning
"stop doing that" i said once she is infront of me 
her brow furrowed
"stop taking my breath away" i said still look at her 
she look away 
"can you not" she said irritatedly 
"what?" i smirk
"urgh! lets just go" she walk ahead living me smiling like an idiot i jog towards her and open the door for her
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Its annoying ,im the boss i shouldnt wait but hwang is testing my patience
i run my fingers through my hair looking at his assistant who's shivering standing across of me 
"you know im the boss right?" i said coldly he nod vigorously
"then why is he isnt here yet!" i slam my hand on the desk startling him 
"i-im sorry miss kim he got on a traffic an--"
"i dont need your goddamn sorry i want to see him in this instant!" i shout 
damn it
he was about to answer when hwang came in and immediately bowed 90° at me
"im so--"
"what happend?"
"i got in a tra--"
"i dont care about that, what happend to the branch in tokyo?! i trusted you to manage it well!"looking at him
"ms kim" jisoo called calmly touching my right arm  i look at my hand 
sh!t my wound is bleeding 
i didnt know i slam my hand to hard 
i sigh and lean on my chair motioning them to sit and to speak
"It happend so suddenly miss kim we already hired investigators to check on what happend" hwang said 
"why are you on leave?" 
his eyes widen 
"i-im getting stressed out and i need to breath for a moment " he said 
"your fired" i said looking directly in his eyes which is in complete shook
"pa-pardon miss?" she ask stammering 
"i said your fired" i stand up 
he did the same
"but why!? you just cant fired me because i took a leave!" he shout furiously
"i can and you know that, taking a leave when you know that company need you more at the time is enough reason to do it, its like being irresponsible with the posistion ive given you and your not capable on doing the job" 
"that is bull--"
"get out of my buildin my lawyer will talk to you"
"you just cant do this kim! i contributed alot in this company and in one mistake you will just throw it away!" he said rushing towards me he grab my collar harshly
"mr hwang no!" his assistant tried to pull him but his grip only went tighter his eyes are filled with anger but i dont care
call me rude or what what he do is completely what i dont like
"mr hwang we can just talk about th--"jisoo hold his shoulder gently as she push him away from me 
"get your hands off me b*tch!" 
he push jisoo's hand away and scream at her
my blood boiled gritting my teeth i grab his collar tightly choking him
"dont.fcking.talk.to.her.like.that!" everywords i tighten the grip making him lossen his grip on my collar
"ms kim!" 
"jennie thats enough!" 
"urgh!" 
its like im not clearly hearing what are they saying as my eyes are set on hwang
"god jennie stop !" jisoo pull my arm making me lost hold on him he stumbbled away couching 
his assistant assis him outside my gaze didnt leave on the door as it close breathing heavily
"jennie?" jisoo cupped my face making me look at her 

JISOO POV

"jennie?" i cupped her face making her look at me her stare is lock on the closed door breathing heavily i forcefully steady her face so she would face me 
her eyes are filled with anger 
"its ok jennie" i said softly trying to calm her down
she look at me coldly 
"are you alright?" she ask i couldnt help but giggle such a sweetie
"im not hurt or anything" 
"but he just talk bad at you, i should teach that man a lesson" she mummbled 
"but you always talk bad to me" i raise my right eyebrow at her
"its different,"she said looking away
im in the middle of removing my hands from her face when she hold it and press it more on her cheeks 
my face heaten up
oh my god
whats with her today seriously
she closed her eyes calmly breathing now
"are you tired?" i ask she looks so tired tho
"no, you can go home first ill ask the driver to pick you i need to do something first" she said sighing slowly opening her eyes she look at me
yes shes tired 
her eyes looks tired 
"this turn out now pretty well" i said
she nod 
"come on ill send you outside" she stand up pulling me gently 
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my throat feels so dry, i sit up from my bed checking my phone 
1 am
i hope jennie is at home now, slowly i move out of my bed and head towards the already fix kitchen i made a mess last time i giggle at the thought i grab some water and drink all of it
just when my phone buzz in my pocket that got me starttling grabing i open the message notif
Its from lisa
"Did something happend?" 

i frown at the message why is she even awake at this time
when curiousity hit me hard i dialed her number for a call
she immediately answer

"your awake?" 

"why are you awake?" i ask 

"i just want to make sure jennie come home , " she said

"why? whats wrong?"

"unnie this is chaeyoung, can you tell me if she's already home?" 

questions are pooling inside my mind now curiousity is really hitting me hard
just when im about to ask the door sound open so i ended the call and proceed to the living room since it automatically light up when someone enter 
flushed jennie stand infront of me shes wiggling from side to side 
is she drunk!

"babe!" she greeted smiling like an idiot 

and yes shes drunk 

when did she learn drink!?

when you left her pabo

 ugh!so stupid stupid!

"shut up jennie! why are you even drunk?!" i scold she make her way towards the couch and slumped her body 

i move and stand in front of her crossing my hands
"jennie kim im asking you!" 
"baby your making my head spin more" she whine 
damn it that was cute!
i shake my head because of tge thought
 jisoo stop 

"if you didnt drink you wou--jennieee" 

she suddenly pull me making me sit on her lap hugging my waist she look at me

intently and i could feel my cheeks heating up

my heart beats quicken as she lean forward 

capturing my lips with hers 

jisooooo what are you doing push her awayyyyyyy

but i miss her so much

you know this is not good

but shes drunk can i just enjoy this, just one time 

in the end i let her kiss me

i kissed back

"baby i missed you" she said between our kiss

"hmm" i hum in response

her hand trailed down to my thighs making me jump i pulled away standing  quickly

making her groan 

idiot jisoo!! 

sht  shttt something could happend if i wouldnt pull back

"i wont do anything you dont like so could please sit here with me?" she said while eyes close

"jennie you need to change and rest" i slowly sit beside her but she pushed me alittle i frowned but whe she rest her head on my lap i cant help but to smile 
looking down at her sleeping face fixing some hair strand on her face 
 

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