Its been an hour since jennie brought jisoo in the clinic the doctor said shes just fine she just need to rest so she let jisoo stay there for awhile jisoo fall asleep and jennie who sits at a chair near the window beside jisoo's bed.

She stare at jisoo for almost an hour already 

"she's beautiful" she mummble 

shes at peace staring at jisoo's face when a sudden opening of the door distract her she look at the door seeing a angry lisa storming towards her 

lisa grabbed jennie's collar pulling her harshly to stand up she push jennie in the wall hard but jennie didnt even move or react at what lisa did she just stare at lisa with her usual cold  stare lisa look at her angerly gritting her teeth 

"what the f! did you do!?" lisa shouts angerly gripping jennie's collar tightly

"let go" jennie said calmly but lisa just smirk at her gripping more 

"your a kid how old are you anyway ..your impulsive" jennie said looking at lisa's eye who is filled with anger and more

"shut up!" lisa tighten the grip 

"impulsive people tend to regret at the last part" jennie said again lisa who got mad ore on how jennie take to her with out any glimpse of fear or hesitation on what she want to say

Lisa punch her in the face and it was to strong for jennie her right lip bleed 

"lisaa!!!?" chaeyoung shouts and pull lisa away from jennie 

"oh my god!!lisa are you out of your mind?!!" chaeyoung shout angerly as she cup jennie's face with her both hands 

lisa was freed from her clouded mind because of thw shout she look at jennie with eyes widen she cant believe she just punch someone

"uhm..whats with that noise" jisoo groan as she slowly wakes up she rub her eyes looking at the three lisa with shock expression, chaeyoung who's cupping jennies face and jennie who had her stare at lisa with bleeding lips..jisoo automatically sit up looking at jennie

"what happend???" jisoo ask worriedly as she tired to stand up

"dont move" jennie suddenly said jisoo stop and look at the three worriedly

"what happend???jennie why do you have a cut!" jisoo ask again for no one answer her 

"im sorry" lisa said and left them there jisoo frown 

"ill follow her" chaeyoung detach her self from jennie and went out of the clinic jennie automatically fell on the floor which made jisoo worried and went to her fast dropping her knee to look at her closely jennie had her head down jisoo lift it and look at her 

"oh my god jennie what happend?!" jisoo shouts at her getting teary she bite her lips to prevent her self from crying jennie look at her so confused 

"im fine" jennie said and stand up slowly she pull jisoo with her and let jisoo sit in the bed standing infront of her 

"come on jennie your not let me clean that" jisoo said and tried to stand up but jennie placed her hand on jisoo' shoulder

"i said im fine" jennie said

"your eyes dont say you are" jisoo suddenly said taking jennie aback she move away from jisoo which made jisoo frowned

she hurriedly went out not looking back at jisoo 

JENNIE POV

Im breathing heavily as i clench my fist i need to calm down i dont want to lose my temper in school this is why dont like going out.

its a good thing i didnt hurt lisa so inorder to prevent my self from losing my senses i let her punch me.

That hurts ofcourse i dont just let someone punch me but its for the sake of everybody, i stop walking when im almost out of the school building i turn to look around good thing she didnt follow me

i need to release my tension, i need it so badly that my hand is shaking as i walk faster, i need to get out of here .

I walk and walk in this streets athough i dont know where to go the place is not that familiar with me anymore or i havent been here its starting to get dark tge sun is setting and im shaking im scared really i am but what scared me the most is what jisoo said to me can she see it through me can she tell that im no good can she tell that i dont know my self can she tell that im a bad person, if thats the case i cant be around her i cant let her became part of my world my chaotic, sorrowful, wreck life.

She way to innocent for that..shes so pure although i dont think someone could be but she is clearly the one definition of purity and innocence.

I sigh walking this deadly, unwanted, murderous, noisy streets is something i cant do but i need to find something that can help me drain this anger within me 

i was thinking deeply when somebody grabbed my shoulder turning me around in full speed i swat the person's hand twisting it around strongly the person who is in black leather jacket and a tight black jeans with a long hair i frown looking at him he groan in pain as i twist his arm more

"fck b!tch!" she shout i stare at him he has his teeth gritted as he tried to break free from me but i hold his hand more he start grabbing something in his pocket which i know what it was i quickly move away as the same time he swung his pocket knife he start to grin maliciously and keep attacking me with it and i tried to dodge it with all my might although some slid on my face forming a thin line of wound which i felt that blood ooze from it some how i felt fresh i feel good i dont know why but feeling pain physically  will always be my get away from the pain that devour me from inside.

"bitc--" i punch him directly in th stomach it put him down in his knees i pick up the knife the he drop slowly making my way to his eyes wre filled with fear does he know?if he had victim after me those he see fear from their eyes.

"go" i said looking at him his eyes lightened and run in full speed i sigh and throw the knife in god who know where, i wipe my cheeks with me shirt and start to walk again 

Until i find myself standing in this high sea wall its already dark and only the single street lamp is lighting the place not enough to clearly  but a  sweet smell of the sea and wave meeting the hard iron wall  is enough to know it was . I sigh and took a deep breath its so refreshing i sit on the wall little bench closing my eyes.

"you look so peaceful now" a familiar deep voice instantly open my eyes

i look up only to see jisoo's face with the light behind her infancing her beauty  my heart beats so fast for the first time my mouth slightly open i think i just saw someone beautiful as all the goddess 

"can i sit?" she said sounding so serious i nod and mov alittle she sit and put her things beside her books and a sling bag 

We were in complete silence only the sound of waves can be heared

why do i feel so peaceful when shes around, why did my heart beat so fast suddenly that i cant even breath properly 

i saw her pick up her book and read silently i just watch her feeling mesmerize be the beauty, its only a minute ago i said i dont want her to be in my life but i feel like i want her to stay by my side, what is this feeling is this being selfish? i want her to stay but i know it wouldnt result in something great, what do you all call this again that word i would never think that im capable of feeling and the word that i think i dont deserve for i dont know my sef,is this being inlove am i inlove with her?

"jennie lets be friends" she look at me seriously my heart stops