MYUNGSOO POV

My hands trembles more after the phone call ended.I have just yet to recover from whatever I am feeling just now and this occurs.I stare at the fragile body of someone I love,lying helplessly on the bed with various wires and tubes connected to him.The visit to Sunggyu hyung's room now is strictly control as they wanted to make sure that his body is protected as much as possible because he now has zero antibody making him really vulnerable to pathogen.It is expected to happen because one of the greatest side effect of chemotherapy is that they will not just kill the cancerous cells but also the healthy cell including antibody.My heart clenches and wonder if there is anything I can do to make him stay alive.If my heart is already tearing apart like this,I wonder how much pain Woohyun hyung must be feeling right now.

''Hyung,I am so sorry but I think I just broke the promise I make with you.''

''Seeing how Woohyun hyung reacts just now makes me rethink that maybe keeping him from knowing the truth might not be the best idea.''

''Now that I think about it,both of you should spent your last days together and also you should have the chance to watch the twins grow in Woohyun hyung.''

''Trust me,watching the twins grow everyday are truly a beautiful experience.''

''Now that I think about it,we must be really stupid for not realising this sooner.''

''Hyung,please do your best to stay alive because I am sure that Woohyun hyung will suffers if he does not have the chance to be with you till you exhales your last breath.''

''Please fulfill this last wish of your donsaeng.''

''God,please have some mercy for him to atleast says his final goodbye to his love.''

A FEW HOURS AGO

SUNGGYU POV

I was now lying on my bed waiting for my last moment of living.Only God knows how much I truly yearned to be in Woohyun embrace when the pain was just too great to be dealt alone.Only God knows how I resisted myself from going back home just to hug him to sleep when I heard that he had not be sleeping for a few days.Only God knows how disappointed I am when I cant spent my days watching my children growing.Only God knows...I closed my eyes after a wave of dizziness wa