Ooh, and I wished you had hurt me harder than I hurt you
Ooh, and I wish you wouldn't wait for me but you always do

I've been hoping somebody loves you in the ways I couldn't
Somebody's taking care of all of the mess I've made
Someone you don't have to change
I've been hoping

Jessica was furrowing her eyebrows when reading Taeyeon’s message. She just ended her meeting and open up her phone to find Taeyeon’s weird message. Boundary, what kind of boundary is it?

Jessica didn’t understand

Were they draw the boundary when they broke up?

Taeyeon might be do it, but Jessica not. She always tried so hard for having Taeyeon’s heart, not in the meaning of being back as a lover but as a friend and leader

But Jessica always failed, Taeyeon looks like had an allergic to her. Tiffany once said that Taeyeon couldn’t stand of Jessica because she could easily move on and had another partner after her. It makes Jessica confused, Taeyeon herself who broke their commitment because they were too in love and it would make their career damage

Jessica knew Taeyeon was lied to her that she didn’t love her anymore, when they decided to ended their two years relationship. Taeyeon eyes never lie, but her treatment made Jessica decided to move on. They need to find another partner for not hurting each other

Before 2014 happened, Jessica and Taeyeon just being colleague, no more. Taeyeon often talk with Jessica because of work, so did Jessica. It worsens when SM decided to launch TTS, rather than Taeyeon and Jessica duo, which be expected not only by the SNSD members but also other SM’s artists

It created the most misunderstanding thing between Taeyeon and Jessica. Jessica thought Taeyeon will be always hate her, in which Taeyeon didn’t know the exact reason why SM decided to choose Tiffany and Seohyun rather than Jessica for the sub-unit

The worst was when Blanc launched at August 2014, Taeyeon accused Jessica for being ignorant. The younger girl was getting extremely mad and banged the door, straightly at Taeyeon’s face

September 2014 happened and Jessica read the article about Taeyeon who cried because of the accident

At the first, Jessica won’t believe the theory about Taeyeon and the girls still having their faith to her. But Tiffany beat it, she came when Jessica cut the contract with SM, consoled her American Girl

The others also came, not in the same time but they were making amend

But Taeyeon never came alone to her, she always came with Tiffany or Yoona and always restricted herself for talking too much

So, actually Jessica was shocked when Taeyeon came into her when she got little car accident last time and had a sleepover

Jessica won’t have her hope toward Taeyeon, she won’t be hurt because of same person again. But at the same time, she won’t let Taeyeon down by herself

Kim Taeyeon

sorry

i was on meeting with my team

so i left my phone and just checking it

Jessica fidgeting her fingers as in she’s waiting for Taeyeon’s reply. Wait, since when she become like this? As she remembers she’s not that clingy, or whiny, when it comes to Taecyeon. Taecyeon spoiled her so much, but not much as Taeyeon’s. Tyler is so gentle, but not much gentle as Taeyeon for her

Jessica never feeling needy with the simple message when she’s with Tyler, because they can always meet whenever they want. Jessica never feeling worried if Taecyeon didn’t reply her message instantly, simple because Taecyeon would be call her instead of texting

Jessica was about to back on her work when Taeyeon finally replied

Kim Taeyeon

Oh

Okay

I’m sorry if I’m disturbing you

no!

of course you weren’t

You once told me that I’m your biggest distraction

r we really talking about it? *frown

Sorry…

you said sorry too much

What should I do then?

treat me coffee :D

I will pick you up after my practice today

To get a coffee for you

See you

Fany called me for another round of practice

“What? What?” Jessica still wider her eyes because she’s shocking “Does Kim Taeyeon always being this straight? Gosh…”

“Boss?” Anna peeked through the door when Jessica still looking at her phone “Is there anything wrong?”

“Oh, nothing” Jessica flustered, but weirdly she is waiting for today’s meeting with Taeyeon

*******

Taeyeon was like running into her Benz when she’s done with her practice. Her act earned a yell from Tiffany and the older girl just shrugged it away

“I need to pick someone” said Taeyeon while starting her engine

Taeyeon driving with her heart beat so fast, is she nervous?

When Taeyeon’s car arriving, Jessica told her for entering the basement so that they’re not caught up by media and make another fuss between two agencies

Taeyeon texted Jessica, informing the younger girl that she was arrived at the basement of her office. She is waiting outside, while leaning her back at her car. The memory of waiting for Jessica suddenly comes to Taeyeon’s mind

She still remembers when she picked Jessica up from her radio show, and took the ice princess for a long drive to beach because she said so

Jessica was tired at that night but her eyes are sparkled, she was happy

“Taeyeon?” Jessica’s voice snapped Taeyeon. The older girl jerked for a while before unlocking her car and let Jessica enters

“Do you wait for a long time?” Taeyeon asked the brunette when she’s buckled her seatbelt and fixed her seat

“Not too long. I was doing some works”

“Your eyebags don’t lie” said Taeyeon when they are driving into nearest coffee shop, well Jessica is the fans of Starbucks so Taeyeon won’t make any choice but Starbucks

“I got my sleep disorder back” Jessica chuckled “I never expected for a lazy like me, having the sleep disorder”

“You aren’t lazy, just limit your move” Taeyeon cooed when she’s turning left. Jessica pouted and smacks Taeyeon’s thigh lightly, earning soft whimper from the older girl

“What do you want to drink?” said Taeyeon. She parked at the corner of outside parking area. Jessica was about to unbuckled her seatbelt but Taeyeon stopped her tracks “Please stay here…”

Jessica feels the other meanings of Taeyeon’s word. Her breath hitched and her stomach suddenly churning

Why Jessica felt like Taeyeon wants her to stay of their relationship

“It won’t be long, I promise” Taeyeon added and again, Jessica felt another meaning of Taeyeon’s word

“Yes” Jessica nodded “Caramel Cream”

“Okay”

“You still come to this park?” Jessica furrowing her eyebrows when Taeyeon takes her into a small park near their old dorm. It’s so quiet and Taeyeon likes it

“Yes” Taeyeon nodded twice and takes a seat at the bench, following suit by Jessica at her side

“This place is great, I think” said Taeyeon when they let the silence eat their atmosphere

“Oh” Jessica just managed the simple answer and makes Taeyeon afraid, afraid if Jessica saw her as a weird ex

“How was your day?” after a long silence engulfed, Jessica asked Taeyeon who still playing with her straw

“Hmm, not so great. There were mistakes when we had the practice”

“Practice makes perfect” Jessica smiled “I will be waiting for the album, Taengoo”

“T..thanks” Taeyeon shuttered when Jessica smiled again. Jessica is breathtaking-ly gorgeous “Anyway, I wi