How I Am Now

You're Not In Love With Me

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It had been a long night for Taekwoon. Then that fatefully meeting happened in the morning at that cafe. Discovering that person actually existed, totally took him off balance.

Taekwoon sighed, exhuasted physically and mentally, as he pressed the code on the keypad to his apartment. The door clicked open with a chime. He instantly smelt an amora in the air. Someone was trying to cook again and it didn't smell good.

Taekwoon took off his shoes at the entryway and entered the living room and accompanied open kitchen.

"Good morning!" Hakyeon, his elder roommate, said cheerily, setting up plates on the dinning table. "I made breakfast."

"I can see that." Taekwoon took a seat and looked at the spread on the table, which included grilled sausages, scambled eggs, and some oddly shapened googly eyed riceballs.

Taekwoon scuffed at the failed attemped for kawaii onigiris, but he was also hunger. So he picked up one of the riceballs and went for a bite. It tasted weird, but he didn't expected much from Hakyeon's cooking. He kept eating anyway.

Hakyeon sat across from him, bringing two bowls of rice with utensils for both of them. "So, did you get your job done last night."

"Yea," Taekwoon said, gazing down with that cold feeling coming over him again, like everytime he finished a job.

"Where were you all night?"

"The Han River."

"Oh." Hakyeon nodded, understandingly. "Was it...?"

"A suicide." Taekwoon paused. "A double suicide. They were a couple."

Hakyeon pressed his lips. "I'm sorry, Taekwoon." He knew Taekwoon gets especially emotional when the other had to take care of a suicide, and this one was a double suicide too. It must had put a toll on him.

"Do you want to talk about it?" The elder knew Taekwoon usually prefered keeping certain things to himself, but he still had to ask.

Taekwoon shook his head, as expected.

They stayed silent as they continued eating.

Then suddenly, Taekwoon cleared his throat, putting down his chopsticks over his emptied rice bowl. "Do you remember how I told you before that I could see the Red Strings of Fate?"

"Mmm-hum" Hakyeon nodded as he chewed his food.

"Well, this morning, when I was walking home. I found the person who's connected to the other end of my red string."

Hakyeon's eyes buldged, hastily swallowed his food to speak. "You did!? B-but, you're..."

"I know." Taekwoon rubbed the back of his neck in uncertainty. "I don't know how this could happen either. It's like the universe is playing a bad joke on me."

Hakyeon was curious. "What are you going to do?"

"Nothing," Taekwoon said flatly. "It's best we never meet again."

"But you're bond together by destiny. Even if you try to avoid them, somehow you'll meet again," Hakyeon emphasized.

The other shrugged, as though he didn't care. "Then I'll avoid them at all cost."

The elder looked at him sympathetically. "But Taekwoon, didn't ever you wondered who your soulmate could have been?"

"Isn't it too late for me wonder? It's not like we can end up together, with how I am now." Taekwoon swallowed, feeling his throat tighten.

 

 

 

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kwonswife #1
Chapter 5: I actually like the idea of Taek being a grim reaper. It’s kinda refreshing
Shik_Taek
#2
Chapter 5: OMG!! WOnshik kissed Taekwoon!!!! Yaass boi!!! Taekwoon must've been all flustered that's why he ran away. ^^
Hmmm...that kitty...I hope it was purely a coincidence.
Grim reaper Taek is fine. Just...I hope they'll have a happy ending.
I'll wait for the day Taekwoon will reciprocate Wonshik's feelings. :)))
KTsuki-chan #3
Chapter 5: Well, it's hard to make assumptions if you yourself didn't plan it that far x)
KTsuki-chan #4
Chapter 4: Aaah... so sad ;-;
Shik_Taek
#5
Chapter 4: Awww....There must be a reason as to why you just met now. ^^
Taekwoon's quota---seems foreboding. :(
kwonswife #6
Chapter 4: This is such an interesting story
Shik_Taek
#7
Chapter 3: I love that Wonshik's trying his best to get to know his soulmate. It's prolly hard for Taek but I hope he'll welcome Shik more. ^^
Wonder how this will turn out. Will love prevail between the two of them?.... I surely hope so. :)
KTsuki-chan #8
Chapter 3: So... what with Taekwoon?? Is he deadly sick??
Or somthing like that??
Shik_Taek
#9
Chapter 2: Aahh ahh!! I knew it! Upon reading that 'suicide' and how he felt about it made me immediately think that that's his job!.. Ahhh!! It's so interesting! Can't wait for more.! Though, am hoping this will have a happy ending. Pretty please?? Like..you know..Sunny and WooBin?! ♡\♡
Shik_Taek
#10
Chapter 1: Yes! That was kinda awkkie, Wonshik! Yet, it was still cute! Well, both of you are adorable! Thanks to Jaehwan for the push! Otherwise, Shik will just gape forever at Taek! @^@