“I’m sorry….” That’s all that she wrote before she went to her apartment… their apartment…

I thought I already have her heart, but I was wrong… I was completely wrong… because it’s never been mine at the first place… Her heart always belong to someone… It always belong to Amber… but I was a fool, I was mesmerized by her beauty and wits that I didn’t mind that she didn’t love me at the first place… I’m not a fool, I know both of them are in love with each other, but I…. I didn’t care about that… I just want to have her… I want to love her so much that she will notice me eventually… and it worked… but being in love with someone who didn’t love you is like playing two edge sword, it can cut your enemy, but the possibility of you getting cut too is high… But I didn’t mind that… I thought I could get her heart by taking her to fancy restaurant and flaunt her with my wealth, but I was wrong again…. because she’s more comfortable eating noodles with her or went to stalls eating tteokbokki together…

Sometimes I envy her, scratch that, I envy her all the time, because Soojung will always have great time with her whether she realize it or not…. I can never can make her happy like how she did for her…

How did I know? The first time Soojung meet me, it’s not even my first time going to FX entertainment… I always go there, I’m even close with some of the host there… But there’s always a pair that catch my attention every time I went there... It was Amber and Soojung… They are always together ranting about stuff and