With Or Without You

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A story about living, losing, and loving. A story of fate and choices. Choosing between the one who loves you and the one you love shouldn't be so complicated right? Will you take the risky chance or the smoother road?

Foreword

 

“Oh God, no!” Someone started wailing as soon as soon as the grim-faced doctor came out of the Operating Room. His defeated stance and morose expression delivered his message more clearly than the words that followed. Something was seriously wrong with Kwon Ji-Yong.
 
 
“Aaahhh!” Dara wails as she bolts upright from her sleep. The memory of that night still haunted her, still played in her mind like it happened yesterday and not five months ago.
 
 
She glances at her bedside clock. ‘2 o’clock in the friggin’ morning! Just great!’ she sighs. She was fighting a losing battle with insomnia for five months already, and her body, acting like it was on automatic, got off the bed, walked around until she made it to the fridge for cold water, then returned to her room, and booted on her current best friend: her laptop.
 
 
As she waits for the screen to come alive, she looks listlessly at the monitor, jumbled thoughts swirling around her head: Ji-Yong at 6, boyish and cute, laughing at her, climbing a tree and egging her to do the same; Ji-Yong at 16, tall and handsome, laughing at her lack of height, playing basketball with Young-Bae, laughing with her, holding her hand, and smiling gently at her.
 
 
‘Stop it! You’re only hurting yourself, dammit!’ She shakes her head, pulling her thoughts away from happy, yet desperately sad, memories.
 
 
Sighing, she takes out her CD case and finds a certain one. She pops the CD into the drive.
 
 
A CD, but not just any CD, it was a copy, burned for her by Ji-Yong.
 
 
A few moments later, the opening notes of “Close to You” by the Carpenters fill her darkened room.
 
 
“Oppa…why? Why do you have to leave me here?” she softly asks no one as she stared at the Real Player’s visualization.
 
 
“Why do I miss you so much, that it hurts?” finally giving up, she puts her head into her arms, her body racked with sobs as her mind slips back, unwillingly but gratefully, to the care-free and happy days when Ji-Yong was well and very, very much alive and healthy…
 
 
 
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LOLOL! And another one! XD 
 
This is the opposite to Cross Roads. This is sooo "Alternative Universe" that it follows their stories from childhood, to highschool, to adulthood!
 
I hope you like the story of Dara, oppa, and hyung. ^^
 
Kudos you guys! And again, comments would be love! <3
 
 
Love lots,
 
~Belle

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therealknucklepink
#1
@sujukat Yeah it was on winglin. ^^ I'm re-writing it and then reposting. I had really crap writing technique then. LMAO! I hope you still read it. ^^
sujukat #2
i think ive read this before..haha...but i's good that it's in aff now~!! wee...
therealknucklepink
#3
@zee_329 Zee unnieeee! Is it 40 chaps already? Mwahaha! I guess I'll have to update faster then. XD Yeah, I'm back! People bribed/threatened me to. Hahaha! I'm happy you're reading this again unnie.. ^_^
zee_329 #4
I want to comment again pinkpeony! Lol. I think you wrote 40chappies for this fic already...And I'm reading it again... <br />
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zee_329 #5
Belle, if I missed Crossroads a lot...remember that I have been bugging you in my crossroad comments to please PLEASE PLEASE update this fic with an alternate ending right?! Lol. I really loved this fic...LOVED it then and still loving it now...
therealknucklepink
#6
@yocaisomuch Will update more tomorrow. ^^
yocaisomuch
#7
omg omg omg update soon!<br />
therealknucklepink
#8
Thanks to all who commented! I love you guys! <3<br />
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@RiceyTokkie I want to shout with you, "FINALLY!" Haha! I was your fave DaraGon writer only back in the days? Not anymore? /sobs in the corner keke<br />
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@g-topftw Keke! No, it's not finished in Winglin. ^_^ I am happy you love it! Let's relive Princess, Oppa, and Hyun again here in AFF. ^^<br />
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@lildevil Keke! ^_^ Erm, one more chap tomorrow. Chapter 3 was already two chapters, I just lumped them together. ^_^
lildevil #9
hahahahahaha mean boy jiyong!! can you update one more chap?? cuuuuute beginning and im sensing a tom and jerry act for daragon ^_______^
SheRadiatesLove
#10
I read this on winglin a while ago..and i dont know if it was finished but i love this story so much so i will just read it again! ;D