When I entered the classroom, I felt so tired. I didn’t sleep until it was 3am in the morning. All because I was watching kpop. I don’t regret it though.

I’m so out of the mood, I didn’t even talk to my friends the way I did. I didn’t show that positive energetic attitude like I usually do. I remembered the events from a certain night, my ex is crawling back from the dead and I hate it. I’m already happy with my life here. Does he plan to pull me back down? Oh my god.

I was staring out of the window, waiting for my best friend, as well as Joshua and Seungchol. When my best friend arrived I finally made a sound. When Joshua passed by, I just pointed at him. I was waiting for Seungchol but my best friend kept pulling my arm, telling me to go to the assembly now. I pushed myself out of the door and there I saw Seungchol. My mood immediately lightened. I didn't notice he already passed by, he must've used the car.

Seungchol and I stood beside each other. He would glance at me and I’d smile. He’s so cute. Seungchol inched closer to me and moved his face dangerously close to mine. My heart started to race and I put my fist in between our faces, making a pose that I’d punch him.

Seungchol couldn’t keep still. He kept squirming. His hands kept wandering every part of my face. My cheeks, my forehead, my nose then my lips. Oh god, this kid. I turned around and saw Seungchol’s group of friends teasing us. They were so noisy so I moved away from Seungchol. They became even more loud when Seungchol followed me. I just scoffed and nevermind the noise. I just stared at Seungchol. 'That's all mine.' I thought and my cheeks turned red.

I love his stare. Oh my.... didn’t everything start just 3 weeks ago? We need to chill.

He stares at me like as if there’s nobody else in the world. He always tries to snake his fingers on mine to intertwine them. I immediately pull away, it’s really too soon. We need to chill. This kid is so impatient. I guess I've spoiled him too much with my fantasies.

During lunch time, Seungchol went to the classroom and we talked about nonsense then out of nowhere, he sneaks a kiss on my cheek. I slapped his arm. Oh my. Fudge. My heart won’t stop beating too fast. I might die of feels right now. 'Why is he so handsome?' He stood up, and so did I. I love to stare at his eyes, it’s my favourite thing. When I see him smile, I melt. When I see him laugh, I explode. He moved so so so close to me like as if there's only an inch left in the gap between our faces. He grabbed my hand and made me feel his warm ones.

I thought he was going to kiss my lips so I shut my eyes tight. My hands weren’t able to do anything because they were being restrained. I was expecting so much but then Seungchol just planted a kiss on my forehead. He moved away, laughing. My face flushed red out of embarrassment but I still laugh. I started to slap his arms over and over.

“Pabo! Pabo!” I squeaked. When I felt like I calmed down, I leaned my head on his shoulder. I'm happy.

Oh, how I love this boy. I just won’t admit it. He’s so precious. I'm happy we're totally okay again.