Yeah, you know the drill. Bow. I have to apologize, right? for my sentences construction and so on and on. Peaceout yow. I don't know what title so there you go

She asked her manager for a trip alone. Like hiking, a healing trip or should we say an escape is what she needed right now to clear her mind, heart and soul. Hopefully.. Good thing her manager didn't question her as she knows she likes outdoors and doing this stuff. When they arrived on the mountain peak. She closed her eyes and feel the breeze on her face. She wanted to shout and release all her stress but she didn't. Her manager might get worried who doesn't stop texting since they got here. She sighed and look for a place to sit. She was pretty quiet that her manager asked her if she's fine. She smiled and said ofcourse, she replied her usual excuse, she misses her family in Australia which is not a lie after all.  She sighed. Why of all people in this world she fell in love with that girl and never looked for another human being or opposite gender to be with. She shook her head, she has a hard time accepting herself, her true being, a church girl, who follows the commandments faithfully would just be like this. She was ashamed. Liking the same gender. A sinner. The fact she likes the girl too when she confessed and asked her to be her girlfriend when they were in Japan. She was overjoyed that she kissed her as a yes without thinking but now she was hella confused if her choice was right. Well, hypocrite, they were attracted to each other since they were teenagers. The girl said since she saw her on that day, May 7th she fell hard for her and now she wanted to be more intimate. She asked for forgiveness. Her mind tells her it's wrong and do the right thing but her heart and body tells her differently. Her kisses melts her and she clearly enjoys it. Still confused. She let out a loud sigh. Her manager looked at her for the nth time. She made her manager worried again. Her manager asked her, to be frank and be honest what's bothering her. She asked her manager for a pinky promise, wouldn't tell any soul what she's gonna ask or say, wouldn't judge her and still love her as a sister and not more than that. Her manager laugh at her. Her manager loves her as her