RAVI'S POV:

My gaze remained lingering on the beautiful view of the calm winter ocean while we waited for the roads to clear. All of our promotion activities for the latest comeback were officially over and the only thing left for us to do was leave for a solid vacation to get our minds off work as soon as we reach the dorm. However, our supposedly relaxing holidays were a little delayed by the heavy traffic in the urban city of Seoul. Since it was a Friday night, most of the city dwellers were hyped up to return home for the weekends, I guessed.

At the end of a tiresome week, it must be comforting to have someone who'd be waiting for them, and whom they can completely depend on without any worry about the heavy workloads or the hardships of life.

I do have a home. I have a loving family, from which I gain unlimited comfort and confidence to get through hard times. The streets I remembered running around, making friends, growing up, and falling in love... Those were all my rooms of immense comfort and I often find myself depending on my treasured memories from those places.

Well... everything back at home, was still the same as before. The playground, the coffee shop, the school and even the canola field which I worried would be destroyed for industrial purposes. Everything was still there. Every single memory was still there.

Except her.

Her, the one I used to push swings for at the playground.
Her, the one I used to spend hours with after school at the coffee shop.
Her, the one I used to chase around in the canola field.

The person whom I shared all my cherished memories with. I wouldn't say that she's a part of my comfort zone, because she, herself was my own secret comfort zone in a way I could never describe with words. In her presence, I'd always forget all of my distress and downright depended on that comfort of having her beside.

However, I only came to realize that truth, after I lost her for good that night. Since then, every time I returned home, my heart would desperately find for an anonymous sense of comfort and it took me a really long time before finally discovering the source of it. What I was looking for was not the type of comfy that I'd normally feel around my family members but it was a totally different one.

The one that her smile alone brought whenever she catches me running towards her after a long day at school. The type of comfort which allowed me to be truly vulnerable and depend on that one person who could offer it. The type of comfort that only, my Mira could offer. However, I hadn't felt that in five long years and I can't help but crave more for it as years passed by.

"Lost in the Möbius strip of your own head, I see..." I snapped out of my monologue immediately at the sound of my best friend's voice. Hongbin was looking at me with his I-know-what-you're-thinking expression as I attempted to shift in my position to face him completely and that's when I noticed the giant figure which was cuddled close to me the whole time.

"Ah... Jyani hyung..." Our cute main vocalist was curled up beside me and I couldn't help but laugh at his adorable sleeping figure. Despite being older than me, he was still a child at heart and that innocent personality was often exhibited by him unknowingly. It always made me want to protect him. He whined cutely and snuggled even closer when I tried to push him away, earning laughter from both Hongbin and I.

"Haizz... this hyung! I don't know why he loves doing that to me." I feigned annoyance while placing his head precisely on my shoulder so that he wouldn't fall.

"Why... Of course, it's because you spoiled him. Weren't you the one who used to be all clingy around Jaehwan hyung from the beginning? You both are the RaKen soulmates!" Hongbin exclaimed as he laughed at his own comment.

"At least that makes sense... But I was never clingy with this creepy hyung..."

Hyuk's faint voice came from behind. It sounded almost like a whisper, and I couldn't understand why at first. So, we turned around to find the blessed sight of our evil maknae being held in a death lock by Taekwoon hyung. Our second oldest and the supposedly scary Leo hyung was holding onto our youngest brother like a little kitten. However, what actually made us laugh was not the main vocalist but the sleeping figure of our oldest member and leader beside him.

N hyung was hugging Leo hyung and Leo hyung was hugging Hyuk. It seemed like a typical love affair in dramas except all of them were one sided.

N hyung wanted to be with Leo hyung.
Leo hyung wanted to be with Hyuk.
And poor Hyukkie, wanted to get away from both of them.

"Well... believe me when I say that VIXX is one hell of a weird family and I can't help but feel more grateful towards our Starlights for still loving us!" I nodded fiercely at Hongbin's statement while Hyuk whined helplessly from behind. Definitely, we are one hell of a weird group and I can never thank our fans for still supporting us despite the abnormalities.

"Yah! Quiet... Uli Daeguni is sleeping here boys..." N hyung nagged even in his sleep and I couldn't help but burst into laughter with Hongbin.

For one moment, I found myself suddenly wondering of what I'd do without them and I felt genuinely happy to be a part of my group. After all the trauma I've suffered from the memories of my past, they were the only ones that I could emotionally depend on because no one at home was aware of it. They've always been watching out for me and I felt really thankful to be a part of such an affectionate brotherhood.

As though reading my mind, Hongbin reached out and patted my shoulder gently with his most sincere smile. "Gwenchana... As long as we're with you, everyt